Amnesia- 5 Seconds of Summer.Write while listening to this song. It looks like it fits this chapter well.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Pregnant!One word, a terrifying spectre that I avoid entirely. I am starting from the word pregnant, the beginning of the destruction of my life.Suppose repeated in the history of my life. I'm devastated by the word pregnant. Again, the disaster came to me. As if nature conspired to punish me.Yes, I started everything. I am willing and pretend to be pregnant so that all my plans run smoothly. However, there was an obstacle the size of a mountain waiting before me, and now I was stumbling, stumbling, unable to get back up because of my stupidity. If I wasn't that ridiculous to pretend to be pregnant and lie to my mother, this might not be my fate. Problems come insistently because of the word pregnant. The woman was pregnant, so that made me have to run away and go far to the country's tip, and now I am pregnant

One Direction - They Don't Know About Us.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯I still looked around the room. I don't know where it is now, I saw David beside me and in front of me was an old man, okay, a doctor, to be precise. What else is this disaster, God? I just looked at the doctor with a stupid look. The doctor was also watching me."Miss needs treatment." finally the doctor opened his voice."What am I?" I asked like a fool."You have, mental illness." I'm just crying. I'm crazy! I just shook my head, so it was stressful for my mental health. If, physical illness can be cured, but if it has attacked the psyche, one of the surefire ways is to get closer to God or die."Not all mental illnesses end up in a mental hospital. You just need to be treated. Sorry, but Miss is hallucinating. The sensation when someone sees, hears, or feels something that is not real. You experience it, you feel that the person is causing the pain. is around us. Yet, all of

Shawn Mendes - ImaginationI'm sorry it's more narrative than conversation. I want to tell you how they feel. Sorry if it's getting boring.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Was hugging her again just through my imagination? Only through my dreams? I never forgot the slightest bit. Two years passed, every day, I was haunted by guilt, fear, regret, numbness. All things I feel. I was just like a living corpse, helpless, nor effort to get up and move on. There is not the slightest attempt to forget it because I don't think I'll be able to ignore it.The woman I love, but that affection I have repaid with a betrayal that is so heinous. I realized I was a jerk. Everything beyond my control, if you swear at me. In hindsight, everything wasn't 100% my fault. Ah, I know you guys must have thought I was defending again. No, for God's sake, why would I defend myself if everything was like this? It's just, and all this is not entirely my fault everyone took part in this prob

Daniel Skye & Cameron Dallas - All I Want🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯All-day, I feel too tired. Too many customers. I can't take a break for a moment. Just sitting, I can't. Every second, I worry about my child. Is she playing? What is sleep? Cry? Or is there anyone who roughed it? My heart can not calmly leave it.However, we have a life necessities. My baby can eat well, and her milk is expensive. I, too, am in college. I need a fee. The cost of living abroad is so high. But I am grateful for all of this, and it's just that I worry too much about Kelsea when she is away from me. I was too scared, and something made her sick. She fights. Even though Kelsea is not a child who keeps quiet when being tortured, she will fight back. But even the tip of my fingernail, I never gave up on someone else's violence, which made her sad. She must be the happiest child in the world. Kelsea must not know the word sad.T

Beyoncè- Halo (fav song)🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋I just cried all day. Feel so despicable and low. Someone, who never feeds me, is willing to cross the sea to make fun of me who looks so pathetic. When they brought my life down shamelessly, asking me to come back as if I was a bargain as cheap as possible. I'm like a junkyard.Gerald ... the effect of your actions on me was devastating. I am so humbled. You look down on me too? Because I'm a stupid woman? Crybaby? I look stupid in your eyes because I love you. I remember that boy and keep me hooking up with all the bad luck it gets.Do you not love me in the least? Are all the things we've been through just your pretense?My tears don't stop flowing. I'm having symptoms, mental illness again. I feel like the start of being betrayed. The madwoman had unpacked the pain I had locked tight. I have recovered and live comfortably now, but people in the past again expose the pain of the past. All the pain I