I'm just silent because of the mistakes I made. Gerald was also silent the whole way. Maybe we both realized what happened and discovered the childish nature we had done.I waited for Gerald to explode, and I was ready to fend him off. I have to be strict with my relationship now. There is no word unstable and do not have the heart because all of that damaged my connection and impacted me.I'm tired of my life. Especially the people around me, who always considered me lightly and thought I couldn't do anything about it, and I ever made the wrong decisions. To hell with people. From now on, I will focus on my relationship with my husband.I leaned my head on the dashboard and turned towards Gerald. Ok, I'm crazy. I imagine my husband, Justin Bieber. Realize Rara, and you are not as beautiful as Selena Gomez. Justin Bieber is married, and his wife is not beautiful, in my opinion. Rara, you are not beautiful, either. I was pounding my head on the dashboard, completely

One day before Christmas day. I had to buy a present because tonight there will be an exchange of gifts. Not wanting to celebrate Christmas, but more to tradition. In my life, I have never celebrate what Christmas was like.Along the way, Christmas trees have been decorated in such a way. And every house has a Christmas tree perch. So we will exchange gifts at oma's home in Hessen. Think of it as Eid at Grandma's house.What makes me confused, what gift? What gift should I buy,  for Gerald? Oma especially. And I am utterly blind to reference facilities for oma. I don't know what oma likes. Ah, anything in my eyes is beautiful. I just bought it. Gerald? I guess I bought him a pack of condoms. He doesn't mind. But what are condoms for? We never played with condoms again. It could be, he's wearing a condom out there. Duh, don't let this happen. Ok, this is too much."Gerald, what gift for oma?""Anything." a

I'm still grumpy. With his curse, Gerald instead came out of the room and joined his family to open gifts. What a husband. Rare husband, with rare traits too.Automatically, if Gerald wants to return to Indonesia, he has to take care of passports and other complicated document matters. Or is it that he plans never to come home again? How about me? I am Indonesian—Indonesian citizens. Even though Gerald has dual citizenship, he still has to have two passports. But was Gerald's choosing the right one?This is how complicated it is, having a Caucasian husband and a husband who thinks his ego.Argh...I bite the pillow anxiously. I want to bite my husband. Let it bleed. Now and then, I need to bite Gerald to teach him a lesson. He's just super annoying. For some reason, that ugly character is very attached to him. He never looked right in my eyes. Ugh ... wake me up to be a grateful human."Come on

I'm not sure what time I got up, but my stomach squeals for food.I tried to get up and felt whether my stomach still ached. Thankfully not.Luckily, I'm not a vengeful person. If not, I will pull phsyco's violin hair bald. Moreover, nothing happened to my daughter. I will be like a fierce mother, hen, while looking after her chicks. I will head on her using whatever I can.I pulled my feet out of bed and tried to stand up. My butt was excruciatingly sore. My butt isn't swollen. I've never heard of a swollen buttocks case. It feels like my butt is sore. Could it be that I can't walk?I stood up and closed my eyes, considering whether to walk or lie back down. My stomach rumbled even more.With shuffling steps, I walked. My ass, poor ass.I hobbled along while biting my lip to endure the pain. I walked like the person who just losing her virginity. It hurts even more than that by holding the end of the stairs and counting one by one as you descend.

I am entering the 7-th month of pregnancy. Two months from now, and I'm going to be a real mother.My stomach is getting bigger. Because I am small, my body is not like around sheep. Even though my stomach is enlarged and rounded, I can also see small veins are creeping along my stomach. After giving birth, my stomach will shrink and varicose. Hopefully, Gerald doesn't feel like my body anymore. After all, this is like every woman who gives birth. I'm planning on giving birth naturally. I hope it goes smoothly. I've been waiting for the second to give birth.Today's checked schedule, as well as knowing the position of the baby. Hopefully, it's in the right position. I'm afraid there are many dramas like the experiences of other mothers. Moreover, this is my first experience, making me unable to do much except surrender to the situation.Gerald and I checked with the doctor today because he's an automatic translator. The snow was still falling, the volume didn't eve