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His Dark Existence
PLEASE Read this is the only Authors note this book will have His Dark Existence is part 2 of His Dark Desires and it is different from the first. I also hope it would help shed light on a few issues in the society we live in. There's are a few themes which will be present in this part unlike the last, there are:📌child molestation, 📌incest, 📌suicide📌rape, 📌explicit content.📌dark📌violence
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1: Let me in
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing."~Jim Morrison(Alexander's POV)I walk into the board meeting room and I take my seat. For every board meeting, I've always been early and I wasn't going to stop now. This is the first board meeting I'm having in the company since my failed wedding to Rogue six weeks ago. In fact, this is my first official outing since then; I've done all the needed paperwork from home and I've even had a conference call meeting with my other company in the United States but all have been done over a conference video call.A lot has contributed to my decision to stay in, I'm not doing it because I'm scared to face the world after what Rogue did to me, but I stayed home because I needed time for myself. I
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2: The length of friendship
"If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him."~Paulo Coelho***Six Week After The Wedding.***Rogue POVA week ago Alex told me to stay away from her and although I have decided to respect her wish and stay away I could not shove aside the fact that Alvin after succeeding in destroying my life and happiness was still stretching out his hand to hurt Alex and take everything away from her.I could still remember the look on her face that day as she accused me of being part of the plot to take her down orchestrated by Alvin. When she accused me of still workin
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3: When you lose it all
"People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio."~Jim Morrison"That works for me." He answers, feeling a little happy with himself.He is wearing khaki trousers and a white polo on top, his hairstyle has changed and his hair is now rearing a low cut, unlike the afro I've known him with in the last few months. On his face shows unshaved stubble which doesn't suit him at all but I let that be to avoid an argument.Only the heaven knows the facial style he's going to try keeping next. He is about to step inside, but I stop him with my hand, "So you know I did not open this door from the goodness of my heart, I'll beat the shit out of you if you don't stop your unending babbling." I
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4: Nobody wants therapy
"The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too."~Ernest HemingwayI toss and turn in bed trying to force myself to sleep, it's almost nine a.m. and I still do not feel sleepy. My session with Laré's therapist is set to start by ten a.m. tomorrow morning and as much as possible I'd like to be early and of a sound mind before I go to meet her. Laré and Vivian believe something is wrong with me no and I'll be damned if I end up proving them right. After a long while of tossing and not feeling sleepy, my eyelids become heavy and slowly closes and the peace of a quiet mind comes in.My eyes open and as usual, sweat breaks out on my face at the same time my alarm clock begins to ring for eight a.m. and I pull myself and then reach out to turn off the loudly ringing alarm. The nightmare has hunted
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5: The nightmare of dreams
"You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."~Jim MorrisonI see Alex walking towards me with a bright smile on her face, her hair is a nice ponytail, bringing out her beautiful face and she's wearing a short red print gown and her baby bump is big and I know we are so close to having our baby. Her big amber coloured eyes wide and happy and I pause not so sure that wide smile on her face is meant for me."Rogue!" She calls out as I pause on my movement from doubt and a little worry, "what are you waiting for? Common, I've missed you so much."A weary frown appears on my face but d
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6: Not a very good desire
"There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds."~Laurell K. HamiltonAlexander POVI finish with the documents in front of me, just like I said I would and I hand them over to Reuben who nods his head already knowing the next step before leaving my office.I feel a sharp thrust in my belly and I hiss out in pain and my eyes close. The pregnancy is barely four months and it is already a nightmare. The last time I check in with my Doctor Aliyu was five weeks ago and he told me that it is normal to feel a little bit of pain and discomfort during this time because it's my first conception, but the pain can sometimes be unbearable. I had another appointment two weeks ago and though I was solely at home, I was unable to make it. Another appointment is this week and I have
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7: The need you feel
"The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It's the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared."~Lois LowryWe step into the house and we are barely through the door when Julian captures my lips and softly kisses them, his tongue snaking into my mouth while his hand holds me tight around his waist. He takes my lower lips and delivered a wonderful worshipping with his mouth and lips and I moan out and grab hold of his shirt, pulling him deeper and closer to me."We are really doing this?" I ask, breathing heavily and staring into his eyes once I pull away.He is also trying hard to catch his breath, "It's all about what you want, Alex, we are doing this only if you want us to."I kiss his lips deeply before pulling away and I make my way into the kitchen to get water to drink. I ask myself if I'm really about
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8: The choices you made
“The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn’t the family. If you don’t have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don’t have much at all. Love is so supremely important. As our great poet Auden said, ‘Love each other or perish’,”~Mitch AlbomZander is sitting on a couch in the parlour and when he sees me coming in, he gets up to his feet and approaches me and his eyes are careful as they stare at me like I was in some form of bondage when he saw me earlier.I open my mouth to speak but he beats me to it and says, "Lauren called me," he explains, "according to her, you've been low the past few days and I felt guilty for leaving and came to visit today. I saw the car parked in, but when I checked your room, you weren't there."I sigh deeply, "I'm fine Z, as you can see, nothing to worry about."
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9: Friends have their ways
"The conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them aloud is the central dialectic of psychological trauma."~Judith Lewis HermanRogue's POV"When are you going to be done?" Groans Lare loudly from the bedroom.Lare whine from outside the bathroom where I currently am, trying to get my hair into its perfect form. Lare came in a while ago and insisted that I come with him to his restaurant/bar which is officially opening today and though we've discussed finance and responsibilities of owning and running many months ago, I lost track of how far they'd gone after my life went to shit many weeks ago. I am delighted that Lare is archiving one of his many dreams and when he came in to invite me to the formal opening earlier, although not really in the mood, I had to show support to my dear friend and also because I knew he
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