Lahat ng Kabanata ng Holding Onto His Distorted Love: Kabanata 181 - Kabanata 190

An Zihao ignored every greetings pinned at him, he darted his weary gaze at Qin Yue who was standing there stunned. "Zihao?" Qin Yue mumbled within her breath but An Ziahao ignored it too; taking large strides towards her he grabbed her hands, "Sis- in- law, please come with me."  Carter Wu knew who this man was so he kept mum, the whole city knew that challenging this Young Master was like directly offending Lu Sheng. Qin Yue asked, "But where..." An Zihao again turned a deaf ear at her question as he diverted his gaze at Director Wu, "Director, I need to take my sis- in- law. I will pay up for the expenses of delaying the shooting." An Zihao didn't wait to hear the Director's opinion as he dragged Qin Yue out of the studio. After the two were gone the staffs finally came back to their senses, "Sis- in- law? Did Mr. An just address Miss Qin as Sis- in- law?"

He had been misunderstood by her all these years yet he didn't complain, even  though she had left him he still kept his promise of protecting her by giving his all to her. Qin Yue asked, "If he cared for me then why did he do those things back then?" An Zihao let out a dry chuckle to hismelf, "He claimed to hate you, right? He implied the same words to me but I know what was running within him deep down." "He was not satisfied with Golden Ages performance, six years you were working under them and they failed to protect you three times. And Han Mufeng's intentions about you were not polite either, he restrained himself because of Li Jin. Bro knew that some day Li Jin would be forced to leave the company and take over his family business, if that were to happen then there would be no one to take care of

The man was in a really funny situation though, swinging between disbelief, confusion and reality his pale lips moved but no words came out. His face looked calm like a shallow spring but within his mind there was a whole debate session taking place. Qin Yue hated him and there was no way she would come here. Treating her appearance as a segment of his dream, which for some reaon was quite realistic, Lu Sheng stayed unmoved. Calmly staring down at her his eyes softened; the medication had already slowed down his senses and with dreams liks this paying him regualr visits Lu Sheng confused truth with fantasies. Qin Qin, at least am lucky enough to see you caring for me in my dreams! Her sobbings made him well up with guilt but he dared not to move as he was afriad that even a slight movement would cause him to break out from this hard earned dream. Meanwhile Qin Yue managed to hiccup few words out of her trembling lips, "Lu Sheng... Why did yo

Like a little girl she rubbed her eyes hiccuping on her own tears. Lu Sheng pursed his lips; it's been a long time since he had seen this pure self of hers. There was no trace of makeup on her face nor se was putting on her graceful self; it seemed as life has pushed him back in time and has retuned his naive village girl back to him. He suddenly leaned forward and enwrapped her shoulders into a hug, "Fool, what are you crying for. I am happy that I got sick, it returned you to me." Qin Yue's tears intensified as he coaxed her, streaching out her arms she wrapped them around his neck. "Soldier, I love you! I won't ever let go off you again... I am sorry, I am sorry I was so stupid.""Hush, talk no more. You are snorting on my shouders.""You..." Qin Yue craked into smile as they melted into eachother's arms. Outside the door An Zihao heaved a sigh of relied as the two got their things sorted out; elated that things were finally

She threw her hands on her shoulders and lead her out of the room, once they were out she opened her mouth, "Xiao Yue, I hope Zihao had told you about Lu Sheng's condition already. Even though his physique looks alright his  bodily systems have been ruined to a extent that we only have a way out through surgery with chances of recovery marging upto thirty percent." "Only thirty percent?" Qin Yue slowly asked, so the share of failure was still high. Suddenly Qin Yue felt a little disheartened, her heart slowly twisting within her for certain reason. Bai Ning nodded, "You should be thankful to yourself that the rate of recovery has raised up and has margined to thirty percent as he was in a worse state before you arrived." The woman kept silent; Bai Ning's gaze turned a little serious as she continued, "Xiao Yue, let go of what happened years ago. It's better to be late than never, you can still find a chance to apologize and make up for