With today being a Saturday, Alma came to spend sometime with me. One thing I noticed was that she has been extra touchy, she wants to be cuddled, spooned and kissed. I personally don't see it as a big deal since everyone knows us as candidates for the altar.But I'm just kind of shocked, Alma has been hammering on the no sex before marriage and I have been respecting her decision, I don't lead us through anything that might lead to sex, but right now she was making things more difficult for us, me most especially. I have got needs, manly needs.  I have been celibate for months and just a slight push will resort into hours of love making, which we have both been avoiding.We were both sitting on a long plush three seater sofa, watching a football match between Barcelona and Chelsea. Alma was seated in between my legs, with her hands caressing my bare chest. I sighed heavily as she kept making movements that were arousing me. I felt she was doing this intentionally

Hadiza The half Nigerian moon in the clear blue sky illuminated the bed room with its light. The shadow of the Mango tree and the tall straight pawpaw tree in the compound can be seen looking monstrous on the walls.  I sighed heavily as I watched my husband sleep. My dear husband, the man whom I fell in love with sleeping at the edge of our bed.I never imagined my wedding night to be a lonely one, what about my dreams of being in the hands of the one who I love. I folded myself up on my side of the bed like a question mark without a dot. This marriage is a sham, maybe a legal sham. 

Hadiza Aluta has they say must continue, Bayo's attitude towards me doesn't stop me from living my life. I woke this morning feeling very happy, I have an appointment with my doctor today and I definitely want to meet up with Doctor Pete early. I zipped up my blue skinny jeans and adjusted my black fitted turtle necked top.  It absolutely blended well with my fair skin colour. I checked myself out in the full standing mirror in our room, I rubbed my hands on my baby bump, winking at my myself in the mirror and then blowing a kiss. My baby bump wasn't really showing, it wasn't obvious but if one look closely the little curve will be seen.  I chuckled as I grabbed my Orange Kimono, walking out of the room with confidence, ignoring Bayo totally as he tried knotting his ugly blue tie.  "Good morning." Abdul called out forcefully as I stepped into the sitting room. It was c

Hadiza You can't control what people will say about you, but you can control how what they say affects you, how it will make you feel.  You should know what you feel about yourself is more important than what people feel about you. If you love a thrilling love story, Quicksilver is the one for you, I said out loud as I typed the words into my author's note.   I smiled heartily, I just finished editing my book, Quicksilver and I am so super proud of myself. I am even working on another one, but it will be focusing mainly on the  relationships between God and man. It's going to be based on the boundless and inestimable love of God towards man.  The weather was kind of beautiful today, the sun was shinning brightly in the sky. I was sitting right outside the house, in a secluded part in the compound with my laptop on my laps.  An eerie feeling skittered up my spine, it

HadizaThe chirps of the morning birds woke me up, I yawned loudly. Stretching on the bed and wriggling my toes. I looked to the other side of the bed, Bayo wasn't there. I rolled my eyes, hissing lowly. Did that guy really apologize last night. If apologizing was like legal maybe we won't have securities or there won't even be a law, everyone can just apologize for their wrongs. I got up from the bed and pulled a long shirt over my tank top. I padded barefooted all the way to the sitting room. I made a note to go and visit my dad today, my curious self can't wait to find out what he has been hiding.  "Good morning, Hadiza." Bayo called out smiling at me.I nodded my head in response, looking away to find Abdul watching us."How was your night? Hope you slept well?" he asked. Like, what was wrong with this guy, what is he trying to do. I Ignored him and walked towards Abdul, who