"Forgive me." the sentence just shot out from Gerald's mouth. He looked at me seriously, with a look full of regret. Maybe he regretted leaving me alone, and now he's conscious."You don't need to apologize, I'm wrong here. Sorry, I was too harsh. My mouth really has to be given chili bonnet or stitched so I don't speak harshly and hurt you.""I know, I'm annoying sometimes."  admit Gerald."You realized." his intention to joke. Because sometimes Gerald is severe, it feels peculiar."You love me, right?" asked Gerald seriously. A big question mark got into my mind. I raised my eyebrows. "You're not possessed, are you?""Don't spoil the atmosphere." Gerald replied irritably. I took a deep breath."I don't need to answer, you already know. You don't have an acute illness, which suddenly left me, right?" I asked suddenly. Gerald's behavior, as if I was going to leave him or vice versa.Gerald kissed my lips. I just welcomed his

Fighting all alone feels indescribable. Sad, disappointed, want to throw tantrums, want to be angry, hate, emotional, frustrated. But to whom?What worries me, it's been three weeks more than the doctor expected. And I never gave birth. Although I often experience contraction. However, the amniotic fluid has not broken until now. And even more unlucky, I have a husband who is always frivolous. I haven't considered it anymore. Relationships that were once bland are now like ups and downs and even ebb to continuity until he don't know where to go home. Gerald never ate at home again. However, I have prepared the food. In the end, I finished the food myeself. He came home to buy food after that hurriedly left. Even though sometimes, he found me in pain, holding a pain in my stomach. In Gerald's eyes, I no longer exist.I cried, faced my back luck. I should have gone to the doctor to check the womb. I'm afraid something terrible happened—all the evil thoughts running through

There is nothing happier, enjoying the role of a mother. My beautiful baby. Even though she's only one month, but her body is very healthy as if she was five months old.I before didn't have social media auto download—all social media for sharing and showing off the install. I want to show the whole world that I have a lovely and adorable daughter.Every day I dress up with different accessories. I kissed her fat cheek and smelled the baby's scent. I put Kelsea's hat and shirt in one package. Oh my God, my little angel. I am very grateful. My little angel has appeared in the world.God damn it, that crazy woman who attempted to abort my pregnancy. However, my baby loved her mommy more, so she chose to stay.I managed to take a picture of Kelsea that I had dressed up so that I didn't forget to post it right away.Nothing is more meaningful for a mother except seeing the development of her baby.Kelsea Ballerini Willson.And you know what, all

Someone : I have something to tell you. Don't let Gerald know it. Please, meet up now.I got the message, and I don't know who. I'm curious, and I'm confused, I'm scared. Feelings of fear dominate. Bad feeling, which I never felt in my life. Although I hope everything is fine, my mind is no longer in it's place.My chest is rumbling. What is this? My God, I hope nothing is bad. The bad feeling came back like I was going to pick up my disaster. However, I have to confirm beforehand.Miss Rara: How about my baby?Someone: Don't bring the baby's.I sat for so long, asking what to do. Leaving my baby and confirming what happened or staying here with a mountain of curiosity. I sat for a long time, looking at the two humans I loved for a long time. I love my baby, as well as my husband. Hopefully, everything is well, and happiness is always with my family.I stared at Gerald for a long time. And I take my decision. Gerald is still there. I can leave my

Now play:Don't Say You Love Me - Fifth Harmony_____________________________I can't bear to step into the apartment. But my baby needs me now. When I want to do something daring and crazy, it's always Kelsea's face that appears in front of me. My beautiful daughter always helps me from doing reckless things.Everything is just a plan because I'm only a mother for my baby. And a wife, who has been betrayed to the root. It hurts, it's too big for me. I plan to meet that woman, could not imagine it. Every time I wanted to commit a crime, Kelsea's face always crossed my path, and I realized that my daughter still really needed me, and I didn't do anything wrong.By arguing with Eloy, I was tired of pretending to be strong and could only cry. I am willing to strengthen everything for my child. All for the sake of Kelsea, because if I'm stressed, it will have an impact on my baby. I must be strong even though this test is very tough for me. I can't stand it