Chapter Twenty-Three
Alvarez POV She stood between us. Her body tilted slightly toward Ethan. Her eyes were wide. Her lips parted like she had been caught doing something wrong. And I felt it. The rush of blood. The burn in my chest. The fire is crawling through my veins, begging me to rip him apart with my bare hands. Ethan. Always too calm. Always too quiet. Like he had already won her with his silence. And Maya— Maya trembled, not from fear, but from the weight of being pulled in two directions. Mine. Not his. She was mine. “Maya.” Her name rolled off my tongue like a warning, like a promise, like I could break the ground beneath us if she dared look at him again. Her head snapped toward me. Those eyes. Those lips. God, I wanted to taste her. I wanted to drag her away, push her against the wall, and remind her who had touched her first. Who had made her cry out until her voice broke. Who had burned her into ash only to piece her back together with his hands. But Ethan— He didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. He just looked at me with those eyes, steady, dark, almost mocking. Like he knew I was seconds away from losing control. “Step back,” I growled, my voice low, dangerous. Maya sucked in a breath, her hand twitching at her side like she wanted to reach for me. Or maybe for him. The thought made my vision blur red. “I wasn’t hurting her,” Ethan said quietly. The calm in his tone cut deeper than a blade. I stepped closer, my boots heavy on the stone, every sound echoing like thunder. “Hurting her?” I let the words drip with venom. “You think you can stand there, look at her like she belongs to you, and I won’t tear your throat out?” Maya gasped. “Alvarez—please.” The plea in her voice nearly undid me. I turned my eyes back to her. Her lips were trembling. Her body was caught between stepping into me or running from me. She knew what I could do. What I wanted to do. And the cruellest part— She wanted it too. I could see it. The flush on her neck. The way her thighs pressed together just slightly. She was wet for me. Even as she stood too close to him. I wanted to drag her upstairs. Bend her over the bed. Force her to say my name until she forgets Ethan ever existed. But I couldn’t. Not yet. Not with his eyes still on us. “You don’t own her,” Ethan said. The words struck like a match to gasoline. My fists clenched. My chest heaved. And in that moment, I wanted blood more than air. Maya stepped forward, placing herself between us, her hands pressed against my chest. Her touch burned. “Please, Alvarez,” she whispered. Her voice cracked. Her eyes begged. “Don’t.” And God help me— Even when I wanted to tear the world apart, her touch made me want to tear her clothes off instead. I leaned down, my lips near her ear, my breath hot against her skin. “Careful, querida,” I whispered, low enough that only she could hear. “Because if you keep standing this close to him… I won’t stop at words.” Her body shivered. I felt it. And I knew Ethan saw it too. Maya’s hands pressed against my chest. But they weren’t pushing me away. They lingered. Her palms spread over the heat of my body like she wanted to memorise the weight of me. I tilted my head lower. Close enough that my lips brushed the shell of her ear. She gasped. Her body trembled. And Ethan— He stood there. Watching. Silent. I wanted to rip his eyes out for daring to witness this. “Alvarez—” she whispered. I hummed low in my throat. The sound made her thighs squeeze together. My little flame. Always burning for me, even when she tried to hide it. I let my hand rise. Slow. Deliberate. My fingers curled under her chin. Lifting her face to mine. Her lips parted. Her breath came quick. And God, the look in her eyes— It was a surrender wrapped in fear. Desire coated in shame. I wanted to swallow her whole. But Ethan’s voice cut through like a blade. “Let her choose.” Maya froze. Her breath caught. Her lashes fluttered shut. I stared at him. A dark, dangerous silence stretches between us. Let her choose? The fool. Didn’t he see? Didn’t he feel the way her body melted when I touched her? Didn’t he hear the way her breath caught like a prayer every time I said her name? She was already mine. Her soul already burned in my hands. I leaned down until my lips brushed hers. Barely. Just enough for her to taste the edge of me. Her soft whimper nearly undid me. “Choose?” I whispered against her mouth. “She already has.” Her eyes opened wide. Her pupils are blown. Her lips were trembling against mine. And then I kissed her. Hard. Deep. Claiming. Not soft. Not sweet. A kiss that punished. A kiss that told her she belonged to me, body and soul. She gasped into my mouth. Her nails dug into my chest. Her body arched. And still— She kissed me back. Hungry. Desperate. Like she had been starving for me and finally found her salvation. I pulled back, my lips red from hers, my breath ragged. And I looked at Ethan. His jaw is tight. His fists clenched. But he didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Because he saw it too. The way Maya swayed toward me, not him. The way her lips chased mine even after I had pulled away. The way her body screamed without words. She was mine. I smirked. And whispered against her lips, low and cruel, just loud enough for him to hear. “Tell him, querida.” Her lashes trembled. Her chest rose and fell too fast. Her lips parted. And when her voice came— It was a broken whisper. But it was enough. “…Alvarez.” My name. Not his. The fire in my veins roared. The triumph was a living thing in my chest. Ethan’s eyes darkened. But I didn’t care. Not anymore. I swept Maya into my arms, her body light against mine, her gasp swallowed by the sound of my growl. I didn’t look back at him. Not once. Because I had already won. And tonight— I would remind her in every way her body could take. That she belonged to me. Only me. Always me.Chapter Thirty Two Maya’s POV The night felt endless, each second stretching and folding into the next until exhaustion finally dragged me under. Ethan’s warmth lingered against me, a steady weight that kept my restless thoughts from tearing me apart. When I opened my eyes, morning light had already spilt across the room. It painted the walls in pale gold, soft enough to make me believe for a fleeting moment that everything outside these four walls didn’t exist. I shifted, careful not to wake him, and found myself studying him instead. Ethan was still asleep, his face relaxed, his lips parted slightly as he breathed. The sight made my chest ache in ways I wasn’t prepared for. He looked so unguarded, so human. Nothing like the watchful protector he tried to be when his eyes were open. I swallowed hard, torn between guilt and a quiet, dangerous longing. My hand twitched against the sheets, the urge to reach out and touch him almost unbearable. To trace the curve of his jaw.
