I have two months, to search for Mr grumpy, before I go to the university, and I want to make this happen, I walked outside my room in search of food, , my dream sex drained me. Had I not woken up in my room, it would be hard to believe I didn't have sex, I woke up feeling different, my lips were a little bit swollen like I kissed him for real,or maybe this is as a result of imagining to hard I grabbed an apple from the dinning table, mom never misses it from the grocery list, she always say this with her fingers on the air, " an apple a day keeps the doctor away". Accompanied by my favorite bland fruit I headed out of the kitchen strawberries has this Bland taste I really admire,not to sweet neither bitter . I don't want to get all fat from excess food, I just wish I could eat everything I crave for at any time not minding if it's 11pm in the night or minutes past 6. if wishes were horses, sigh, I would accomplish alot, so back on Mr grumpy, what can
I hurried down the stairs, and out of the house, I have never been this anxious about anything, neither have I been this stupid, going out with a mafia on the second day of meeting him, I stoped at the front door Finally catching my breath. It would be weird meeting him while panting like I just ran away from a lion chade, " you can do this" I walked out the door , just to be escorted by a man, with a tattooed neck, in suits. He looks handsome, with his dirty blonde hair, the wrinkles on his face showed he hasn't smiled In a while. He held my hands,in his manly palm, as he led me to the black oddly shiny car, just down the stairs. I was so nervous, and surprised Mr grumpy actually invited me to a ball, and he bought me clothes, do I need to pay for that as well I got to the car, and the gentleman beside me opened the door for me as I climbed into the car. The way he bowed sent chills down my spine. He is probably older than me, so why is he bowing? Weird I entered the car, hoping
" Pervert", I said as I giggled slightly, I could see Bridges forming on his head he withdrawed his hands immediately, then walked back to his seat, like nothing happened, what have I done this time? Lily keep your mouth shut, for ones, I sat on the seat provided for me opposite him, say something grumpy just anything will do, I cleared my throat, maybe i would distract or provoke him. But he still maintained a poker face, he wasn't affected at all. What do I do now, I can't tolerate the silence anymore, and it seems we are too early, the auction won't start now. I stood up from my seat. To explore the artworks around, though I knew I won't be able to afford any of them anyway, I ran my hands through some art work. It would be nice to have one of these in my room. " Hey, pretty" strong hands pulled me from behind, I turned to meet a bearded man with messy hair. He looked weird and he reeked of alcohol and cigarettes. He held my face with his right hand. As he drew me closer by my
He held my hand in his. I felt really emotional. I really need to leave before I burst out in tears, then I won't only prove that I am a teenager, but someone who is emotionally unstable. I looked towards the window, we were miles past the Shooting stampede, could this day get any worse than it already has. I have no idea where we are heading to, well I know it's not my house nor Kate's, it might be his house. I really don't want to talk or spend the night with him, i might not be able to control my emotions for long, i made an attempt to protest, but I couldn't, he looked worried enough. I didn't want to anger him, more than it already did. We almost lost our life's back there, he still held my hands firmly, like he would never let go, I felt goosebumps all over my body. I made a fool of myself, telling him my feelings, he might find it uncomfortable, maybe that's why he isn't talking to me, the air is really tense, i need to air things out to him, maybe my conscience would stop j
There was another knock at the as I was about to leave the restroom, I know I stayed longer than I should, but why is he panicking, nothing will happen to me, well for now at least. if only he knew I am a different person with him. He is making me a wide cat, " lily are you ok, in there", there's no assassin in the bathroom, why is he worried, if I stay in here too much he might break the door down, I walked out of the restroom with a towel around my chest, as I let my hair fall on my shoulder. I glared at him, he has become so different, he looks bothered than usual, I could see sweat beads on his head, and his fingers knotted tightly " sorry, just that I thought I would never see you again " he said, leaving me shocked. We just met today, is he ok? " Uhm, sorry, just nervous, get a grip of yourself Lucian, uhm bye, get dressed" he said before leaving the room, now I am convinced he's a psycho Mafia, everything has gone south, in 24 hours, I guess that's the best thing to say, I n
I stared at the ceiling for ages, thinking of what life had turned into in twenty four hours. I would have been normal if I stayed at home, Kate dragged me to a club, and here I am, in an ancestorial house with a stranger And now I am drowning in an emotional pool. Should I ask Lucian questions, I have trillions of questions I would love to ask, maybe I should just keep it to myself, it's just teenage foolishness, maybe if I become older I would understand life a little more, I will have everything figured out I am too desperate for love, and it's now catching up with me, there's no way I would fall in love in twenty four hours, and want to be with him for eternity, maybe It is lust not love, I must have the carnal desire to have sex with him, Kate infused this trash in my head now I am a mess. Maybe that's why, I had such erotic dream, I need to focus more on my studies, rather than an impossible love, I sighed in fraustration as I dig my head in-between a pillo
The moment I have been waiting for, "yes " I replied, still holding my breath, can't believe I am married to a mafia, I knew he was holding his breath. It a challenge for both of us, " Lily, if we can't make this work we would never see each other again" he said, Finally, let out the air he has been holding for a long time. Thank you Lucian, for accepting me. He pulled me in for a long and passionate kiss . I am married to a mafia, he unhooked the necklace on his neck, looks like a ring was used as a pendant. He removed the ring then raised my right hand up. He inserted the ring on my finger. I looked majestic, there was a word engraved on it. My love . I was swept by emotion. " It belongs to my mother it was the last piece of her,I could keep to remember her I want you to have it because I know it's safe with you, looking at you I finally accepted that I haven't gotten over my pain and my past but please I don't want to stain your future lily I wa
What kind of husband's leaves his wife after marriage, I even prepared for him, well maybe because he has alot to do, no need working myself up because of him, I still have two month before I head to college. We can make it work, picking up a book from the shelf, titled pedigree by Winnie, I really love African drama, always gives me that vibes I can't find in any other book, half way through it and I am dozing off on my pillow. " Lily!" I heard my name being called outside my door, I was woken by banging sounds on the door, "coming mom" I stood hesitantly, all this would be over in two weeks, "laundry" she said with her teeth gloriously displaced. " Cousin Brian would be coming over for the holidays" mom said, well that's bad, Its always mixed feelings when he comes around, my privacy is always altered with him around, or with her around. Brian, mostly refered to as brianna is my uncle only child, who decided to be gay all of a sudden, it sad to say s