Cleo  We've all at some point have had trouble sleeping . We either have trouble with sleeping because we; worry too much, struggle to let go, or in is some cases anxious about what tomorrow brings. Sleep is important it gives you a chance to recharge, and dream ... More importantly it gives your sub-conscious to get rid of what's bothering you, so that you're in the right state of mind when you're awake. Sometimes it feels like you've been asleep forever and would like to wake up. You can do that ... Only when you're not sedated or hit lights out and don't know what's going on. I don't know how long I've been out for and in my heart I know my babies are okay . I really want to wake up but my

 CleoThe past couple of months have been hard on me emotionally and physically. When I woke up after my operation I found my mother by my side and my babies sleeping on the other end of the room. I've been a mother for three months now and I'm loving the experience. The sleepless nights are getting better though .The twins are staying at Rosa's for the weakened and Gio had his first sleepover which meant that I had the weekend off. I had done a great job in avoiding Angelo until yesterday. He hadn't stopped sending me flowers since the twins were born. He started also sending me gifts, when I went back to work . Yesterday he sent me red short stem roses in a square vase the Friday the day before that he sent me pink and white tulips which almost made me cry because the note attached read;I'm never going to

  Cleo When I woke up next to Angelo on Sunday morning, I didn't expect him to do what he did. The thing about him is that; he's always been predictable. I know what to expect with him because he is inflexible... When he says he's not budging , he won't budge , if he has an opinion it won't change. Something has to happen in order for him to see that he was wrong in order for him to bend. I usually challenge him but to keep him guessing is more fun .  After breakfast three days ago ; he showed me a room he helped build for the twins. It was totally unexpected. Angelo made me cry tears of joy yesterday. My heart has always swelled with love for him; now its overflowing and flooding with so much

  Cleo Its been a couple of days since the office incident. Rosa asked Angelo to leave me and the twins and he refused . I have dated outside my race and within my race but I have never had a lot of problems until recently. Rosa has put me through hell . Angelo didn't believe me at first and it hurt to the core that; he refused to see the fruit for the tree. Claudio had a meeting with Angelo on Friday morning. I was summoned upstairs by Blake and my stomach was in knots because I thought Rosa convinced MR Massa to let me go... When I walked into Angelo's office, the first thing I received was an apology and gratitude from Claudio. An apology for Rosa's behavior and attitude towards me and gratitude

 Cleo I love dropping bombs when people aren't ready; rip the bandage off as quickly as I could to ease the blow , or push back a dislocated shoulder on the count of one insteadd of three. Angelo takes his time and I love him for that. He makes sure he does a good job with anything he does.  I had a surprise Birthday breakfast planned for Angelo.We needed to get to the family restaurant on time and his mom was cooking . I don't know what changed but she's made it clear she didn't approve of my relationship with Angelo. It came as no surprise that my race was a factor. I wish we could find fair ground. The twins aren't to blame and Cloudio has been fair through the whole situation.