Chapter Thirty One Maya’s POV The room was still, yet I could not quiet the storm inside me. Ethan’s voice echoed in my head, low and steady, as if he had carved himself into the walls of my thoughts. You’re not alone, Maya. Those words should have comforted me. Instead, they left a bruise across my chest, tender and pulsing, because for the first time in so long I wanted to believe them. I wanted to fall into the safety of them, let them wrap around me like a blanket. But safety had always been an illusion in my world. I sat on the edge of my bed, my legs pulled up, my arms wrapped around myself. The glow from the streetlights slipped through the curtains, pale strips of light painting the floor. I could almost see Ethan’s outline in the shadows if I stared long enough. His tall frame. The quiet strength in the way he stood. The steady calm he carried that I pretended I didn’t crave. I pressed my forehead against my knees and groaned. “Why him?” I whispered into the fabric of
Chapter ThirtyMaya’s POVI couldn’t sleep.My body still ached from the way I had touched myself, from the images of Alvarez that had twisted and poisoned my mind.Guilt crawled under my skin, hot and unbearable, but the hunger had been stronger. I hated myself for giving in, for lying in my bed with trembling fingers, whispering his name as if I still belonged to him.The room smelled faintly of sweat and shame.My sheets clung to me, tangled and damp, sticking to the curve of my thighs. I turned on my side, then on my back, restless, my chest rising too fast as if I had run a race I could never win.I pressed my palms against my face.Why do I always fall apart when it comes to him?The clock on my nightstand glowed past three.The silence around me was loud, the kind of silence that made your thoughts turn cruel.I could still feel the ghost of Alvarez’s hands, though he was nowhere near. It was wrong, it was sick, and yet my body betrayed me again and again.Tears stung my eyes.
Chapter Twenty Nine Maya’s POV I couldn’t breathe. The hallway felt too narrow, the walls pressing in on me, the silence heavier than anything I could carry. Alvarez stood there, his body blocking my path, his eyes locked on mine like he could see straight through me. My lips parted, but no words came. My heart pounded so hard I was sure he could hear it. He stepped closer, close enough that I felt the heat from his chest brush against me. “You think you can keep walking past me like I’m not here?” His voice was low, rough, and it scraped against my nerves. I swallowed hard, trying to steady myself. “I wasn’t avoiding you,” I whispered, though even I could hear the lie in my voice. “Liar.” The word cut through me. My hands curled into fists at my sides, but my body betrayed me. Heat rose inside me, shameful and undeniable. His gaze dipped briefly to my lips, then returned to my eyes, sharper than a blade. “You run from me in the daylight,” he said softly, “but tell me… do
Chapter Twenty-EightMaya’s POVThe sunlight was soft when it touched my face, but my body felt anything but calm.I rolled onto my back, staring up at the ceiling, the quiet of the room almost unbearable. I hated mornings like this. When the dreams lingered too closely to reality. When I woke with my body aching as if someone had set a match to my skin.And of course, it was him.Alvarez.I could still feel him in the dream. His hands are gripping me. His mouth hovered just close enough to undo me. His eyes, dark and demanding, were swallowing me whole.I pressed my thighs together under the blanket, my chest rising and falling too quickly. I shouldn’t think of him like this. Not after everything. Not after what he had done. But the harder I tried to push him away, the sharper the images returned.His voice told me I was his.The weight of his body is pinning mine.The cruel way he made me want him even when I hated him.A soft whimper slipped from my lips before I could stop it. My
Chapter Twenty SevenAlvarez’s POV The night was heavy. Alvarez lay in his bed, staring at the ceiling. He hadn’t really slept in days. Every time he closed his eyes, she was there. Maya. Her face. Her voice. Her body. He tried to will her away, but his mind betrayed him. His body betrayed him. And tonight, it was worse. The dream came like fire, sudden and merciless. Maya walked into the room, dressed in nothing but a slip of silk that clung to her hips. Her eyes were not soft. They were cruel. Mocking. “You thought you owned me,” she whispered, her lips brushing his ear. Her hand slid down his chest, slow, taunting. “But you never did.” Alvarez’s breath caught. He wanted to push her away. He tried to seize her and never let her go. Both instincts warred inside him, tearing him open. “You begged me,” she said, her voice sharper now. “You begged me to stay. And still, I left. Do you know why?” Alvarez’s hands clenched into fists against the sheets. Maya leaned closer, her