ログインChapter 2
Alyssa’s Pov Complete weakness had spread through my body as I stood in front of the mirror, unable to move for several seconds. The reflection staring back at me looked nothing like the woman who had woken up that morning filled with excitement. My face had lost its color, my lips were slightly parted, and my eyes were filled with tears that I refused to let fall. I pressed my hand against my chest, feeling the uncomfortable ache that had settled there since I left the registry office. No. It was impossible. I stared at myself in the mirror, searching for some kind of explanation that would make everything make sense. I tightened my fingers around the edge of the dresser as I tried to steady myself. “You are married,” I whispered. Although my voice sounded uncertain. “You have been married for seven years.” The paper from the registry office laid on the table behind me, untouched since I returned home. I had placed it there the moment I walked through the door, unable to look at it again. I did not want to accept what it said. There had to be a mistake. I closed my eyes, and the moment I did, memories began rushing through my mind immediately. Memories from our wedding day. I remembered the way I felt when I walked down the aisle wearing my white wedding dress. And how nervous I had been, while my hands had trembled slightly while everyone watched me walk toward the man I loved. Nathaniel had looked at me as though nothing else in the room mattered. At least, that was what I had believed. I remembered the smile he gave me that day, and the way his hands had trembled slightly as he held out the ring. He had taken my hand gently and looked into my eyes with an intensity I had never seen from him before. "I cannot believe I get to call you my wife," he had whispered. A small, and painful smile touched my lips now as I remembered laughing at the memory, because he had looked far more nervous than I was. I felt my chest tighten at the memory. I remembered the vows we exchanged, and the way I had believed every single word without hesitation. I recalled saying that I would stand beside him through every challenge life brought us, and I remembered Nathaniel saying that he would protect me, love me, and choose me every day for the rest of our lives. How could those moments not be real? How was it possible for seven years of memories to be thrown into question because of one missing document? I opened my eyes and wiped away the tear that had escaped before I could stop it. "No," I whispered again, shaking my head. "This cannot be happening." I walked toward the chair beside the bed and sank into it slowly. My hands were weak as I reached for my phone. There was one person who could explain this: the lawyer who had handled everything connected to our wedding paperwork. He had been recommended by Nathaniel's family, and had personally assured us that every document had been prepared correctly. He had been there. So, he would know. My fingers trembled as I searched for his number. The moment I found it, I stared at the screen for several seconds before finally pressing the call. The phone rang once, then twice, then a third time while I held my breath waiting for him to answer. Then the call ended abruptly. I frowned and tried again, but the same thing happened. After a third attempt, an automated message played instead. "The number you have dialed has been disconnected." I lowered my hand slowly as I stared at my phone. The room suddenly felt too quiet around me. "No," I said softly, shaking my head again. "That does not mean anything." I forced myself to stand. Maybe he had changed his number, or moved offices, or there was some simple explanation I hadn't thought of yet. I refused to let my mind go further than that. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself again. My tears were still there, but I wiped them away carefully. "Do not panic," I told myself, taking a deep breath. "Do not make assumptions." I placed both hands against the counter and steadied my voice. "Nathaniel will explain everything." Saying his name gave me comfort, because he was the person who had always made problems feel smaller. He was the one I ran to when things became difficult. I looked at the clock. The dinner was still happening tonight, and the reservation was still waiting. Maybe this was simply a misunderstanding that would be solved within minutes. I could ask him directly, laugh about how scared I had been, and let him explain everything until I felt embarrassed for ever worrying. That was what I wanted to believe. I walked back into the bedroom and opened my closet. The moment I did, my eyes immediately landed on the gown hanging carefully inside. It was the same gown I had worn the night Nathaniel proposed, kept because that night remained one of the happiest moments of my life. I reached out and touched the fabric. Part of me wanted to choose something different, something that did not carry so many memories, but another part of me wanted to believe. I wanted tonight to remind us of who we were before responsibilities, pressure, and business had consumed our lives. I changed into the gown and stood in front of the mirror again. My reflection looked more composed, though I could still see the uncertainty lingering in my eyes. I fixed my hair, and applied a small amount of makeup. Before heading to the restaurant, I stopped and bought his favorite wine, a bottle of Château Margaux, the one he always ordered whenever we celebrated important moments. Holding the bottle in my hands, I forced myself to smile. Tonight, I would hear the truth from him, and not from a stranger behind a registry desk. When I got there, it was impossible to not notice the decorations outside. The entrance was beautifully arranged with flowers, lights, and elegant displays. The sight alone made my smile return slightly. I stepped out of the car and held onto my gifts. "Everything will be fine," I whispered to myself, walking toward the entrance and trying to calm the nervous feeling inside me. The place looked beautiful, and the staff greeted me politely as I entered, so I smiled back. The private celebration area was located farther inside, and as I approached, I could hear voices, laughter, and music. People were talking happily amongst themselves. I pushed open the door, and the smile remained on my face for only a second before I heard a familiar laugh, one I knew better than anyone. The moment I did, my steps stopped, and my fingers loosened until the gifts I was holding slipped from my hands. The bottle of wine fell to the floor, and the sound of glass breaking filled the room. I did not move. I stood