Semua Bab Rayne: Bab 41 - Bab 50

I used to read in books that when a person is in love, they would be willing to do anything for their lover. I was always the one to disagree with that, I was never convinced that a person could let go of their morals or something they love just because they love somebody. I could have never imagined myself as the one to bend her morals and point of views because she fell in love; however, it turned out that I was not an exception.

He just wanted to get in my pants. That was all that he wanted from me. He bewitched me with his sweet words and made me fall for him, just to laugh at me when I needed him to lift me up. He saw me as nothing but a naïve, stupid girl who was not worthy of his love. I was nothing to him even though he was everything to me. I cherished every single moment I spent with him, but I was just a worthless creature to him.

Ever since Evelyn told me that I was in danger and I might even get killed, I had been living in fear. I was scared of everything and everyone around me. I was petrified when I went out to look for jobs. It was obvious that I was not a vampire. People could tell that I was a human because of the odour of my blood. When I was asked about how I was just walking around, asking for jobs, I revealed my identity and I guess that was not the smart

I felt guilty, I was so guilty because I could not protect her. She told me that she found safety with me and I betrayed her. I promised her before that I was going to keep her safe, yet I broke my promise. I could not get her piercing scream out of my head and how she was helpless on the ground; I was helpless, too. It was all my fault, if I did not take her to that forest she would have been safe and sound. Out of all the places in the world, did I really have to take her to that forest? In some way, I felt like I was the reason behind that. The moment I walked into her life, she got hurt. She was

The moment the plane landed, I rushed to the castle. I had around fifteen hours left, but I did not want to waste any more time. Rayne was in so much pain. Olivia and Evelyn kept me updated the whole time and by what they had been telling me, Rayne was dying from the unbearable pain.