All Chapters of Her Facebook Friend.: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30
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"God knows your sorrows, your insecurities, your doubts, your fears,  your goodness. Return to him. He will heal you. For he is the best healer." [Jacqueline].....[Jacqueline's Pov]  I found myself staring at the structure of the heart that our teacher had drawn on the blackboard. The first thing I noticed was it was neat. She had done an awesome job drawing it. That I don't think will be able to draw. It was not my zone. We were in the first lecture of our classes for the day. And Mrs. Neha was trying to explain about the pumping organ Heart.   I shifted in discomfort on the wooden chair I was sitting on. It was uncomfortable and I can even bet that no one would be comfortable sitting over it. Though the amount of fat I had on my buttocks kind of feel like a cushion to me. But when you are sitting on it for the last 40 minutes without moving an inch, even it will fail you.A tingling sensation m
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Jaan's dragging.
"The purest form of love is protection. If he can't protect you. He doesn't love you." [Jacqueline].....I was surprised by his interruption.'Did he just save me? But why would he? I questioned inwardly. To myself.'Is it because he feels guilty for kissing me forcefully?'I glanced back at him with furrowed brows and he offered me a small smile. A smile that was filled with assurance. I turned back without reacting.Mrs. Neha was the first to react. As she glared at him."Is your name Jacqueline!"I looked back at him. Waiting for his response. Initially, the hand by his side was now placed behind his neck. As he rubbed the area in nervousness."I. I am sorry Mam." He stammered and I stopped my urge to laugh at his reaction. 'It was cute. He looked like just a young boy who was nervous because his crush had asked him out!' I realized how ridiculous an assumption it was!Mrs. Neha glared at him again. Her eyes filled that we're filled with fury altere
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Fight.
 "Dear Me, I pray I treat you kinder, I pray I never make you feel like you are not good enough. And you deserve better. You will get better." [Jacqueline]...[Jacqueline's POV]:Inhaling a deep breath slowly I bent my leg towards his crotch wanting to kick him but out of nowhere, someone's punch landed on his face which sent him flying down to the ground which brought me to a halt. my eyes widened as saucers in fear and something else I couldn't describe.The familiar black eyes captivated me for a while, they were filled with fury, and I felt a chill on who is going to bear the brunt of it."Who the hell do you think you are? Huh? How dare you touch her?" His voice laced with anger. And I inhaled at that. Rohan out of all people would save me twice a day. Is it a dream?2 minutes later, Jaan who was still in shock tentatively placed one hand on the area of his cheek where he was punched. His eyes glaring at me if look
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Confiding in Remo
"You are not beautiful until your beauty comes from your heart." [Ifveen] ....[Jacqueline's POV]: to come out. My nails dug in the flesh of my fists.Embarrassed Jaan mumbled some incoherent words and made way for us. Taking poor Tina with him. He walked forward taking me with him, while I felt everyone's eyes on my form. My whole body shook a little and I knew he must have felt it too. Because he was the one who had placed his hand on my shoulder."Is there anything wrong with you sweetcheeks? Should I take you to the principal to give you a day half?" He asked as we came out of the door."No. No. I am. Fine. I am fine. I don't need to go home." I gave him a small smile. He raised a brow at me looking at me suspiciously."Are you sure?""Yeah. I am.""Good." Holding my hand he took me to the nearest washroom and I walked inside without looking at him again.The
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Falling with pride.
