LOGINSierra's POV
The air in the bathroom went still. I felt him before I saw him—a shift in the steam, a warmth at my back that had nothing to do with the water. My heart stopped, then slammed against my ribs. Every muscle in my body is locked. I didn’t turn. I couldn’t. If I turned, this would become real. If I turned, the last fragile boundary between us would dissolve. The water beat down on my shoulders, but I felt cold. Exposed. My skin prickled with awareness. He was close enough that I could feel the heat radiating from him, close enough that if I leaned back just an inch, I would be against his chest. I held my breath. Five years ago, I had let this man see every part of me. I had given him my body in a hotel room washed in a red light, thinking it was just one night. Thinking I could walk away and never look back. But here he was, in my bathroom, while I stood naked and trembling under the spray, my mind still tangled in memories of his hands on my skin. My fingers curled against the tile. “Louis?” I whispered, the name feeling dangerous on my tongue. No answer. Slowly, forcing myself to move through the thickness of my own fear, I turned. The bathroom was empty. Just steam and silence and the relentless drum of water against porcelain. I was alone. A shaky breath tore out of me. I pressed a hand over my mouth to keep from making a sound. My knees felt weak. I leaned heavily against the wall, letting the water run over my face, trying to wash away the hallucination, the longing, the sheer stupidity of my own mind. But it hadn’t felt like imagination. It felt real. The presence felt real. “Get it together, Sierra,” I muttered, my voice trembling. I shut off the water and stepped out onto the mat, wrapping a towel around myself tightly, as if it could hold me together. My reflection in the fogged mirror was a ghost of a woman with wide eyes and a racing heart. The woman who had slept with a stranger and ran before dawn. The woman who had raised his child in silence. The woman who was now living under his roof, pretending she was just the help. A soft knock at the bathroom door made me jump. “Sierra?” His voice came through, calm, low. “Breakfast is ready when you are.” I swallowed hard. “I’ll be out soon.” “Take your time.” I heard his footsteps retreat. He’d been outside the door. Not in the bathroom. Not watching me. But close. Close enough to knock. Close enough to remind me that he was everywhere in this house, in my head, in the space between every breath I took. I dressed quickly in the simple black trousers and white blouse that had been left for me. The clothes fit perfectly, as though someone had measured me in my sleep. The thought made my skin crawl and my stomach flip at the same time. I braided my damp hair over one shoulder and avoided looking at myself in the mirror again. When I stepped into the kitchen, he was at the island, scrolling through a tablet, a cup of coffee steaming beside him. He looked up, and his gaze swept over me, swift and assessing. There was no hint of the intensity from last night, no trace of the man who had handed me lingerie with a knowing smile. This was Louis Trevane, the billionaire. Composed. Untouchable. “Good morning,” he said. “Morning.” “Sit. Eat.” On the counter was a plate of eggs, avocado toast, and fresh fruit. I hadn’t made it. He had. I slid onto a stool, keeping a careful distance. “You didn’t have to do this.” “I know.” He took a sip of his coffee. “I wanted to.” Silence settled between us, heavy with everything we weren’t saying. I picked up my fork, my appetite gone, but I forced myself to eat. The eggs were perfect. Fluffy, seasoned just right. Of course he could cook. Of course he was good at it. “You’re quiet today,” he observed, his eyes still on his tablet. “Just tired.” “Bad dreams?” My head snapped up. He was watching me now, his expression unreadable. “Why would you ask that?” He shrugged one shoulder. “You called out in your sleep last night.” Ice shot through my veins. “What did I say?” “My name.” The two words hung in the air between us, sharp and undeniable. I put my fork down slowly. “It was just a dream.” “Was it?” He set the tablet aside and leaned forward, elbows on the counter. The movement brought him closer. I could see the flecks of gold in his green eyes, the faint stubble along his jaw. “Because the way you looked at me in the kitchen last night… that didn’t feel like just a dream, Sierra.” My throat tightened. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” “Don’t you?” His voice dropped, a low vibration that moved through me like a current. “You looked at me like you knew me. Like you remembered something.” Panic clawed up my throat. He was probing, searching for cracks in my story. I dropped my gaze to my plate. “You’re my employer. I was nervous. That’s all.” He didn’t respond right away. The silence stretched, taut and uncomfortable. When he finally spoke, his tone had shifted, back to cool professionalism. “Your duties will start today. I have dinner tonight. Business associates. Six guests. I’ll need a four-course meal prepared. The pantry is fully stocked. If you need anything, let me know.” I nodded, clinging to the normality of the task. “Of course. Any dietary restrictions?” “None. Impress them.” He stood, taking his coffee with him. “I’ll be in my study until noon. Don’t disturb me unless it’s urgent.” And just like that, he was gone. I released the breath I’d been holding, my shoulders slumping. The kitchen felt enormous and empty without him. I stared at my half-eaten breakfast, my mind racing. He was starting to remember. Or at least, he was starting to question. I couldn’t let him piece it together. Not yet. Not until I figured out how to tell him about Katie. Not until I knew whether he would hate me or hurt me or use his power to take her away. I stood and carried my plate to the sink, my hands trembling. As I turned on the water, my eyes caught on a small security camera nestled in the corner of the ceiling. I hadn’t noticed it before. It was discreet, but it was there. Watching. Was it always on? Did he watch the footage? Did he see me wander the house at night? Did he see the way I looked at him when I thought he wasn’t looking? The thought made my skin crawl. But another thought followed, dark and unwelcome. What if he wasn’t the only one watching? Victor’s threat echoed in my mind. If you say a word to Louis, the child will die. I shut off the water and gripped the edge of the sink, my knuckles white. I was trapped in a beautiful, dangerous cage. With a man who was starting to see through me. With a threat lurking in the shadows. And with a secret that was getting harder to hide every second I stayed here. I had to be careful. I had to be smart. But as I turned and my eyes drifted toward the hallway where he’d disappeared, I knew the hardest part wasn’t the danger outside. It was the pull inside. The part of me that wanted him to remember. The part of me that wanted to step out of the shadows and say, “It was me. That night was me. And the little girl you haven’t met yet… she’s yours.” That part of me was the real threat. And it was getting stronger every daySierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







