Chapter 1
Mistake
"So do you want me?"
"I guess"
"May I drive? You are drunk".
"I am?"
She went to the driver's seat and opened the door. Her dazzling black eyes highlighted with silver liner and mascara meeting his hazel greens. She widened her lips to a broad flirty smile.
"Can you shift ahead so I can drive?" she said sweetness pouring her words.
"Oh yes yes.." he was lost as if he was seeing something else something ecstatic and obediently shifted to the passenger's seat.
Her perfectly manicured nails decked up with bold red polish on her fairly tanned hands and the couple of silver bracelets she was wearing had few hangings were twinkling and ringing sweetly making musical notes when she rested them on the steering wheel of the white Audi that she was about to drive. She rotated the keys with a diamond embedded keychain which was carving of a bird was hanging.
"Where to?" she asked ignorantly as to follow the directions mentioned by him.
"Wherever you like love" he mentioned and drifted half asleep, half lost in his thoughts, completely drunk.
She swished off the car to the motel, she might have visited very often because she knew the place very well and was comfortable about the parking.
She was worried
Godamm! she was driving Audi for the first time. She never wanted herself or her customer to regret. Bad for business you see.
As she got out of the car she straightened her shining, jazzy black dress she was wearing with sexy black stockings and silver stilettos. She had worn a loud make up with short hair reaching her neck. Good enough to please her potential customers.
She went to the passenger door to pick her customer who was completely wasted due to alcohol. Though difficult she was able to manage picking him and balancing him to the room of the motel. She had handled a lot of customers who were drunk lately. But this one was different. Others would simply drool over her not wasting a moment to explore her body.
This was a decent one though but in pain.
This wasn't new. She had accomplices with much weirder, rude and drunk customers earlier.
"I can handle this one." She pep talked herself as she balanced the drunk man with her arms.
He was stressed and therefore she was here.
Obviously people who are stressed and worn out only want this portion of entertainment. She was okay with it and money was her priority now.
Talking about this rich man, of course he was rich, the top class Audi he drove said it all.
But the way he was lying besides her was different and strange in away that apart from pain his green eyes reflected love and lust with a different quality which could not be described.
It was new to her. Something she hadn't seen since she entered this profession. She thoroughly ignored it. She was there for a purpose.
The purpose was to earn money tonight by pleasing this man on the bed.
She'd been doing this since she was not even an adult. She was barely 17 when she first slept with a man twice her age. She was morally shattered and mentally broken and now all the moral issues had died down.
She learnt it the hard way that it is all about give and take. No emotions involved.
She kept all those thoughts aside and alerted herself for work as she had to take the initiative he being completely drunk. If she hurried she might try her luck another time in this night. Though it was rare but she was in urgent need of money.
She leaned towards his face and planted a kiss. It was like opening a laptop to start your work if it to be compared with a commercial affair in corporate sector.
She stood still to gaze at him. All she could visualize was a lot of money a hard wand of cash for which she was doing it.
She did get stuck with second thoughts. She felt creepy to do it every day. But that was brutality of her life or call for money so she got back to work.
She started unbuttoning his gray striped shirt. She could faintly hear him murmur
"Steseeove dongo leees". It was like any other customer of hers murmuring his stress out. Today she had to do all the work as the person below wasn't cooperating at all.
After she released his shirt, his bare chest took her notice. She also noticed the contractions of his chest caught due to his heart beats. Not that this was first time she's been noticing a great body but this was different; different in a way.
She was not feeling good about it. Her morals had died long ago but this felt to be crime which she did not want to do.
She however continued unzipping his black trousers. She could now hear him clearly so clearly that she stopped where she was. He was lying on the bed only in his underwear. He looked geekish and very handsome.
"Stella I love you. I love you more than any thing else. Please don't leave. Please. I love you. You are only one for me. I love you Stella" he murmured even in his drunken slumber state.
She had seen so many men each one more screw up and worst than the other but this man lying on the bed with a diamond band on his right hand ring finger sounded honest.
Yes she could feel honesty in is words. May be she was wrong. May be this guy has lost his love and entered into her arena but she could not start it herself. She simply could not continue what she was doing. Her inner instinct did not let her do it.
She therefore switched the air conditioning to the minimal temperature, wrapped him with sheets to add to his comfort
She removed her shrug and her stilettos and stockings and threw them on the floor to relax and rested on the couch besides. After a long time had she been entitled to rest in the evenings which were usually very hectic because of her profession.
Being tired she immediately fell asleep, she was upset too because her chance of double income was now futile and even she hadn't yet worked this man out so whether he'll pay or not was still a suspense. However she ignored all the thoughts and drifted to sleep.
"Fuck you bitch.
You whore.
How could you? How could I?" a shout woke her from her deep slumber.
