LOGINSierra's POV
After the call with the detective, everything felt weird. Quiet. Louis and I just stood there for a minute. My heart was beating super fast, like I just ran a race. I played my part good. I knew I did. But it felt creepy, pretending to be scared about a picture when really I was just... mad. Louis put his hands on my shoulders. "You did good," he said. His voice was all rough. I just nodded. I didn't know what to say. My brain was tired from all the thinking. The next few days were kinda normal. But not the old normal. A new normal. Katie went back to school with two security guys driving her. It made me sad, but she didn't seem to mind. She called them her "special helpers." Louis and I... we were different. The thing that changed after the party, the "integration"... it wasn't a big mushy deal. It just was. We shared the big bed now, for real. No giant space between us. Sometimes we'd wake up and be all tangled together. It wasn't weird. It was warm. We didn't talk about love. That word felt like a kid's word, for a kids' story. Our story wasn't for kids. We were partners. Like cops. Or spies. We had to watch each other's backs. One afternoon, I was in the kitchen making Katie's after-school snack. Apple slices with peanut butter, the way she likes. Louis walked in. He was holding his tablet but he wasn't looking at it. He was looking at me. "What?" I asked, spreading the peanut butter. "Just thinking," he said. He leaned on the other side of the island. "About the picture. Alvarez bought the story. The case is officially closed now. He told my lawyer this morning." I put the knife down. "That's good." "Is it?" He looked at me, his eyes super serious. "It means he believed you were the 'other one.' It means that's in the file forever. Your name, tied to his." I shrugged, but it was a fake shrug. I did care. "It's better than the other option. Better than him finding the real lady from your past." He flinched a little. Just a tiny bit. We don't talk about the past-grave. We built over it. But sometimes you feel the ground underneath, you know? "I don't like it," he said finally. "I don't like that your name is in a police file with a stalker's notes because of me." "Everything about me is in some file because of you," I said. It wasn't mean. It was just true. "Marriage license. Tax forms. Katie's birth certificate. This is just another one. A creepier one." He almost smiled. Not a happy smile. A tired one. "You're too smart for this." "I'm just smart enough for this," I corrected him. I pushed a plate of apple slices across the island to him. "Here. You look like you need a snack too." He took one and ate it. We stood there, eating apple slices in silence. It was peaceful. Then my phone buzzed. It was a text from an unknown number. My stomach dropped. I showed Louis. The text said: **I saw the news. Glad you're okay. He was always unhinged. - Derek** Derek. The guy Irina found. The fake source. Louis's face got hard. "He wasn't supposed to contact you directly. Ever." "I know," I whispered. I typed back: **Thank you. Please don't contact this number again.** The three little dots appeared. They bounced for a long time. Then a new message came through. **Sorry. Won't happen again. It's just... he talked about you a lot. More than you know. Be careful.** The phone felt cold in my hand. Louis took it from me and read it. His jaw got tight. "What does that mean?" I asked. "More than I know? It was a story. A lie we made up." "Maybe Derek did too good of a job," Louis said, his voice low and dangerous. "Maybe he found some real stuff while he was pretending to be a source. Or maybe..." He didn't finish. "Maybe what?" "Maybe it wasn't all a lie," he said. He looked scared. I'd never seen Louis look scared before. Not really. "Maybe Victor really did talk about you. To people we don't know about." The kitchen didn't feel peaceful anymore. It felt cold. The peanut butter smelled too strong. "Delete it," I said. "And block the number." Louis did. But deleting a text doesn't delete the words. They were in my head now. *He talked about you a lot. More than you know.* The doorbell rang. It was Katie, home from school. Her laugh echoed in the hallway. Normal life. Louis and I looked at each other. We had the same thought, I could tell. The game wasn't over. We closed one door with the police. But someone else was out there. Someone who knew Victor. And that person just texted me. I wiped my hands on a towel and put a smile on my face for Katie. Louis did the same. We walked out of the kitchen to meet her. We were partners. We built over the graves. But sometimes, the ghosts find a way to text you.Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







