LOGINI laid down on the ground until it stopped shaking.
My mouth still tasted like blood. There was no longer any pain behind my eyes, but there was still a slow throb. This was the wolf inside me. She walked. Take your time. Not moving. Every time Kael Draven's voice came through the walls, she pushed on the lock again. It's not tough enough to break. At least she tried hard enough to let me know she was awake.
I used the back of my hand to wipe my mouth and listened.
It was still dark in the storage room, but the outside noise had changed. There was already the first greeting. One voice was going toward the main hall, another toward the kitchens, and a third toward the garden. Two sets of feet walked past the door. They both kept going at the same speed.
I waited until it looked like the path was clear. Then I got up. My legs were shaking. When I put my ear back to the wood and heard nothing, I slipped out.
The hall smelt like damp cloaks and wood smoke. I kept my head down and went to the kitchen wing up the back stairs. I wasn't seen if I was useful. That rule kept me alive for years.
I was almost there when two kitchen maids rounded the corner carrying full bread baskets. They didn't get to see me.
"You aren't supposed to be in the halls," said the taller of the two. Ronan wants everyone who works for him to be in the kitchen or garden. "No one is free to walk around."
"I was putting things away," I said.
She looked at my face with her eyes. "Why, you look very pale." "Are you feeling bad?"
"No."
The little girl leaned in close. Her voice didn't sound like she was scared of Ronan. "Heard that?" It's really him. Kael Draven. He's in the main hall. ""He brought twenty warriors, but it still looks like he doesn't need them," some say.
I kept up a poker face. "I heard horns."
"That's not the only thing." She turned around and looked at herself. They say he's not just here to form an alliance. My cousin was almost at the gate. A man from Blackridge was talking, he heard. They said Alpha Draven asked about the old Voss stock before he even got on the horse. In particular.”
The wolf in me calmed down.
I worked hard to keep my voice even. "It doesn't mean anything."
The bigger girl said, "It means everything." People said he and Ronan looked like men who had taken in a lot of stone. He has already sent three people to tell you. "Something's not right."
They were on me in an instant, before I could answer. Their words stayed in the air like smoke after they were gone.
Voss's old blood.
My family tree.
I turned my back on the kitchen, but my feet took me toward the main hall instead. When I told myself that, I put clean tablecloths down. That was a good reason. A good reason. The wolf didn't care about why. She did nothing but listen and lean forward.
The main hall doors were only half open. The warm light spilt into the hall. I leaned against a tall column and looked through the crack.
Ronan stood next to the big table and smiled way too big. Both of his shoulders were stiff. Even our toughest warriors failed to look calm around him. There was a man I had never seen in the middle of all that.
High. Black hair that is wide and short. He didn't have a fancy cape; his clothes were just dark and looked like they were worn in battle. He wasn't happy. His weight didn't change. He did nothing and let the room swirl around him. It was like nothing could bother him.
Kael Draven.
From where the door was, I could feel his weight. The wolf inside me braced itself against its cage even more. There was a low rumble in my mind. This time there was no growl. A bell-like sound.
I held on to the column until my fingers hurt.
Ronan had a word. "just a trade route deal, nothing else." Our packs don't fight. "I'm positive we can agree before it gets dark."
I heard the same cold calmness in Kael's voice as I did through the storage door. "Let's talk about terms when I'm ready." I want to see how you run this place first.
Ronan's smile broke for a split second. Of course. "Whatever you need—
"I'd like to walk around the whole grounds." How to train in certain areas. The posts at the border.And the places where the servants lived.
Two of our warriors looked at each other.
Ronan laughed, but it was too loud. "Quarters for servants?"Alpha, nothing to waste your time on.
"I'll pick what to do with my time."
The wolf charged. Behind my eyes, the pain came back. I stopped moving and bit the inside of my cheek.
He was talking to one of Kael's men, but I couldn't hear what they said. Kael listened and then gave a quick nod. The way he looked down the hall made it look like he was counting heads. As soon as the door opened, it went over it. Along the Pillar on me.
For a moment, I stopped breathing.
His eyes were the colour of silver. Not a soft grey like mine. Silver that is bright and sharp, like a blade in the moonlight. They kept going after me. They went on. But the wolf inside me slammed against the lock so hard that I couldn't make a sound.
Ronan kept talking and offered food, drink, and a place to rest. Kael's answers were short and didn't say anything new. It looked like everyone in the hall was holding their breath.
I told myself to take a step back. (I couldn't use the clean-cloth excuse if someone saw me staring.) I quickly turned around and walked to the laundry rooms.
On the way, Mira came out of a side passage and grabbed my arm. Her hands were as cold as ice.She said in a whisper, "You have to hear this." "Now."
She led me to a side room that was empty and shut the door. She had big, open eyes.
Some say Kael Draven wasn't after the trade routes. Someone from his army was drinking near the kitchens. He told our cook that Blackridge had been watching this pack for months. "Something about a wolf in a lock and a bloodline that's gone."
It hurt my stomach.
The voice of Mira went down. "I know Ronan." That's why he looked sick when the name was first called. For weeks, he's been setting letters on fire in his room. "I saw the ashes."
I looked at her. "Why do you tell me?"
He also said that Alpha Draven had asked if the younger Voss sister was still alive. She took a hard piece of food in. "Your name is Elara." Not the maid. Name
There looked like a tilt in the floor under my feet.
Outside of the small room, someone told the servants to queue up in the garden. Ronan gave the orders. He wanted to show that he was in charge of everything that lived on his land. The same here.