Chapter 2 Friends With Whore Edwin woke up woke up disoriented. He took a turn, his hands searching for Stella, eyes closed. He desired to cuddle her like he did every single night. She fits so perfectly in his arms. 'I love her you much' he muttered half asleep. From the day he had seen her for the first time. It was love at first sight and he really had to work hard to win her and convince her to marry her. 'Now she's mine. I love to kiss her on her cheeks with her eyes closed in deep slumber.' He thought 'But where is she now? Oh she's not keeping emotionally good. She's angry and so she is at other end of the bed. I will grab her from there." She wasn't there too. Reality hit him like cold water on the face 'Wait! Wait! Where am I?? This isn't our room. The bed is different.' He slowly lifted his heavy eyelashes to find himself at an anonymous place. 'Am I dreaming? Am I actually alive? Why don't I remember anything?' He got up on his feet shocked. He panicked
Chapter 3 Love At First Sight "Sure you want to listen to my story?" he asked unsure "Till you don't mind sharing" Rosie replied as he was uncomfortable and fiddling with hands. She was seeing a nervous man for the first time. Otherwise she had only seen men in hollow darkness where she could only visualize the pitch dark sexual desires that vanishes in one night and they do prefer to leave before the sunshine as if brightness would erase their immoral deeds. She wondered if they even considered it immoral. For few it would be as casual and recreating as taking few shots of alcohol before going to bed.He said in a surprisingly humble tone, "Excuse me for a while" and went to the washroom. What a thorough gentleman he is. She thoughtHe was even completely dressed up before she woke her. She would have actually enjoyed his masculine abs tense in anger. Not that she was a perverted kind of whore but this man was special. He seemed to get her attention in a special way like
Chapter 4 Crazy Love"I did not believe in love then. All I wanted was her and I was magnetized by her." Edwin said chuckling to himself and smiling a broad smile filled with love, real love"What you never realized that you fell. Fell madly, completely and totally in love with her?" Rosie spoke more excitedly than ever. All these years she had come to the conclusion that love is a vague feeling. "You think so?" he asked lost in his past still smiling like a love lost puppy."Yeah It's all over your face. It's in the glint of your eyes." she answered honestly.Rosie never believed in love till today but this guy in a short span of time has turned from dumb lost alcoholic to angry young man and now a cliché' youth lost in his memories of loveEdwin blushed and simply chuckled to it getting lost again as if he was back there living the moment all over again. "And then.." Rosie was now anxious about the entire thing. She was dying to know . "Oh yes then.." he said seemingly excited an
Chapter 5The Chosen OneRosie straightened herself, “she must love you a lot, treasure you?”"You think so?" he asked, his jaw muscles tensing up all of a sudden as he remembered something."I positively do. I also envy her even if I haven't ever met her. What a fool she..." she was stopped mid-sentence by an annoyed looking Edwin. Edwin coughed, disappointment creeping his face. "Sorry just a weird thought" she defended myself"Remember she is my Stella. I cannot hear a word against her." He said possessively."By now I already know that" she said lifting her hands in surrender making both of them smile in unison. "Then....” she checked the waters making sure that they both were good she said “continue please" she could have begged him to continue with the remaining story, “I will die of suspense""Right where was I?" he asked more to himself amused to live those moments again as he narrated it to her."Basket ball tournament. You did win it right ?" she prompted for him."Yipes
Chapter 6 Love? Only Love? Edwin's love story [flashback] I was chuckling at myself holding the hand of the most beautiful girl of the universe and I never ever wanted to let it go. I had missed her so much that I realized that it was love, only love. Only love can make you miss someone like crazy.. Today when she stands right in front of me I know I am in love '''''''''''''''''''''' “As you said madly, crazily and fondly in love” Rosie had hearts replaced by her balls like heart eyed smiley emoji '''''''''''''''''''''' "Edwin leave my hand." Stella pleaded feeling embarrassed of being centre of attraction as everybody started staring back at us. "Oops sorry. But promise me you'll come to watch all my matches." I asked smirking. I could feel goosebumps on her hands because of my touch. "Otherwise you'll go for starvation." She chuckled mockingly and I scratched my hair behind my neck in nervousness thinking what to reply so I decided to stop pretending and speak the truth.
Chapter 7 Love- it hurts Bzzzrrrrr bzzzzrrrr Her mobile buzzed loudly with her panicking. "Time up let's leave. It's the safest now." Rosie straightened all of a sudden and was ready to leave as she picked all her belonging scattered everywhere and the small sling bag. Not really concerned about what she was saying Edwin got up, wore his shoes while she wrapped herself in one of the scarves, she was carrying in her bag to hide her flashy outfit that was more of a prostitute uniform. Edwin followed her to the door as if he was an alien in the planet Mars not knowing a bit about the place. He knew nothing about the place. He was unconscious when she brought him here. He wondered how a lean and delicate skinny girl could drag him here. It felt weird. But this girl is strong inside both physically and mentally. "Hurry up" she said pulling his hand. As soon as she opened the door wide, there was a tall, husky figure on the door passing by. "Holy shit" she spat, and then turned
Chapter 8Friends in pain "Stella Stella I am home honey. Where are you?" Edwin shouted longing to see the face of his beautiful wife She was not in the projector room where she normally waits for him whenever he is late, nor was she in the kitchen. 'She might have dozed off in our bedroom. She's not feeling well lately.' He deduced The receiver of the landline was unhooked. He kept it back on the cradle looking for her in their bedroom which was on the first floor. None of the workers were visible. He guessed she'd given them a day's off which she normally does to feel the freedom and satisfaction of maintaining things on her own. 'Thank goodness' he looked upwards praying 'she's feeling normal again.' She was neither in the bedroom, nor the pent house. He decided to check the washroom. Where else could she be?. "Stella, my love. Are you coming or shall I enter in." No response. "So I am coming". As he opened the bathroom door, he saw trail of blood flowing through the bathtu
Chapter 9 Guilts and Copings "Why the fuck are you shouting. Can't I have peace after a day of hard work?" "Bloody you work hard and all I do is yell." Stella shouted even louder. "Honey please relax and let me watch this football league." he tried to stay calm "Go ahead with your football and ignore the living beings here as if they do not exist. They are dead. I wish I died with my dad." And she started crying. 'Holy shit' he murmured and went to her. "Sweety it's not like that. It's just that I am tired. The day was hectic. Stop crying." She continued with her crying. It was a regular routine. She would bring her father who just expired a month ago, relate things to it and start sobbing. He was loosing it. He couldn't see her cry but even after a month of his demise she was still grieving. "Not again Stella. Please. It's a month now." He said in frustration. He hated to see tears in her eyes. Why doesn't she understand? "So after a month of your dear one's death you st