frozen with my mouth opened slightly, as I stared at the scene in front of me. There was an ongoing celebration. A private party filled with people I recognized: family members, business associates, and friends. Everyone looked happy. And standing at the center of it all was the man I had spent seven years loving. Nathaniel. He was dressed perfectly, holding a glass in his hand, with a smile on his face. But he was not looking at me. His attention was focused entirely on the woman standing beside him. The woman whose hand was wrapped around his arm. And whose face I knew better than almost anyone else. My best friend. Priya. I felt my knees weakened as I stared at them. Nathaniel lifted his glass, while Priya's fingers remained intertwined with his.Chapter 21Alyssa's Pov"That's not true, Mom. Alyssa loves me. Right?" Nathaniel's eyes strained at the lids, like he was right on the verge of crying but fighting it so hard his voice came out all choked and strained.When he glanced sideways at me, it hurt because he was right. I loved him. I did love him, and that was the original curse, the very first mistake that kept dragging me back down. My heart, my stupid, traitorous heart, refused to let me go, refusing to step aside and let my brain run things with cold logic so I could rip this whole family apart with my bare hands.Nathaniel turned back to his mother. "She does love me, that's a guarantee. I know Alyssa well enough. If she didn't love me, we wouldn't be sitting here in this mess after all these years."Corrine threw her head back and let out a harsh, mocking bark of laughter. "Oh, seriously?" She narrowed her eyes at Nathaniel, then jabbed a finger in my direction with a glare. "You think this thing right here... you kn
Chapter 20Alyssa's Pov"Where is that evil woman?" The loud shout dragged me awake, my pounding head making it impossible to open my eyes to anything except pitch darkness and a shrilling ring that threatened to burst my skull wide open. "Where is she? That devil incarnate of a woman."The sound of the door flying open forced me to sit upright. I managed to pinch my eyes open slowly, grimacing hard in a desperate attempt to ease the pressure in my brain."Fuck." It hurt just to sit, to open my eyes, or even to move my mouth. I blinked against the sterile white lights to find Corrine standing a few feet from my bed, glaring down at me like a demon straight out of hell, her chest heaving up and down like a raging beast.Her knuckles were white where she gripped her handbag. I was in a hospital room, surrounded by the nauseating smell of antiseptic and IV drips, with that nightmare of a woman towering over me.How long had I been knocked out to wake up to this? Was I expected to deal wi
Chapter 19Nathaniel’s Pov“So drive me, peacefully, and go on with your day.” She urged."Like hell I will," I slammed the car into gear and floored it. The rage bubbling inside of me was deafening.Either she was a master at pushing every single one of my buttons, or I was going to lose my mind and strangle her myself. No way in hell was I letting her run off to another man.Work was canceled, and whatever grand plans she had for the day were dead in the water.Some doctor douchebag couldn't compare to me, anyway. She had practically admitted it. I was going to show her I was more than capable of handling my own wife.I was still the same Nathaniel she had married. I still had it all in me, full force."Nathan, what are you doing? Are you trying to kill us?"My jaw ached from grinding my teeth, but it was the only way I could keep from completely losing control. I couldn't hit her, hell, I loved her, and I desperately wanted to understand why she was pushing me to this edge.This wh
Chapter 18Alyssa's PovI knew damn well I looked crazy, like a straight-up madwoman, sitting there in my laced-up bra and a slip skirt. I felt completely disgusting, with dried blood caked onto my skin, no shower in sight, and a head that pounded like a blaring music box right against my skull.The last thing I had the patience for was Nathaniel screaming at me because my outfit wasn't conservative enough for his delicate sensibilities.Those idiots down at the precinct didn't know what kind of lawsuit they were walking into, detaining me overnight over absolutely nothing. I hadn't done a damn thing wrong. All I did was call for help."Nathan, please just drive. I don't have time for your nonsense.""My nonsense?" he bellowed, spit flying across the console. "Now I'm the one spewing nonsense when you come walking out of a police station looking practically naked?""I have clothes on, so drop it.""Clothes on?" he shrieked. "What clothes? Because that trashy little thing on your skin
Chapter 17Nathaniel's Pov"You are not crazy, are you?""No." I deadpanned.My fucking head hurt, my whole damn body ached, and my father never called to worry about anything that actually mattered. Rubbing my temples, I felt like putting a bullet through my skull just to end this entire shit. The pressure was so suffocating I was losing my damn mind in this shit.Nothing could happen to Priya; she was carrying our future heir. And nothing could happen to Alyssa, she's the brain we need. My father always made sure to drill it into my head to keep her closer than my own arm.And what the hell did I actually get out of any of this? When had anyone ever asked what I wanted?All I wanted was to keep my fucking wife. And if I lost her because of this absolute travesty, my family was going to see the full, unbridled wrath of a man who had finally realized he was being used to the bone."Nathaniel, are you even there?"I fought down a heavy groan. "Yes, Father.""Have you been listening to
Chapter 16Alyssa's Pov My attempt to sidestep him was blocked instantly. "Not so fast, honey. I won't ask again."First of all, I had no time to waste. Who knew how fatal Marisol's wound was, or how much blood he had already lost? I didn't owe him any deep personal loyalty, but I had a strong suspicion whatever had happened to him was because of me.Someone was onto us, for sure. What I thought was tight and discreet wasn't nearly as hidden as I'd hoped. First the photos, and now my private investigator was stabbed in his own home.The absolute last thing I wanted to deal with right now was this drunk, cheating husband of mine."Nathaniel, step out of my way, please." I kept my voice low, groveling just enough so I didn't sound completely arrogant or condescending."Hm, I can't quite hear you. What did you just say to me?" Nathaniel cupped a hand to his ear, mocking me. "Say it again, I dare you."A huff of pure exhaustion pushed past my lips. I was so damn tired, and honestly, the







