Alexia's Point of View" I didn't commit to a relationship even for once. I just don't want it. Until I met this girl. That's the time that I tell myself that... ""... I already found one. "" I'm just finding a way how to say I love her. "He added." Is she that hard to get for you to wait this long? "I asked. I wonder who's that girl." Yeah! I know! I hate waiting. "How impatient. " But who cares if I wait? If it is waiting for you then I'll wait. "* dug dug... dug dug... dug dug... dug dug.. *My heart beats sounds like that.He is still looking at me and I'm stocked. Why do I feel this? Why I can't feel any anger? No! This can't be!" Let's go back? "I stand up and look a

Alexia's Point of ViewIt's been weeks since the last time Philip and I talk. I don't know. He just vanished. Why does everyone I like left me without saying goodbye? Why do they keep leaving? This pain and everything that I felt keeps on adding to my problems. Fuck this love! I've been fallen to Nathan like I've been fallen to Philip. Fuck this. Why does love exist anyway? This love thingy should be gone!! No! This cupid should be killed. Why does he shot me twice? Where the hell this cupid live? I'll just gonna say hi and kill him.I really don't know what I really felt! I don't know if this is still right. I have been tried many times to stop this feeling. But I can't.I'm deeply falling.I keep on wonder every day why Philip left without saying anything. I don't know where to find him. But every time I feel sadness, Nathan is there to annoy me. Those annoying things he does to

Nathan's Point of ViewShe punched me hard. For her, it's just a smooth punched but hell! That hurts. I didn't mean to spell the week wrong.I stared at her, putting the ice on my shoulder. I smiled, looking at her worried face." I'm sorry. "Then she looked at me. We stared at each other. " I'm so captivated. "I whispered to her. She just gives me a what-face." Your beauty is really timeless, never outdated. "She just smiled and she moves his face near me. Inches near each other.Until..." OUUCCHHH! "She pushed the ice in my bruise so hard.She just goes back to her sit and gives me a smirk. What's that for? She looked at the cake again, then I continue designing it." Happy first weaksary... "I read it s

Alexia's Point of View" A combination of pink and red roses. Those colors symbolize the question. "I wrinkled my eyebrows. What question? He's now holding a box. That's a familiar box. I think that's the same box he gave me back then." NAM De Vera, I love you! Can you be mine?... "I smiled at him. What's with all of this?" ... FOREVER? "" What are you doing? Of course, I can be yours! And I'm already yours, Nathan. "He asks this question a hundred times. He almost asked this every day." I just wanted to make sure that you still mine every day. "He looks down, giving me a long sad face. I hold his face and rub his cheeks." Nathan, even you ask this every minute. I'll still answer you the same. I love you, Nathan. And I'm not getting tired of loving you. Just promise you won't leave me,

Alexia's Point of View" ... Maybe they're right! No one will love me the way you do. That I can't find someone like you. *SNIFFED* But Philipe, I really don't know why I feel different. I'm literally mad to myself for not able to understand myself. "I kneeled down as my tears flow." WHYYY? WHAT DID I'VE DONE WRONG!! *Sniffed* WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPENED TO ME? WHY I'M SO FRAGILE? WHY I'M ALWAYS FOOLED BY SOMEONE? WHYYYYYY? "I cried, literally in pain." Why does nobody loves me? "I whispered to myself while looking down." I do love you! "I looked at where that voice came from." What are you doing here?!! "I asked softly with anger and while simply wiping my tears. I immediately stand up and walk away from him.