Alle Kapitel von IN MY DARKEST HOUR YOU ARE MY LIGHT: Kapitel 21 – Kapitel 30

Her memories still haunted me at times. My darkness always buried the memories deep inside me. This time I didn't try to hold back what I always felt.Doctor Alan was right. I've been keeping too many negative emotions inside me when Chelsea ended everything between us that was the day I snapped and I released all my anger.Everything I was holding onto I just let go the doctors let me vent out my anger for fucking six months like some physco.But I was glad for it.Everything that haunted me was just a phase of my life that I didn't want to remember just like the redhead I knew.But she still haunts my dreams. And sometimes I feel like I can't escape. She drowns me and I fight her back but I'll get over it.Both of us were just kids but I was grown ass man now she didn't mean anything to me and she never will.She was dead to me.I haven't spoken

MARCUS'S POVAfter interviewing almost ten candidates none of them had impressed me. They were all useless.I kept tapping on my wooden desk impatiently.I closed my eyes and counted one to ten. Doctor Alan always said that it would help me relax whenever I was stressed and frustrated.I opened my eyes and took a deep breath."Relax Marcus."I had to put on my mask and bury all the emotions I felt. Because it was a sign of weakness and I couldn't let them bring me to my knees.Like some weakling.Over the past years I stopped communicating with my father a few days ago. Minnie had called me that he was on his deathbed.He wanted to see me.But I wanted nothing to do with him because he had rejected me. I wasn't his true son.A part of me wanted to go and hear what he had to sa

MARCUS'S POV I got out of the shower and wrapped a white towel around my waist. I liked taking cold showers during night time. They made me relax and forget about the shit I was in.When I opened the door I was stunned to find Tara in my room.We were on a business trip together but I was surprised to find her sitting on my bed wearing a white robe that reached her creamy thighs. "Tara you should leave immediately" I muttered coolly eyeing her curiously. She shook her head negatively. She reminded me so much of my innocent Chelsea.  I'll leave Marcus but first I want you to fuck me" she said softly in a seductive voice.  My eyes widened in shock but I recovered fast and brushed off the weird feeling.  "Tara we have an early meeting tomorrow morning and-" 

UNKNOWN POVHis masculine hands explored my body dangerously. I felt my core throbbing as he hand brushed my pubic bone.He was tempting me on purpose. I'll play his mind games as well.I rubbed my ass against his groin and he groaned as the room went silent.Reality dawned in as I noticed that everyone was watching our show.I quickly excused myself and went to the bathroom and I'm glad that he didn't bother to follow me.I needed some space to cool down and relax. I could still feel his hands on my body touching me.Fuck.My panties were drenched all because of this stranger.I took deep breaths trying to calm myself down. I felt like a wild animal on the loose.He made me feel hot and dirty. Surprisingly I liked it and I craved more of his touch,scent,his minty breath with a slight hint of whisky.

KEL'S POV  The next morning I woke up with a big headache. Thanks to the excessive drinking. When I glanced at my other side the handsome stranger was long gone without a single trace. Somehow I felt very disappointed.Anyway what did I expect from a one night stand? A bond?Some kind of relationship? Shit I was losing it. But deep down I wanted him to stay. What was wrong with me?This was supposed to sex with a handsome stranger without any freaking strings attached.I felt sore between my legs and the red stains were proof of my lost virginity. I released the breath I was holding.I can't believe that I lost my virginity to a total stranger but it felt awfully good I can't lie to myself. I saw a piece of paper on the nightstand with a couple of 100 dollar notes precisely two thousand doll