Lahat ng Kabanata ng Holding Onto His Distorted Love: Kabanata 191 - Kabanata 200

A girl's heart was more like a scattered pieces of puzzle, something that can never be solved within a matter of minutes. Clinging onto his neck like a koala she closed her eyes and thought about the moments they had missed out of ignorance; her clutch tightened as she nuzzled into his arms taking in his soul soothing warmth within herself. Both were at fault but he was the one bearing everything all these years; Qin Yue had to admit that she was moved. She was moved by his dedication, she was moved how he took everything to himself without complaining. He had been right the entire time, he was right back then when he cautioned her that the role didn't suit her. It was her who didn't listen to him and ended up earning her a few rumours and gossips in return. Now she regret it, thinking back og the time when they were not in good terms she winders was it even worth it? Hell no, no existing leisure in this world could ever compare to him and his love. He treated h

Qin Yue’s little request rang in the lifeless room tingling in Lu Sheng’s ears; only God knows how long he had been waiting to hear there words from her but now when it was finally happening he was unable to draft it into his senses. He stared back into the girl’s eyes which were anticipating his answer. Lu Sheng saw his own pale face in her spring like eyes, a sense of being complete welled up in his eyes.Lu Sheng was getting lost inside her eyes when the door of the room was pushed open and appeared Bai Ning with two compounders. A warm smile appeared on her face when she saw Qin Yue and Lu Sheng in each other’s arms after a long while. Touching her chin with her finger she asked, “Ready for the surgery?”Lu Sheng didn’t answer but drifted his nervous gaze at Qin Yue upon whose face was obvious anxiety. There was an eerie silence in the room as none of them had anything to speak. An Zihao lifted his head to meet Bai Ning's gaze, he asked, “Shouldn’t you be in the operation theatre?”

Qin Yue didn't came back to the ward as soon as she exited the washroom but rather went out for a stroll. She was hungry after such a long tiresome day and thus stopped by a little doughnut shop to buy herslef something. By the time she came back, buying some for both An Zihao and Bai Ning, Lu Sheng was already shifted to a seperate ward. The doses which were given to him during the surgery were rather heavy so Lu Sheng was still fast asleep. Qin Yue didn't have a lot of money left with her so she could only afford a fresh boquet of lilies and few fruits on her way back. Keeping the flower on the vase she sat dragged a stool to his bedside and sat on it. "Did he eat anything?" Qin Yue inquired; An Zihao who was munching down on the doughnuts swallowed the last bite and replied, "He has been asleep since he left the room." She wordlessly nodded before shifting her glace back at him. Sound asleep the man looked innocent and harmless; the tensi

Those days the students of the First High School were busy was the school anniversary was nearing; all members of the clubs were actively promoting thier clubs while Bai Ning, who was a permenant member of the Book's club sat in her stall and watched the comotion around her.That day due to some mishappens an artist who was playing a rather important role of the drama club was injured and there was no time left to scout for new members. The president of the drama club and book club were siblings and that was how Bai Ning was introduced to the theaters. Her introverted and poker face matched to the role and with a little practice she managed to perform the role well.But deep down Bai Ning was still unsure if she was doing well, it was her first time peforming live before all this people and deep down somehwere she was nervous. What if she mispronounces a word, what if she forgets the lines, what if... what if...An evening before the final show Bai Ning and her

Tang Shu Wen chuckled to herself, "See, mom, your little girl grew up. She is going to be a mother soon...""Mom, you know this feeling of motherhood is so beautiful. I can't help but caress my belly and seep my warmth into that little life dwelling within me. Did you feel the same when you had me? Were you too excited to see me and take me in your arms?""I have thought a nickname for the baby, little Apple. Is it nice? I am going to give Little Apple every love that it deserve... I am going to take care of Little Apple, play with it, take ot to school." "You know how happy I am... I want to stand on a hill and yell it out to the world. I, Tang Shu Wen, is going to be a mother soon!"While Tang Shu Wen was at her highest another gush of wind rumbled in her ears and her smile faded away. The report in her hands dropped, falling on her knees she started to cry, "Mom, I am not happy. I am not at all happy... I c