I love you, professor のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 19

“Hindi ko sinasadya na matutung yung kanin! Huhuhu.” Binatukan niya ito pagkatapos magsalita. “May paiyak-iyak ka pa! Eh kasalanan mo rin naman! You idiot! Ugh!” Iniwan niya nalang ito at dumiretso sa kaniyang kwarto. Napansin niya ang kaniyang wallet na nakapatong sa mini-table niya kaya kinuha niya ito. Napabuntong hininga siya dahil alam niyang hindi na naman siya papadalhan ng kaniyang Grandpa ngayong linggo. Wala siyang maibibigay na pera sa kaibigan at wala rin siyang allowance. No party, no gala and no shopping. Sinilip niya ang laman at binilang ang natirang pera. Dalawang libo nalang ito at ang Isang libo ay ibibigay niya sa kaibigan at ang Isa naman ay pambili niya ng stocks. “Grandpa! Ugh! I hate you! I don’t have allowance! I can’t go to my friend's bar! I can’t go to the mall for my shopping! I can’t buy my stocks! And I can’t give my half allowance on my best friend! Why are you doing this to me?! Hind

She did not realize that she had fallen asleep after taking a bath. She still has a hang-over but she was able to fix himself even though he almost fell into a trance. This is her second heart break but the pain is seems like it's her first. She could not shed any more tears because she felt she had released them all. Why it's so unfair? Bakit laging may hadlang sa tuwing magmamahal ako? Am I really that certified  sinner?  Muling nanumbalik sa kaniyang balintataw ang sinabi ni Naijo kanina. Napakasakit ng natanggap niyang salita kanina, ngunit ipinagsawalang bahala niya lang ito lalo na't totoo naman ang sinabi nito sa kaniya. Mahina, marupok, tanga at bulag pagdating sa mga taong mahahalaga sa kaniya. Maybe, Naijo is right. I am coward and the strong he met before is gradually fading. Gusto niyang sabihin sa mga ito na ang ginagawa niyang paglalasing, pagmumukmok ay pahinga lang para sa kaniya. Perhaps she is used to drinking and sulking whenever frustration envelops her

The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof

The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof