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I knew you curious about how Rara and David met. So here we go.
Flashback (incident, after chapter 40)
Shadow- Austin Mahone (fav😗😗 song)
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I felt a tremendous emptiness and emptiness. Instead of diminishing, I felt the burden of my life getting heavier. By opening my eyes, I just realized my body was naked.
I saw Kelsea's which is ini her box. My daughter sleeps with a face so peaceful. I went to Kelsea's bed and kissed her. Her cheeks are so round. I looked at my daughter's face slowly, not wanting to stand on the painful reality of life. I can't accept everything, sincerely.
I walked towards the mirror. And see my appearance that is so messy. Tangled and limp hair, over-puffy eyes. Swollen lips, and dozens of red marks all over my body. So disgusting! I closed my eyes and opened them again. I saw my naked body. There are many faded colors. Suddenly the hair on my neck bristled. I feel disgusted with myself. After
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SWEET MISTAKES Each Other's Life
Shawn Mendes - ImaginationI'm sorry it's more narrative than conversation. I want to tell you how they feel. Sorry if it's getting boring.🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯Was hugging her again just through my imagination? Only through my dreams? I never forgot the slightest bit. Two years passed, every day, I was haunted by guilt, fear, regret, numbness. All things I feel. I was just like a living corpse, helpless, nor effort to get up and move on. There is not the slightest attempt to forget it because I don't think I'll be able to ignore it.The woman I love, but that affection I have repaid with a betrayal that is so heinous. I realized I was a jerk. Everything beyond my control, if you swear at me. In hindsight, everything wasn't 100% my fault. Ah, I know you guys must have thought I was defending again. No, for God's sake, why would I defend myself if everything was like this? It's just, and all this is not entirely my fault everyone took part in this prob
SWEET MISTAKES Alicia's Gone
Mercy - Shawn Mendes🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"No! Fuck no." I said firmly. I shook my head hard. Alisia unpacked all of Rara's clothes and wanted to throw them away."How much longer do you have to keep all of this woman's belongings?! We agreed on everything! You messed up everything, while still keeping the things left behind!" shouted Alisia in front of me. Oh shit! Why should it be like this? Why are women so demanding?"I still need time. If you can't be patient, leave me." I said dreamily. I tried to love Alisia. As a result, my soul is empty. I don't feel anything. I don't love her. This fact made me hate myself. I can't accept another woman into my life, only that short woman when the first time seeing her made me determined to be mine. And now there are strangers? In the slightest, I can't forget Rara. Only she and she are filled in my brain and heart."How dare you!" Alisia shook her head. I heard my statement. I can be gentle, kind, and
SWEET MISTAKES Finally He's Back
Daniel Skye & Cameron Dallas - All I Want🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯All-day, I feel too tired. Too many customers. I can't take a break for a moment. Just sitting, I can't. Every second, I worry about my child. Is she playing? What is sleep? Cry? Or is there anyone who roughed it? My heart can not calmly leave it.However, we have a life necessities. My baby can eat well, and her milk is expensive. I, too, am in college. I need a fee. The cost of living abroad is so high. But I am grateful for all of this, and it's just that I worry too much about Kelsea when she is away from me. I was too scared, and something made her sick. She fights. Even though Kelsea is not a child who keeps quiet when being tortured, she will fight back. But even the tip of my fingernail, I never gave up on someone else's violence, which made her sad. She must be the happiest child in the world. Kelsea must not know the word sad.T
SWEET MISTAKES My Life So Pathetic
