It’s now time for the Diwali festival. Everyone was super excited about the festival. It was the festival of lights. Any home you would visit at that time had Rangoli designs on the floor. I designed the floor of the entrance with different beautiful colors, and clay lamps were lit everywhere. There was merriment and jubilation all over the city. Candles were lit and the sounds of fireworks could be heard. The atmosphere was full of colors. People throw colors at themselves happily wishing each other a joyous celebration. Sidd on the other hand was with me. We lit some candles and set off some fireworks together.
“No, don’t start with that,” I objected as Sidd brought forth colors to apply on me.Who is Sidd to be stopped? He went on to apply the colors to my face. I did the same with him and soon, we were suffused in colors. There, outside my home, we played around, enjoying the moments together. The festival normally lasts for five days, and in those days, it was just asSome weeks later, we all began preparing for my wedding once again.A day before the wedding, the sangeet ceremony was held. My family arranged a sangeet party for me. They invited some numbers of female guests. Music booms all day long. Merriments filled the atmosphere in my vicinity. Sweet foods were available for the guests. They related my fun moment, especially of my childhood. They were all cracking jokes and laughing wholeheartedly. It was a fun time for me. The guests danced and sang lovingly. I couldn’t express my utmost joy on such a memorable day.The Mehndi artist arrived pretty soon. She began designing my hands and feet with beautiful mehndi designs. Other female guests applied mehndi designs on their hands too. Sidd and his family were present at the party. My mehndi design contained Sidd’s name somewhere. I knew exactly where the name was written but Sidd got to find it.“Hey, Sidd!” I went to him after washing the designs. “I want you to search for yo
I now lived with the Arora family. I became the younger wife in the family. I don’t bother so much about cooking because they had a cook in the house. But I sometimes prepare meals whenever I’m in the mood.One day, I was in the room at night, I and Sidd were both seated on the bed with our backs leaning to the headboard and watching a thriller on his iPad. It was both bloody and scary. It came to a point where a guy was being slain brutally. I couldn’t watch that part. I covered my face on Sidd’s shoulder.“What are you doing?” Sidd asked.“I can’t watch that part,” I stated.“You are unbelievable, this is just a movie not reality,” he said and I took my face off his shoulder.I started gazing at Sidd as he was watching the movie. Since our wedding, nothing has happened. I was being a baby about everything. Sidd understood but now I want him. I just hope he responds tonight since he’s simply into this movie.“Hon?” I called and he looked at me. Then I
The next day, I dressed up and went to practice. When I got there, I changed into another dress and joined the others. After some time into the practice, Mr. Roy stopped us.“You are not getting the steps right,” he complained referring to me.Was the trainer simply trying to spite me or something? I have never had complaints about my dance steps before but this time?“I’m sorry!” I apologized.The practice began once again and the same thing happened. Mr. Roy got pissed off and dismissed us for the day.The following day, I went to practice but was a little bit late. Mr. Roy scolded me for being late and I apologized.“It seems like Mr. Roy doesn’t like you, he doesn’t use to blame like this,” said one of the trainees to me.“I did nothing wrong to him, right? Why would he not like me? Anyways, he has to get used to me around ‘cause I’m not going anywhere,” I assured in self-assurance.The act of scolding me continued. I’m a dancer, an excellent one at that. I hate it when people cri
