"I can't lose her." Is all his lips seem to be able to utter as he drunkly straddles himself on the couch."You're not going to." I say to him again that afternoon as I finish up making him something to eat.I'd decided to make his favorite meal in hopes it'll make him feel a little better. I let the bacon get extra crispy and even let it burn a little. Just the way he likes it.I then put the buttered toast, eggs and bacon on a plate before making my way to him. I put his meal on the table then head to the kitchen again to refill his glass of water."There." I say handing it to him and he wastes no time downing it. I know he had weed too because he's really thirsty. He then grabs his plate to start stuffing his fac

"Let's talk about your grandparents."I was wondering when we were going to get to that.Cruella de Vil and her husband, I'd used to call them. Not just because of their personalities. Grandma had so many surgeries in her life she literally looked like her.Grandpa wasn't bad. He just married bad, I actually felt bad for him. We always had great convos whenever grandma wasn't around but it was like he was afraid of her because he would turn into her whenever she was around."Uhhh... My favorite people!" My sarcasm is really evident because Dr Moyo chuckles."They used to travel a lot. And they had a lot of money." They had seven houses in this country alone.

"Are you ready?"I'm not. But it's too late to turn back now. This has to happen! It's been way long overdue."Yea." I say with a sigh then he opens the car door and I mimic him.I feel my heart beating a mile a minute as we make our way towards the foyer of the familiar house I'd hated with a passion. I'd practiced for days what I was going to say but my mind seems to be void of words right now.The walk to the door feels like an eternity but we soon get there and he insists on ringing the door bell. I let him, just like I let him hold my hand to calm me down as we wait for someone to open.He's done the whole hand holding thing with me so many times that I ex

I'm not perfect. But one other thing I'm not is selfish.I can talk about how I need to focus on my own wellbeing and happiness, which I do - very much so. Especially after everything that I've been through.But I know for a fact that I will not feel good about myself knowing that at his lowest moment in his life, Tristan needed me and I turned my back on him. I will not sleep better at night knowing he's suffering and I'm not there to help him. Call me a dumb idiot but that's just what it is.Luke told me I needed to figure out what I wanted, which is true. He also said that he's not going to wait around for that to happen, which is fair.My heart is broken, because I really do love him. I genuinely do feel that I'

He got himself a secretary.He says it's because I'm not around in the office when he needs me and so he got someone to help him out. Of course I'd rolled my eyes at that. He doesn't need help, he needs to stop being lazy. He's good at what he does, but he doesn't like admin at all. He prefers to deal with certain things and leave the others for us to deal with.He's also got tons of other employees who are able to help him out when I'm not around, so I know he was just being petty by saying that.I like Emily though, she is good at her job. She doesn't have much experience in the accounting industry but she covers the administrative side of things almost to perfection.One other thing that's hard to miss about her