The past few days, i tried to distant myself from him but failed miserably. Everytime i look at his face, my heart melts. He has asked me to think, and all i did was to avoid thinking. I don't want to think… He grew more protective, holding the small of my back when someone looks at me, not allowed me to sit on the railing of balcony.He did small things but i never failed to notice them. Professor kay was teaching us… "People tend to consume steroids in order to built muscles and that greatly affect the gental organs" spoke kay firmly. He was incharge of teaching everything realted to reproductive organs and such topics. He was pretty good at it. "And i have heard they also have small length" whispered carol in my ear from behind, loud enough for kevin to listen. Kevin turned and wink at her. Ohhh i know this. I know who she is referring. I ignored her comment. "Consuming steroids also affect the sperm count in males, which ul

Its been 8 months here. I never thought my life would change so much. I am happy.i have fallen for him. But i still am afraid of relationships. Commitments. Kevin- Hi beautiful. Me- hello… Kevin- Are you free? Me- sure. Kevin- I miss you. Me- we were together like 5 hours ago. College remember? Kevin- i know. Kevin- Do you trust me? Me- Not at all Kevin- I am serious. Kevin- we have known each other for 8 months now. And we both like each other. Kevin-Be mine kavya. Will you be mine? Omg omg omg He finally asked me. Officially. A lot of thoughts were running in my mind. Afraid of commitments was above all. But I can't be afraid forever. I mean i can't. I have to get it over with. Adrenaline was at its peak. Kevin- kavya? Kevin- listen. Just listen to your heart. Tears rolling down my cheeks. A little voice holding me back shouting No.

Stop" i shouted. I felt myself being lifted up. He threw me on his shoulders. "Jaan, don't act now." He laughed. "I said stop" i shout again. "We have needs, jaan" he said throwing me on the bed. I can't breath. My thoughts are all over the place. I felt a hand on my waist. I opened my eyes. I was breathing loudly, i was panicking. I looked around, it was my room. Arjun was sleeping beside me. "Nightmare" i whispered and got off the bed. My top was wet with sweat. I walked out and entered the kitchen. Gulping down the water i decided to sit on the swing, which was on our terrace. Tears rolled down my eyes. "Jaan" i repeat. I pulled my legs to my chest and started sobbing. After few minutes I heard footsteps climbing up. I immediately composed myself. "Kavya, what happened? Are you okay?" Asked my father. "Yes,papa. Why are you up?" I replied. "I don't know, I couldn't sleep. Why are you up? An

I still trust him. May be what I talked with Bella was lie, I can't stop trusting my loved ones because of an outsider. Everytime he hold my hand, my hands went cold. At this point, the nightmare was turned into day-mares. He ushered me out of the class and asked mw.to wait for him. I was replying to sometexts when he returned with few boys. I remember few faces, they were his work mates. "Kavya, i want to introduce you to my team." He said excitedly. Nooooooooooooooo "This is udaiy" he spoke placing his hand on my back I smiled and shook his hand. "This is jay" I nodded and shook hand "This is Parth and his girlfriend" i nodded. "And this is my kavya, my girlfriend." He finally completed. I thought we were going to keep this hidden. They talked for a while and I stood there awkwardly. I don't want to be here. Why did he introduce me with them. I don't like this. I looked at kevin and he understood my discomf

Harry and carol were waiting for kevin amd me in a place called Hyderabadi hut, which served best non-vegetarian dishes. Kevin and I left the college together and brought a cake on the way. I was gifting her a traditional top and kevin paid for cake. We entered the place. It was dark themed restaurant with blood red and black seats. I immediately loved the place. We saw them sitting on the far corner. "Happy Birthday my girl." I chirped and hugged her. I felt kevin's hand on my back. "Happy birthday" he wished. And shook hand with harry. "Hi harry." I greet him We sat on the couch together, kevin and me. I chatted with love birds for a while and saw kevin busy in his phone. I moved my hand on this knee in order to tell him that what he was doing is rude but as i touched him he hold my hand. He interwiend his fingers in mine and placed his phone on the table. It bring back the memories of Kay's lecture, how he seduced me that