Two months later, I and Sidd were sleeping when I suddenly rose from the bed. Something was wrong with me. I felt so hungry like crazy. I decided to wake Sidd up.“Hon, wake up!” I said tapping him and he woke up instantly.“What is it, sweetheart, are you fine?” he asked nervously, sitting up on the bed.“I’m hungry!” I stated.“Hungry? That’s strange,” he expressed. “Anyways, what should I get you?”“Anything!” I said.“Okay,” he agreed and headed out.He returned some minutes later with bread and a hot chocolate tea. He made the tea. That wasn’t funny. I made my husband prepare tea at night when I’m not pregnant, sounds bugging right? I just hope Sidd wouldn’t complain. I ate up and went back to bed. Indeed, very strange.The following day, I told Kiara about it. She suggested I go see a doctor but I disagreed. Why should I see a doctor for just feeling hungry? The doctor might think I was simply wasting her time. I thought I had a solution, so, I made sure I fill up before
I was given three months' leave from work just to take care of my baby. I was still building my career. I love my baby to want to spend the remaining years looking after her, but I can’t. I got to continue building my career, so I will be able to support Sidd when the need arises. I was happy Chandni wasn’t bugging us yet. I knew how Kiara would spend most of the nights walking around the living room to calm Krishna down. That child of hers is a thorn in every parent's flesh. He can cry for the universe. The pains of labor, now the pains of consoling a wailing baby that can’t speak what they want. And that Ranveer, I hardly see him with Kiara whenever the baby wails. When I tried asking Kiara where her husband was, she would tell me he is very much tired, office works, and the rest, and she doesn’t want to bug him. Sidd should better not try that with me. I was scared though. If Chandni starts crying at night, will I be the only one to console her? Will Sidd not help out at all? Why
I went to meet my mother-in-law downstairs. She was making embroidery. I moved closer and sat with her. “The design is beautiful, Mother,” I said.“Thank you. This is for Krishna. Kiara wanted me to make it for him,” Mother replied.“That’s nice, I hope I’m getting one too,” I set forth. I wasn’t jealous, just love the design.“Sure, I will make two,” Mother smiled.“Mother?” I called and she looked at me. “I’m thinking, since I will be resuming work on Monday, shouldn’t I get a nanny for Chandni?” I suggested. She was my major concern right now.“A nanny? I don’t think that’s a good idea,” Mother said. “A nanny has to be someone you know so well, someone you can leave your child in her care and you wouldn’t even bother looking back because you know she’s in safe hands. And that kind of a nanny is hard to get in just a few days. Besides, you don’t need a nanny for anything, I am here to take care of my grandchildren. What more can I do if not that?”
I left for work on Wednesday, my boss wasn’t taking my calls. I reached to the office, I went to meet my boss.“Good morning, ma’am,” I saluted as she permitted me to come in.“Good morning, Rani, have a seat, please,” she politely welcomed me. I took a seat opposite her.“I’m sorry for the delay, ma’am, my baby…”“I understand, Rani. I know how troubling it is to deal with a newborn baby. I’m a mother too, remember?” My boss said.“…Thanks for your understanding, ma’am. My baby felt sick, I had to watch over her. When I tried reaching you, too many things happened.”“No problem. But I’m afraid to say, your position has been given to someone else.”“What? But I thought you said no problem. What went wrong then?” I queried.Losing my job? My world is shattered. Getting a new job for a woman with a three months old baby is a hard task. I can’t work in Sidd’s company, all positions are taken. Neither can I in Ranveer’s firm.“Calm down, Rani
Later on, I paced up and down in my room, impatiently waiting for Sidd. I needed to confirm with him if he was cheating on me, too. If Ranveer was open about it then Sidd wouldn’t want to lie to me. I tapped my foot constantly on the floor. I checked my wristwatch. Why is he not coming? An hour passed his closing time already. I sat on the bed, stood up, looked at myself in the mirror, sat on a chair, and stood up again. I stood close to the window. The door opened and Sidd finally came in. I hurried to him, pulling him along.“What’s wrong?” he questioned.“Sidd, Sidd, Sidd, are you cheating on me?” I queried. He suddenly wore a surprised look.“What are you talking about?”“Are you seeing another woman?” I asked, and he nodded.My head spun. He is seeing another woman? He sat down, taking off his shoes while I allowed the bitter truth to sink in. I supported my body with my hand against the headboard. I watched as he stood up and went to freshen up. I dropped down on the bed. I