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CHAPTER 15 – WHAT WAS THE REASON?

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🦋 BENITA 🦋

My pillow was soaked in tears, unable to fathom why Felix wouldn't let me leave.

The sense of feeling trapped was choking me, I wanted to leave so desperately, to search for and find a life.

And just then it occurred to me, why do I need his permission to leave? Fuck that damn contract, I just need to go — right?

I picked up a piece of paper and began to draw a plan. Felix leaves some men at home to watch me, like a large piece of expensive beef, and he leaves one to drive me around. They wouldn't let me go if they saw me with a suitcase, nor would my driver agree to not take me to work. All I need to do is act normal, go with nothing since I was able to gather enough money, then when my driver gets me to work, I sneak away from there to a faraway city.

The plan in my head was so smooth, I could only wish it would turn out to be successful too.

I stayed alert until Felix left for work, then I added the most important thing to me into a small handbag.

I walked out of the h
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