Lahat ng Kabanata ng Frame Of Mind: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

'Mr. Rockwell, are you listening?' I said and stood up from my desk.My cabin was like a medium-sized room with a shelf on the left full of files of my clients. There was another shelf on the right-hand side in the corner which had many books mostly about psychopathy and some books related to calm someone's mind. I mostly recommend that ones to my patients. In the middle of the room was my table, I had one chair on the wall side for me, behind my chair there was a window. A beautiful lawn could be seen from there. On my table usually, I kept a pencil stand which had many things like a knife, just to cut fruits, cause sometimes I'm on diet but it's just... sometimes. I had some pens, pencils, markers, and a blade on it too. This what my whole room looks and this whole room is my life. I studied hard just for this cabin and I'm...happy with it.But today somehow I had a bad feeling since morning like something was wrong, or maybe it was because of Sarah. She al

I came outside my cabin just to say bye to my friend who was going abroad for a month on a business trip. I was about to go in when the receptionist said,'Dr. Ray, there's a patient for you.' And she pointed a girl wearing a black skirt and a white shirt with a black collar.I knew who she was, cause she came earlier too.'Good morning Ms. Wilkinson, how you doing?' I said as I went towards her.'Oh! no need of formalities you can just call me Anna, Doctor .' she said and gave a bright smile.'So, how you came here today?' I asked for further.'Actually, I shifted to a new house as you said, but I guess it didn't work. I experienced it again a few days ago. So, I need your help again.' she said worriedly.'Oh! I see, so let's go in my cabin then.' I said and we started to walk towards my cabin.'I guess you haven't told about this to your housemate till now.' I asked and she nodded.Before I coul

'I think you're not capable of this job. Come tomorrow and I'll hand over your resignation letter.' I said.And suddenly it hit me, what did I just say?? I was supposed to scold her but, now that I have said it I have to go with it. I told her to leave and she started to walk out. I saw her eyes, they were filled with unshed tears which looked like pearls. I again said something in my apoplexy which I shouldn't have. I was again panting due to my anger and took hold of a chair to stand but then I saw her unstable. Suddenly my all instability vanished in thin air. I ran towards her and held her before she hit the ground. She was unconscious and I was worried. I picked her up in my arms and ran out of my room in the corridor where Emma was standing. As soon as she saw me she yelled worriedly,'Sarah?? What happened to her? What did you do? Is she alright?' She asked all in one breath.'Just help me open the door

I was standing in between a crowd and I couldn't find her anywhere. Where the hell was she standing. I was angry and tired at the same time cause,  I was all fed up with her treasure hunt games. Then, I heard someone scream my name from behind in that busy crowd.'Hey, Sam! Here...yah..here!' She said.She was standing away too far from me but still, I somehow managed to hear her voice. She wearing a dark pink dress with some touch of white and a pair of white shoes. She always preferred shoes over heels. She was looking beautiful. But I never complimented her on my own until she asked me in case she took in another way. Cause I knew I was not nice to her. I could hurt her feelings. She looked at me and waved her hand fully and gave a bright smile and in response, I gave her a small smile and waved at her a little bit. She came running towards me.'What is all this Lisa, Why did you call me all of a sudden here.' I asked.

Every night when I sleep, I just remember her crying out my name. In my every dream, I just remember that I was just so coward that I didn't help her. Every morning, I wake up in this guilt that due to my coward nature, she had to lose her life and, I am living a life full of freedom here. Every day, they help me, not forget the sins I've committed. Every second, they try to make me just end my life somehow. But I want to observe this world, I want to see how cruel they can be. And that day, when I'll be done, I will hang myself on through the ceiling.Suddenly the darkroom in which I was sitting got filled with light as someone opened the door. 'Why are the lights off?' She said and turned on the lights.'Hey you, Leo.' She said to me.'It's time for your treatment to come with me.' She said and dragged me out.That nurse was not so polite. She was a fat old lady, with a small height. Her voice was very loud and deep, just l