Ava Max - Sweet but Psycho🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"Your child is this beautiful?""What do you want now?" I asked quietly while walking on the spot. I could not take a step, and nails stabbed my feet in both soles. My feet are heavy, just stepping because my heart was heavy when I saw the reality that was not according to expectations.To be honest, I'm disappointed. Very disappointed! My expectations, meet him. And now I met the angel of death. Witches, inhabitants of hell's crust. Humans unworthy of life, who are on the list of people I don't want to meet in this world. But in the end, meet this witch here in a foreign country."I am curious about your child. If your genes are mixed, it will be this beautiful. Because, I know. You are an itchy woman, pregnant also do with other men. In fact, being pregnant but everyone is teased. teased. How did it feel to be humiliated at school? How did it feel to have a miscarriage? " asked the witch with a s
SWEET MISTAKES He Is An Angel
Beyoncè- Halo (fav song)🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋I just cried all day. Feel so despicable and low. Someone, who never feeds me, is willing to cross the sea to make fun of me who looks so pathetic. When they brought my life down shamelessly, asking me to come back as if I was a bargain as cheap as possible. I'm like a junkyard.Gerald ... the effect of your actions on me was devastating. I am so humbled. You look down on me too? Because I'm a stupid woman? Crybaby? I look stupid in your eyes because I love you. I remember that boy and keep me hooking up with all the bad luck it gets.Do you not love me in the least? Are all the things we've been through just your pretense?My tears don't stop flowing. I'm having symptoms, mental illness again. I feel like the start of being betrayed. The madwoman had unpacked the pain I had locked tight. I have recovered and live comfortably now, but people in the past again expose the pain of the past. All the pain I
SWEET MISTAKES Invitation
Justin Bieber- Sorry🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋What you sow, you reap. Either this is just a myth or a parable that already applies to all sinners. I feel that now. I reap what karma is after what has happened to me in recent years.I felt what the hell was after Alisia left and lost Rara. In the past, there was Alisi who strengthened me and always convinced me. Now ... I am like, the pillar of life. It feels I want to die. But, God didn't allow me. And I haven't atoned for my sin. I think this life torments me, and nothing allows me to stand on this blue planet happily.God, nature, my family, Rara's family, author, readers, as if conspiring to punish me not to tell me where Rara is. And everything is like laughing now, seeing my suffering.Two years of searching, and I never found a bright spot. Four years apart, one-word Rara, I never heard one bit. As if that woman's name had never been created in this world. As if Rara was a herd of aliens who h
SWEET MISTAKES Guten Tag, Mommy!
Lonely - Justin Bieber & Benny Blanco🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯My heart suddenly gloomy chaotically after seeing the invitation. Shit! Everything is so complicated now. Crying is also useless. Opportunity for me has disappeared. I covered my eyes, feeling the burden I was carrying was very heavy. Unable to, thinking all this finally came. Rara will be happy with the man she chooses. This is my greatest fear, and today it happened. Unable to think the truth, but I have to face this reality. That woman will be side by side with other people.All-day long, I'm just blank, like Cosmo. The foolish beat everything in this world when eliminating Atlantis. Patrick, whose brain is the same as Apple's, is far behind my brain processor now.Want to roll around crying? I'm not Masha, whose all requests are fulfilled by Bear. Me too, not Upin-Ipin, whose all their wishes were fulfilled by Opah.My wish is so simple. Looking back at my wife and starting a new
SWEET MISTAKES Guten Tag, Mommy! II
Anne-Marie & James Arthur : Rewrite The Stars🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯🍯"Didn't expect, we can meet here." I just smiled. Ah, a nostalgic day. Meeting people from the past, which brings me back to back, when ... Should I mention it? Hm ... Let everything be a beautiful memory and a tangled memory that runs in my head and be a lesson for my future life. Continue to walk into the future without continuing to fall into the past. The years are down, and it's time to get up and turn over a new leaf."Yes. A coincidence.""How many years have we not met?" asked Mak Lampir - oh well, her name is Auri, right? I often give people nicknames and forget their real names, and this is a bad habit I hope you don't copy. Mak Lampir means like a witch."5 years?""I wish Miss happy. Congratulations, just graduation." happy smiles etched on our lips. I just needed to make peace and accept the situation and live a good life. It all doesn't sound so bad.
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