Lahat ng Kabanata ng Holding Onto His Distorted Love: Kabanata 191 - Kabanata 200
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DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CRYSTALS AND DIAMONDS
A girl's heart was more like a scattered pieces of puzzle, something that can never be solved within a matter of minutes. Clinging onto his neck like a koala she closed her eyes and thought about the moments they had missed out of ignorance; her clutch tightened as she nuzzled into his arms taking in his soul soothing warmth within herself. Both were at fault but he was the one bearing everything all these years; Qin Yue had to admit that she was moved. She was moved by his dedication, she was moved how he took everything to himself without complaining. He had been right the entire time, he was right back then when he cautioned her that the role didn't suit her. It was her who didn't listen to him and ended up earning her a few rumours and gossips in return. Now she regret it, thinking back og the time when they were not in good terms she winders was it even worth it? Hell no, no existing leisure in this world could ever compare to him and his love. He treated h
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PRESIDENT LU, WILL YOU MARRY ME
One would know the value of certain things once we loose it- Qin Yue suffered more than she deserved by abandoning him back then. She wanted to make up for the love she deprived him for the past six years and treat him in the way he deserved- like a king. But fate was playing cruel to her and she was afraid that they don’t have much time left. She was determined to cherish the remaining time, even if it means only a few seconds she wanted to give it her best. Under his watchful gaze Qin Yue hung her head and lowered her spirit; slowly and visibly her shoulders started to vibrate. Lu Sheng's eyebrows twitched alarming- is she crying? Before he could even finish his own question to himself a little sound of sniffing traced their way into his ears. The man was alarmed by this little action of hers, as if those were spells which spiked up something within him he jolted up and lifted up her chin. Her little face, which was gently lifted to
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YOU OWE ME A PROPOSAL
Qin Yue’s little request rang in the lifeless room tingling in Lu Sheng’s ears; only God knows how long he had been waiting to hear there words from her but now when it was finally happening he was unable to draft it into his senses. He stared back into the girl’s eyes which were anticipating his answer. Lu Sheng saw his own pale face in her spring like eyes, a sense of being complete welled up in his eyes.Lu Sheng was getting lost inside her eyes when the door of the room was pushed open and appeared Bai Ning with two compounders. A warm smile appeared on her face when she saw Qin Yue and Lu Sheng in each other’s arms after a long while. Touching her chin with her finger she asked, “Ready for the surgery?”Lu Sheng didn’t answer but drifted his nervous gaze at Qin Yue upon whose face was obvious anxiety. There was an eerie silence in the room as none of them had anything to speak. An Zihao lifted his head to meet Bai Ning's gaze, he asked, “Shouldn’t you be in the operation theatre?”
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THE SURGERY
Lu Sheng let out a weak chuckle, a kid which was both luke and rare, before nodding his head. He promised, "I will beat you up if I catch you doing something behind my back." It was a silent proclaimation that he was going to comeback to her. Qin Yue didn't answer but rather planted a kiss on his hand which was trapped between her palms. As soon as she was done she calmly yanked away the blanet and stepped off the bed. The evening sunshine penetreated through the window shimmering on her, like a matured woman she stood beside the bed before smiling again, "All the best, soldier!" Her contented smile meant so much more than words to the man; seemed as if An Zihao had told her everything and that she had finally forien him. Did it mean that their days of solitude was finally ending; was she really finally back into his life. His fridge face slowly melted down as he laid back on the bed; after six whole years she was finally in his arms and tha
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THE WARMTH SHE MISSED A LOT
Qin Yue didn't came back to the ward as soon as she exited the washroom but rather went out for a stroll. She was hungry after such a long tiresome day and thus stopped by a little doughnut shop to buy herslef something. By the time she came back, buying some for both An Zihao and Bai Ning, Lu Sheng was already shifted to a seperate ward. The doses which were given to him during the surgery were rather heavy so Lu Sheng was still fast asleep. Qin Yue didn't have a lot of money left with her so she could only afford a fresh boquet of lilies and few fruits on her way back. Keeping the flower on the vase she sat dragged a stool to his bedside and sat on it. "Did he eat anything?" Qin Yue inquired; An Zihao who was munching down on the doughnuts swallowed the last bite and replied, "He has been asleep since he left the room." She wordlessly nodded before shifting her glace back at him. Sound asleep the man looked innocent and harmless; the tensi
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WORDS LEFT UNSAID
 We're sorry but website doesn't work properly without JavaScript enabled. Please enable it to continue.An Zihao's handsome face bleached off; hanging his dace embarrassed he stood with saying another word. When the room was engulfed by an eerie silence Qin Yue finally realised what she has has done; she well understood that the two were not in good terms. But, what could she do- words were already uttered and had already reached the ears of the people involved. She couldn't think of anything else than look at Lu Sheng to ignore the scene. 
