Semua Bab Help! I don't want to be the female lead: Bab 211 - Bab 220

Reading about their personalities made Seraphine fall into a deep thought. They were highly intelligent creatures, way more than humans, and possessive of what they considered to belong to them. Because of their arrogant nature, they thought everything they laid their eyes on to be there and wouldn’t give up on anything to attain it. When they want something, they had to have it.Reading about this aspect of their characteristics caused chills to travel down Seraphine’s back. She read through how twisted they could be and confirmed it more that Aeryes didn’t have a stable mental state.The next content in the new book she had gotten caught her attention. It was related another power that Aeryes was presumed to have. However, therefore was nothing to fully confirm the validity of this. It had something to do with dimensions.But just as she was about to get into that section, her chest clenched painfully, and the familiar feeling of suppression

From the day she was born, Seraphine was well aware of how this wasn’t her first life. Before this, there was another life in the exactly same circumstances, but she managed to ruin that due to her reckless actions.She recalled how she had been exiled and her entire family had been sentenced to death after being named as traitors. Thinking about all the incidents that led to that, she knew that no one could be blamed other than her. If it wasn’t for her wanting to live as she wanted, none of this would have happened. Due to her actions, she had lost her entire family; they suffered for a good-for-nothing like her.Overcome with intense guilt, she was determined to be a strength to her family this time, not their weakest link or a burden. She recalled how her parents and brothers had worn out during the end of their lives. Thinking about everything they suffered because of her brought tears to her eyes. All due to her, they weren’t able to be happy to

Seraphine wasn’t scared to be lost at the forest. She hated herself for being foolish. But who would have thought that a teacher would be in on bullying her? She did not get what joy they achieved from tormenting her. Couldn’t they simply live on with their life, doing whatever they did in their cycle?How was torturing her even fun?Of course, Seraphine herself was worse. She had the power to stop it all, but her fears prevented her from doing so. In her last life, she retaliated against anyone who tried to wrong her even slightly. But in the end, that did not turn well for her family. Mixed with all other messes she had created, this played a large part in making her family a victim to the destruction she suffered later on.Of course, Seraphine understood how Winter had a hand behind all of it. Her interference made the matters worse, and Seraphine did not know what she had done to offend Winter. Her past life aside, there was something about Winte

Seraphine did want to wait for Kayden to return, so that she would be able to open up to him about everything. Meanwhile, she was trying to prevent her marriage with Alexandar for as long as it was possible. But what happened was that Alexandar had been pushing for the marriage between them, and after he had taken over the throne, his threats had been getting worse.With the possible accusations looming over Kayden’s head, Seraphine had no option but to surrender in the end, accepting that marriage proposal. Her family was vehemently against it, and this ended up in a large fight with everyone expressing their disappointment towards her.Of course, she did end up saying a lot of hurtful things to them in return as well, and the expression on their faces is not one she could have bear to see. What she could understand was why was it so difficult for them to accept her with Alexandar. Even if Alexandar was a manipulative bastard, that was only in front of her. He h

But she truly did not expect to see Eli Weiton here. If truth was to be told, she had actually forgotten that the man existed. She couldn’t be put at blame. Her life for last two years had been too chaotic for her to remember the childish pranks she used to pull.Did she feel a sense of nostalgia after she saw the man? That was surely there. Did she reminisce about those days and wanted to go back to them? Why wouldn’t she want to? They were the peaceful days.But that had no correlation to how displeased she felt upon seeing Eli Weiton here. Added with the childish bantering he had with him and how the two of them would be at each other’s throat, the fact that the memories of her past life was ingrained into her did not help.In her last life, he had the audacity to think she liked him and act that arrogantly, causing her life to turn into a hell. If it was possible, she wanted to report him for sexual harassment. He had turned her already hec