"No one will ever recognize how rare you are! If you don't recognize it yourself. So recognize your rareness, deal with the pain that life has offered you, make mistakes, experience failures and do everything you want.[Jacqueline] ....[Writer's POV]:The yellow sun rays engulfed Jacqueline's body and the sweating started. From armpits to the corner of cheeks. Sweat rolled down her back and she felt it as it traveled inside the fabric of Kurti.She replied to him with a single word."No."Her one-word response frustrated him. He wanted to still ask her but his man ego decided otherwise. "Fine. Bye."Jacqueline's lips thinned as she held the phone in her hand tighter. He wanted to see her, but could she trust him this early. This easily. the answer came a second later. No. She didn't want to imagine
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Parents and gym
"Be strong even when your bones feel like they cannot carry the weight of your soul." [Jacqueline]....[Jacqueline's Pov]After Rohan's weird words, Mrs. Reina found me and she took me to the principal's office, requesting a half-day for me given my knee as well as elbow wounds. And for that I was thankful. She even helped me to hail an auto-rickshaw for home. She was too kind.The moment I returned, I found my parents fighting. Again. I looked through the window as daddy slapped her twice resulting in her falling on the cemented floor. Her clothes were disheveled while her eyes filled with tears.Without my permission, my feet took me over to them and I found myself standing in front of my father. I looked up to his 5'7 form."Please Stop Daddy. Don't hit her." The moment my words ended, one slap landed on my jaw and I staggered back.Another slap landed
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Self-harm
"Self-harm is not a disease. It's a spell that is cast on us in the weakest moments." [Jacqueline]....[Jacqueline's pov] Sometimes I love that time passes. That it won't stop for anyone. Because sometimes getting through a night alive is the most audacious thing. Like last night I felt the need to just kill myself. The need to remove the pain of these sufferings. Is death that horrible? Or is it because people have never been able to get through the real hidden secret of it that they blubber against deaths. Have you ever felt that? The feeling of just get the day over. So you won't have to stay in the same place that is hurting you? Huh. What I am even asking, everyone, does feels that. Not just sometimes. But various times.After I returned home, I found Daddy hitting Mummy again. Her cries in agony pierced my heart. Her tears doing nothing just shattering my he
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Texts, tears.
"A day will come when you will realize that not killing yourself is the best feeling in the world because you will realize there is much more in life than the sadness that surrounded you the time you tried to suicide."[Ifveen]..."Sorry?""I was angry" huh. My eyes sharpened reading the text, why was he angry? Just because I declined to send him a picture. Who does he think he is! How can he hurt me and then go back to like it was nothing? As if.'But he saved you today Jacqueline! Otherwise, you might be dead, instead of seeing yourself here.''You could end this in a second Jacqueline. This weird friendship if you want to.''But would you like that? To end your first friendship this miserably? It wasn't like you didn't say anything to him. You did. You have trust issues, Jacqueline. You have insecurities, so you can't force your explanation on him. What if he just wanted to see you? What if he didn't have any
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Feelings, Apology.
"Your pain isn't just painful prose. It's a novel. So fight those battles and slay." [Jacqueline]... "Jacqueline's Pov:" There was no sound of birds chirping, just the sound of man-made vehicles moving, colliding people or vehicles, the chattering voice of my bus mates, and chaos.My eyes took in the environment around me and then focussed on the phone again. I was doing this for five minutes, just taking everything in that was happening around me.Remo's last text was,"Stop ignoring me Jacqueline Please. I am going to pray for you."The feeling of emptiness was getting killed by the feeling of flattering. 'Someone can pray for me.''A stranger can pray for me.''Someone does worry about me.'I am not lonely, someone does care about me enough to pray for me
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Can someone hate you because they like you?
"Don't pour your heart in the people who don't even have any idea how to take care of it!"[Jacqueline]....[Jacqueline's POV]: I pinched myself hard on my wrist."Did he just apologized to me?"'Or am I dreaming?''No. No. He can not apologize to me. It must be a dream.' "What's wrong with you Jaan? Did you forgot to have your medicines today?" He smiles. A weird smile that gave me a creepy feeling. One you get when you hear a sound in darkness and you assume it's a ghost."There's nothing wrong with me. And what medicine are you talking about? I don't take any medicine. Fuck. I barely have medicines in fever." He groans in frustration and runs a hand through his black hair that he seemed to had dyed with brown. Gross. 
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