Rebecca I was waiting for Jake to pick me up. He should be on his way over. He didn’t tell me where we were going, but only we will be away for most of the day. Why he had to choose this time, I don’t know. It was only seven a.m. God knows what excuse he has used to tell Lauren, especially if he said we would be away most of the day. I was feeling anxious as I waited for him. I know we would get back to our conversation we sort of had last night. I wish he would just leave it. Some things are better off left unsaid. I just wanted to enjoy today and forget about everything else. My phone went, a text coming through. He said he would text me when he was outside, rather than coming up. I made sure it was Jake before grabbing my bag and headed out. Jake was standing against his car, waiting for me. “Good morning, gorgeous,” He said brightly. 

Rebecca  I was exhausted, mentally exhausted. I barely slept last night because I had too much on my mind. My day with Jake yesterday was incredible, but it also made me realise something. I was falling for him, hard, and that was not the plan! That was never meant to happen. And knowing he is going away with her for this entire weekend coming was pissing me off. I couldn’t get the thought of those two out of my head. And the idea of it hurt like hell. I have no right getting mad because they were going away together. Jake was her boyfriend, not mine, and he will never be mine. If he wanted to leave her, he would have, a long time ago, if things were that bad. I knew what I had to do. I knew what was best for everyone, best for my heart. I had to end things before I fall any harder for him. I have no right doing what I am doing, getting in the way of those two. All I am to Jake was someone to talk to, a friend who he

(Hey, I know you are probably wondering what happened when Jake went home, that will be the next chapter. I just wanna say hello, because I don't think I have yet. Thanks for reading my book 😊) Rebecca  I was still in bed. Even when Jake showed up at my door, I didn’t move. I didn’t want him to hear me. Pathetic, I know, but I wasn’t ready to see him. I grabbed my phone, switching it on. The moment I did, the text from Jake came through, along with the missed calls and voicemail. I checked the text first and then listened to the voicemail. He sounds sad in it. He was probably confused and wondering what the hell happened. Maybe I should have given him time to talk before I hung up, but I can’t do anything about that now. It was tempting to text him back, but I didn’t. Instead, I grabbed my phone and called Paula. I was hoping she was free. It rang a couple of times before she answ

(I know this maybe sounds like the end, but just wanted to let you know, it isn't the end at all. There is still at least ten chapters to go 😊)Becca  I got woken from my sleep with my front door get knocked loudly. I had a feeling who it was. I grabbed my phone and saw I had three missed calls from Jake and a text too. I knew it was him at the door. I opened the text to see what it said. Baby girl, I need you to answer your phone. I beg you. I need to talk to you. It is important. Please, Becca, call me back X  I didn’t text back because I knew he was currently at my door. I hear Paula opening the door. I quietly made my way out of my room, just standing outside. “Jake, what are you doing here? Rebecca isn’t ready to see you,” She said. “Please, Paula, I need to see her,” He begged. 

Rebecca I reached for my phone when I woke to check the time, seeing it was close to eleven. We must have needed it after our late-night last night. We spent most of the night talking and making love. It was incredible and even better because I know he wasn’t leaving. I see an unread text on my phone from an unknown number. Strange, who could that be. There is one way to find out. I opened the text, and as soon as I read the first line, I knew who it was. Lauren. Hey, you home-wrecking whore! I hope you are happy with yourself. I will get you back for this. I will ruin Jake for doing this to me. You’ve been warned!  I rolled my eyes as I read. Am I supposed to be scared? Yeah, that isn’t going to work. I laughed too myself. I decided to text her back. Hey bitch! I am happy, Jake makes me happy, and I make him happy. Do wha