I was getting ready in my room as I was heading over to my ‘ father’s' home to eat dinner with him there. It seemed like our relationship was getting ‘closer’ and he wanted to show his improved opinion of me by having me eat dinner at his house.  I didn’t feel honored by this at all. Just made me feel like he was telling me I should be thankful that I can be in his grace.  I hated this man and one day I wish I could become higher than him in status. Not through marrying someone powerful but with my own skill.   I let out a sigh as I realized it would be a long process for me to reach that goal of mine. Even if I see him as a piece of shit this ‘father’ of mine is someone who earned his status in the world.  He is ruthless in his deals and doesn’t let useless emotions affect his business deals.  I looked at myself in the mirror and reached up

I felt an odd sense of happiness after I found the secret room of my mother. I would always be sneaking off when I had spare time to her secret room and clean it up a bit. I didn’t ask anyone in the house if this used to be the home of my mother since it would bring up questions about me knowing that.  Mae also had been a bit more affectionate with me after I told her I loved her. I found it embarrassing but I enjoyed this close relationship between us. It felt like me and Mae were a family. I told Sybil that and when I mentioned that I sort of saw him as an older brother he got upset for a while and was mumbling to himself for a few days. I didn’t bother to ask him what was wrong since it wasn’t getting in the way of his work.   During a quiet day in my home where I was looking through my black book, Mae knocked on my door before coming in with a letter in her hand. Taking the letter from her I saw it was from my ‘

The day I met Gia was the day my black and white days finally gained some life. She was a stranger from a place no one knew. She didn’t seem to care about what people thought about her. Always speaking her mind with such confidence that I couldn’t help but seek her out with my eyes.  It was so strange that someone of the same sex made me feel like this and it scared me so much. What did this mean and was it good? Since I was a child and rather stupid I did join other people who were messing with her but my heart wasn’t in it. Even though I was one of the people who were messing with her, I wasn’t hated by her and she could see that I didn’t even want to bully her.  We ended up having a secret friendship with each other, it was like she was mine alone and I just loved that. I wanted to change myself so I could be a better friend to her. I started to pick out a path that my family disapproves of and it was scary. Yet sh

Our creation is something we don’t remember much of. All we know is that one day we were created and we were in a dark space with only us. We don’t know how many of us are there. Many there is only one person but their mind was shattered to many pieces. It is confusing so we don’t think much of it.  We are bored, we have nothing to interest us. We don’t know what we should be doing. There is no one there to tell us the meaning of our existence. We simply have to figure out what we have to do. It's lonely, probably…. Some of us feel lonely and others feel nothing. We never have the same emotions as each other.  When we first were allowed out of the dark space it was a strange experience. We saw so many weird things that we couldn’t understand. That was when we met our first human. This human had a look in their eyes we didn’t like. They wanted power and only power. They didn’t care what they had to d

I was standing in front of a huge door, it was towering over me. The door looked ominous in front of me. I didn’t feel safe as I stood in front of this door. I just knew there was something behind this door that I didn’t want to see…  I could feel my body move as I went to open up the door. Even though the door was so huge I managed to grab hold of the doorknob. The doorknob felt cold against my hot and sweaty palm. I was hoping that the door was locked but my heart sank when it opened without any problem.  I push the door and it slowly opens up. I didn’t move as the door continued to open up. I was frozen in that spot as I looked straight ahead. I didn’t want to move forward but I wasn’t in control of my body.   I walked into the darkroom and kept walking until I saw a light. When I reached the light source I felt my heartbeat increase in speed. I saw a kno