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CHAPTER 68
"But you can't marry me," I slowly uttered and looked away from him.
He really can't marry me because he was already married. He shouldn't be saying these things to me. I will just feel bad to her wife.
"How do you say?" he asked in monotone. He tried to hold my chin to make me look at him but I did not let him. I stared still at nothingness, away from his eyes. "How do you say, Astra? Give me a reason."
"Because you are already married," I snorted. "How can you marry someone when another woman already owned you? You were cheating?"
He stayed silent for a moment not until I heard his chuckles. My brows creased in annoyance and looked at him sharply. Why is he laughing? He is making fun of me? Seriously? This time? This situation?
"Married?" he grinned. "You think I am married?"
I pursed my lips into a thin line and slowly nodded my head. "You really are marri
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