I rushed to the college, being late is one of my few qualities, but today wasn't my fault, papa asked me to drop him off the court before college. We left the house at 10am but I entered the college at 12:05. F*ucking 30km ride.  Yesterday was my birthday, Kevin promised me that he will meet me but he didn't. I was mad at him.  "May I come in?" I said catching-up my breath. No answer. "May I come in, SIR?" loudly. No answer. As I was about to leave. "Yes, welcome miss." Scoffed professor. I rushed in and took the empty seat beside Saachi.  "What's his problem" I whispered. "Atheist he lets you in Kavya, he doesn't even allow if we are 5 minutes late and clearly you are 15minutes late" said Afreen, she was sitting in front of me.  Saachi opened her mouth to say something but immediately looked down when not

Its been nearly a month, and mumma have no intentions of coming back soon. My day started early, instruct the maid , cook lunch before leaving, wake up my dad and rush to college. Rush home after the college, then tuitions and dinner, sometimes we ordered, or I cook. My cousins come over for a night every weekend with a lots of food, my aunt made sure we were good. Every night I just lay on the bed, my mind shut, body immovable but eyes open. I couldn't sleep. It wasn't like I was depressed but it was something words can't express.  Kevin was there,  We spent all the time together in college, Carol Armaan and Raaj joined us in starting but eventually drifted apart. Spending time with him felt good. Being with him felt good. I was comfortable with sharing everything with him. In the starting he was shy but now he talks a lot, everyday something about his ex, or cinematography or his home. He chirped whole day. ----

Few days passed by, I asked him a lot of times to send the syllabus but he didn't. He didn't even cared to reply, left most of my messages on seen. So I decided to let him go. I can't help him now. Diwali was next week. I was busy shopping for me and my family. Shopping is like drug to me and I decide what everyone in my family will buy.   Kevin - Hi. Kevin- check your whatsapp. Kevin has sent you 2 pdfs- notification. Kevin- I have sent you pdfs, please start preparing notes, my kt exam date is out its on 10th next month.  I turned my internet off. What is this behavior? I asked him to send me the syllabus beforehand. DIWALI is next week, my house is full of guest. What was he thinking?  I already had downloaded the syllabus from the college website and  prepared notes for 50% of syllabus. But he is not going to get them easily, i stayed up who

It was a weekend. I was in a cafè with Dhruv and Rosh…. "So you gave him entry card? He can just walk in and out of your life as per his wish? And YOU with 'ego' let him do that? " Sneered Rosh. "Yes, I agree. I don't remember you forgiving people so easily, after been left on 'seen' for like 15 days." Added Dhruv. "Remember when she stopped talking to us when-" said Rosh but I interrupted. "I know okay. I don't know why I did that. But everything is back to normal" I said. "Kavya, rip the bandage off" said Dhruv. "I think I like him, a little, a soft corner" I said. "Ohhhhhh" unison. "How little do you like him?" Asked Dhruv "Do you want to be in relationship with him?" Asked Rosh curiously. "No. You know how suffocating relationship are and I have already learned my lesson." I said. "But you are attracted?" Added Dhruv. "YES" "Does he knows yet?" Asked Rosh. "NO" I rep

Me- kevinnnnnnnnn…. Guess what? Me- i played my lesbian card today on chand. Seen no reply. Me- you dared me okay. Don't behave like a baby now. Kevin- Kavya, I don't know what to say. Kevin- you don't know how it feels. Me- Feel what? Kevin- Exactly my point. You don't feel. Me- what do you mean? Kevin- Nothing. Good night. So he is frustrated because he trigged me on the first place. Okay yes i agree i talked to the cute guy but what's a big deal, he was boring and i clearly said i am not interested in him. Men are so difficult sometimes. The next day, I reached early, half and hour early. I waited for him in class. After 15mins he came and sat beside me. "Hello handsome" I chirped looking at him. "Hi beautiful" he replied without even looking at me. He was still bothered. "Someone is not in mood." I said pinching him. "Kavya stop." He shouted. I back