She gave me one hard squeeze on the arm. Things began. It began whatever is going on. "Be careful."
She ran away.
I tried to calm my breathing while I was by myself in the small room. The wolf was no longer walking back and forth. She was on her knees. Leave. The man with the silver eyes who had called my name had her full attention.
Someone else's feet stopped outside the door for a moment. Heavy. Checked. Ronan's not it.
I did not move at all.
Along with the footsteps, I heard a low, cold voice that was close enough to touch my skin.
Kael Draven told them to "find the girl." I need to see her.
The white ache was fleeting. It turned into a sharp, scorching line beneath my ribs, as if a hot wire had been dragged through the area where my wolf resided. The only reason I stayed upright was because Kael's hand was still on my arm. I had not been won over by him once more. It wasn't necessary. The entire yard was observing, and I was kept upright by the weight of his gaze. Ronan came back first. He raised his head. He spoke up. "This is absurd." "You disregard my authority, you approach me in my domain, and now you touch my blood? There are laws, Alpha Draven. "Even for you." Kael turned his head slowly. Outside, the silver in his eyes appeared colder. "Silver on a child of your own line," he remarked. "Tell me about laws once more. A faint murmur went through the pack. A few fighters stared at the floor. Others gazed at Ronan as though they were finally able to see him fully. Ronan's face turned a deep scarlet. She posed a threat. erratic. The pack was kept togethe
I did not move. Outside the small chamber, Kael's remarks continued to drift along the hallway. Look for the girl. I'd like to see her. I felt someone could hear me through the door because I was so anxious and my heart was racing. Like a hunter who has finally found his desired scent, the wolf within of me was motionless. Her entire being was straining in the direction of that cold, deep voice. There were no more footsteps. Hushed voices were used to give orders. Doors opened and closed. The search was underway. I attempted to think things through while leaning against the wall. They would grab me if I stayed here. Ronan would come and drag me out himself, making the humiliation worse, so I fled to the servant halls. There was no way to make the proper decision. No one ever had any. I hugged the small side passageways as I crept out of the chamber. It felt different now in the pack house. thicker. It was as though the air had become thicker. Normally leaning against the wal
I laid down on the ground until it stopped shaking. My mouth still tasted like blood. There was no longer any pain behind my eyes, but there was still a slow throb. This was the wolf inside me. She walked. Take your time. Not moving. Every time Kael Draven's voice came through the walls, she pushed on the lock again. It's not tough enough to break. At least she tried hard enough to let me know she was awake. I used the back of my hand to wipe my mouth and listened. It was still dark in the storage room, but the outside noise had changed. There was already the first greeting. One voice was going toward the main hall, another toward the kitchens, and a third toward the garden. Two sets of feet walked past the door. They both kept going at the same speed. I waited until it looked like the path was clear. Then I got up. My legs were shaking. When I put my ear back to the wood and heard nothing, I slipped out. The hall smelt like damp cloaks and wood smoke. I kept my head down an
The horn was still going off when I slipped off. In the garden, there were sounds. Boots tripped over the rocks. Someone yelled for the gates to be thrown open wide. Someone yelled for the warriors to line up. The whole pack was moving like one big, scared animal. I didn't go to the yard. I went down a small side path that smelt like dust and old grain. The rough wall touched my shoulder. I kept my feet still and my head down. No one called my name. It wasn't time for a helper when the feared Alpha of Blackridge rode in. As usual, the door to the storage room was stuck. I pushed it open with my hip and went inside. I heard the door close behind me. There was darkness all around me. Cool air. The smell of dried herbs, flour bags, and wood that had never been outside in the sun. I leaned against the door with my back and breathed quickly. My hands were still shaking from being in the hall. From the bowl on the floor. Because of Ronan's smile. The pack did nothing and just st
I was still on my knees when the order came. "Elara." You're my dad. The big room. Right now.” Ronan's voice sounded like a whip going down the stairs. I walked around in my dress that was wet from the rain. "My legs felt heavy." My heart hadn't stopped beating, but the strange tug in my chest had. It looked like it was trying to get away from something because it was running too fast. It was getting full in the main hall. There were fighters all along the walls. The kitchen girls were standing by the doors. The older people in the pack sat on the long benches. The light from the morning hit the stone floor I had just cleaned. When I walked in, everyone looked at me. He was sitting at the head of the big table. His hair was neat and dark. His clothes were clean. He looked clean. Had always. ""There she is," he said. He smiled but not all the way to his eyes. "Our little sister working hard." A few people laughed inside their heads. I looked at the dirt the whole time. Rona
"Is anyone home?" I couldn't stop myself from saying those words. Soft. Not much real sound. The dark room didn't say anything. It didn't happen. I got out of bed on the narrow one. The cold air hurt my arms. A small cloud of my breath could be seen in front of me. The little window still had a black outside. Not any birds. There are no steps. The thick silence that always came before dawn. I put my legs over the edge of the bed. I could feel ice under my bare feet on the wooden floor. Not even a twitch. It's been years since I flinched. I put my hands on the old dress that was stretched out on the stool. The same grey stuff. The arm has the same patch. It was cold, so my fingers were shaky as I put it on. It hurt my skin to touch the fabric. The belt wasn't going to slip while I worked, so I made it tighter. Then I used both hands to pull my hair back and pinned it up. It's not reflective glass. I didn't need it. I already knew how I looked. Not fat. Weary. It's easy to miss.







