The car’s horn wakes me up, my night was terrible without Lena by my side. I open my eyes to see the hazy sunlight creep through the bright blue shades draped over the window. “Jeez…” I mumble as I bury my face through the pillow. I always hated waking up early but today was different, Lena will be here soon and I need to prepare myself before she got here. “Fuck… what the hell with people” I groan as I cover my ears with pillows. I could hear the annoying car’s horn getting loud and louder. Rosa broke into my room “Bruuug…” The door sounds. My heart beats faster as I heard the door sounds and the annoying car’s horn “What the hell! You fucking scared me! Jeez…” I say as I highly raise my voice. “The fucking car’s horn is burning my ass, I’m about to see through the window considering your room facing the parking lot and I fucking wanted to curse the o

Standing in reverie and watch the changing color of the waves… I cannot choose how the world will bring me, but I choose to live in joy. I let my joy be in my journey before I die and sometimes my joy is the source of my smile, but sometimes my smile could be the source of my joy. I close my eyes and feel the breeze, the breeze smell like roses in the vast field. I feel like I’m not suffering for a moment, from my past, my guilt, and my pain. Lena walks closer to me and standing behind me, she rests her hands on my hips and puts her chin on my shoulder “Nothing beautiful than you… but I do love the view” Lena says. “You’re the sweetest girl I’ve ever know!” I say as I point my eyes at the view. Lena chuckle “No one ever says that” She says. “Let’s prepare ourselves… everyone’s coming soon” Lena says as she kisses my cheek from behind. I turn around and facing her &

My eyes flutter open slowly, a warmth drawing me in like a magnet, daring me to close my eyes again and drift off to sleep in a grey huge king bed. A warm pair of arms pull me closer and I snuggle into Lena’s cotton shirt, I close my eyes again and relax. “Good morning babe…” A raspy voice calls, her hand rubbing my back under my shirt softly. My eyes open once more and they drift upwards, looking into a pair of gorgeous emerald brownie eyes. I take a moment to look at her beautiful features, the soft rosy glow she has post-sleep, the messy hair but sexy, and her perfect shade of pink lips. I blink for a few times and I smile like a baby before I realize where I am, I was drunk last night. “Good morning love” I say in whispers. Lena giggles as she kisses my lips softy, my hands come up, and cup her cheeks, kissing her deeper as I move under the warm covers. Lena’s arm wraps around my lower back as she pulls me closer to

I’m having a world war bomb in my mind right now, my job is to get the package from point A to point B, and what happened after that is a mystery. I might be killed or shot by someone, or maybe got arrested by cops. I’m not trained or being trained by professional pickers, I just helping Lena to finish her job and back home safely. I on my way to the airport with Lena’s guy next to me, Lena flies with the other plane and meets me in Doha. Lena and I parted at the cake shop and kissed each other lips before left, I remembered what she have said to me before we parted “Don’t be scared, okay? Everything will be fine, just follows everything they've said” Lena said before she kissed me and saying goodbye. I could see the darkness fear inside Lena’s eyes when she let me go, she’s like losing the part of her as she gets into the car and stares at me in tears behind the windshield. The guy takes me to

LENA’S POINT OF VIEWThe long flight burned my ass, I tied up my hair in a ponytail and grabbed our bags inside the car “Is everything clear babe?” I say as I close the tailgate trunk lids gently. “Yeah, all clear babe!” Maia says as she closes the car’s door. We carry our things and walk towards our house “It’s quiet here, just two of us… all guy having off day” I say. “It’s fantastic babe… I like being alone with you” Maia says as she bites her bottom lip. “I know what are you talking about… get over here” I say. I pull Maia closer with my arm and she snuggles into my arm, I kiss her cheek as we walk towards the house in lovey-dovey. I open the door and we get into the house “Gosh, I can’t see anything…” Maia says as she put the bag on the table. I walk and looking for the light button in the corner of the living room “