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MEET ME AT THE BACKYARD
Those days the students of the First High School were busy was the school anniversary was nearing; all members of the clubs were actively promoting thier clubs while Bai Ning, who was a permenant member of the Book's club sat in her stall and watched the comotion around her.That day due to some mishappens an artist who was playing a rather important role of the drama club was injured and there was no time left to scout for new members. The president of the drama club and book club were siblings and that was how Bai Ning was introduced to the theaters. Her introverted and poker face matched to the role and with a little practice she managed to perform the role well.But deep down Bai Ning was still unsure if she was doing well, it was her first time peforming live before all this people and deep down somehwere she was nervous. What if she mispronounces a word, what if she forgets the lines, what if... what if...An evening before the final show Bai Ning and her
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ANOTHER GIRL WRAPPED IN HIS ARMS
As her footsteps approached the place where they were about to meet she heard sounds of soft moans and weeps. Her eyes furrowed as she slowed her pace and carefully peeped to know what was going on. What she saw is still fresh in her mind; there were a bit and a girl in eachother's arms. Bai Ning couldn't bother with the girl, what caused her world fo fall apart was the fact that the boy was none other than An Zihao. Even though his face was hidden in the shadows but his physique alone was enough for Bai Ning to confirm his identity. The girl, who happened to be a junior of theirs, was clinging onto him as she went on biting and sucking onto his neck and half exposed chest. An Zihao, meanwhile, was leaning at the wall, seemingly enjoying what the girl did to him. Hidden behind the wall Bai Ning couldn't neither afford to see them anymore nor move away. As if her legs were cursed to stay rooted to the ground she continued to see the couple ma
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ONLY IF I WAS THE ONE YOU LOVED
Tang Shu Wen chuckled to herself, "See, mom, your little girl grew up. She is going to be a mother soon...""Mom, you know this feeling of motherhood is so beautiful. I can't help but caress my belly and seep my warmth into that little life dwelling within me. Did you feel the same when you had me? Were you too excited to see me and take me in your arms?""I have thought a nickname for the baby, little Apple. Is it nice? I am going to give Little Apple every love that it deserve... I am going to take care of Little Apple, play with it, take ot to school." "You know how happy I am... I want to stand on a hill and yell it out to the world. I, Tang Shu Wen, is going to be a mother soon!"While Tang Shu Wen was at her highest another gush of wind rumbled in her ears and her smile faded away. The report in her hands dropped, falling on her knees she started to cry, "Mom, I am not happy. I am not at all happy... I c
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WE WON'T EVER PART IN THIS LIFETIME
After finally calming herself down was when Qin Yue finally exited the washroom; Lu Sheng lied straight on the bed as the nurse came and jotted down his reports. After injecting him the sedate she walked away advising him to eat something light and easily digestible.Qin Yue could only think of Porridge and vegetable soup; buying them she walked into the hospital. On the way back she bumped into the chief doctor who was handling Lu Sheng's case. He told her that he was recovering smoothly and that he can be discharged by the next week. Qin Yue's mood naturally bloomed up hearing this piece of news, the sooner they leave to the country the sooner they can get married.They have missed a lot of time together and Qin Yue couldn't wait to stall it anymore. Moreover the filming was hindered because of her, there must be a lot of work awaiting her back in her country.The girl happily marched back to the room and kept his company.
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