Alle Kapitel von IN MY DARKEST HOUR YOU ARE MY LIGHT: Kapitel 11 – Kapitel 20

 CHELSEA'S POVEver since Marcus and I ate lunch together we've been inseparable.I actually kept our friendship a secret if my father had to find out about my friendship with Marcus he would definitely freak out.I can't believe that it was finally Saturday that meant that Marcus and I would hang out today.I searched for the perfect outfit and decided to wear a red mini dress paired off with a denim jacket and black Converses.I tied my hair in a high ponytail and applied some pink lip gloss. I don't know why but I just wanted to look perfect.And today was also my eleventh birthday. And said that he wanted to show me something cool before my birthday ended.Judging by how clingy my parents became these days escaping for a few hours would be hard. My dad would easily get suspicious if unexpectedly disappeare

MARCUS'S POVWhen Chelsea went for summer and Christmas holidays it was always hard saying goodbye to her. She loved spending the holidays with her old folks but I often missed her so much.I wanted to call her and just listen to her voice but my inner conscience would always taunt me. It often called me clingy and that always stopped me from calling her.It's been years and I still haven't gotten a clue about my so-called lost sister. My mother had left such a big task on my hands.I didn't even know what she actually looked like. I was only left with the definition of her birthmark. It's star shaped precisely on her neck.I wish she was still here, maybe things would have become this hard.I wouldn't be the broken boy Chelsea and I would have been good to her.I haven't told Chelsea about my lost sister but from what I know mom gave her away to some rich influent

MARCUS'S POVThat summer had changed everything between us. It felt like it happened yesterday but it's been years and the pain is still fucking raw.Her smile still haunted me in my dreams even if I didn't want to admit my thoughts always drifted to her and a part of me missed her.I placed the cigarette between my lips and inhaled the smoke. The darkness inside me roared with excitement. It loved being fed hate,anger,regret, it just craved nasty emotions.She had left a big scar on my heart. I don't even know why I allowed her inside in the first place. But it's been years and all I feel for her is hatred.She created a monster and left it untamed. My favourite song played in the background as I recalled the last memories of Chelsea.Cold and broken downIt’s all I knewI let it corner me inAnd hide where my tracks leadNow I’m waking upAnd all I do

CHELSEA'S POVWhen Marcus had pulled me closer my heart started pounding in my chest I felt like I was going to explode. He cupped one of my cheeks gently when he leaned closer I closed my eyes shut.I knew he was going to do it.Marcus was going to kiss me.When I felt his lips on mine butterflies in my tummy began dancing in the pit of my stomach.I felt sparks. His grip around my waist got tighter as he urged me to kiss him back. I calmed myself down and kissed him back with everything I had in me.I can't believe that I'm having my first kiss with Marcus. He pulled back with a shaky exhale and the warm feeling inside me craved more of his touch.I frowned at him."Marcus….why did you stop?" I muttered coolly while pouting my lips.He chuckled lightly and traced his thumb over my bottom lip."Trust me Chelsea I d

MARCUS'S POVIt's been two months now I still haven't heard from Chelsea. When I usually tried to call her phone was usually off and it was actually strange.I kept pacing around the room trying to call her but it went straight voicemail.What was going on?This wasn't like her. I took deep breaths trying to calm down myself but the darkness inside me was on the verge of exploding.Maybe I should ask her parent's.No. I quickly went against it. This was so pathetic I'll just send her voicemail and ask her to call me back.She was my girlfriend not my wife. I didn't want to scare her away but I was so worried. I needed to hear her voice just once.I slumped on the bed and after a minute a sly smirk covered my lips.Her room.I knew that Chelsea was miles away from me but her clothes were still next door. T