Semua Bab Im -perfect : Bab 41 - Bab 50

 I really had no idea why exactly I told him about my dictator of a mother who won't let me eat at MFC and her ridiculous obsession with everything  being perfect .  I don't even know why I told him about my lack of college funds and I really didn't know why I let him drive me here but by the time my tummy was filled with fried chicken and BBQ wings , I was too satisfied to care about a damn thing anymore . However , to my surprise I found out that Jacob was a rather good listener though a part of me was inclined to believe that he was only listening with so much concentration was because he might want to use that information against me later on but then again a strict mother and empty bank account wasn't something useful . Ignoring all the things that made him repugnant  , Jacob was kinda nice to hang out with . Except the first one hundred and twenty seconds of exposed anxiety when I slid in the passengers seat

Finding Adriana and Selina wasn't difficult all we needed was to follow the loud cheers of the student and that was it , getting near them was down right difficult though . The thick cluster of students surrounding them didn't even have enough space for a bee to sneak in and with my size it was all the more difficult .   " Excuse me, let me through " pushing and shoving the onlookers , I tried my best to get to the centre of this attention . Beside me a blunt in his hand Ron kept jabbing and shouting ' break it up bitches , break it up '  After a lot of tussle and ouch what the fuck you are doing , I finally saw Selina. She was her fours , protecting her head while Adriana was raining punches after punches upon her . The sight shocked me as much as it had me worried , Selina was getting beaten up ? As much as I didn't knew about her feud with the Salvadors , I knew for a fact that Selina wasn't a loser , she won't back

For the remaining week neither Selina nor Adriana showed up at school . Their little cat fight actually made its up a the way to the head master and both of them ended up getting suspended .  According to the gossip , Adriana 's father - Mr Salvador tried his best to reach a better settlement however, with Selina ending up in the infirmary with severe concussion and shortness of breath , the head master could no longer sweep the matter with ' just a small fight among students ' .   Though it didn't made any difference , rumour was that Mr Salvador actually donated a hell lot of money to the school and ' invited ' quite a number of teachers to help Adriana get a better understanding of her academic syllabus .  Humph , the world of Richie rich .  As for Selina ? She was completely depending on me to tutor her because there was no way , I was not

I didn't move , not because I don't want to but because I can't .  The intensity with which we were pushing onward had my mind spinning while I silently vowed in my heart to pray extra hard at church tomorrow .  I wanted to refute him but nothing came out of my mouth because it was clear there was no point in putting up a fight against him.. since the battle of the devil and angel already concluded my defeat .  " Jacob-" I wished my voice sounded stern hell I would have liked it if it was even normal but it isn't , its breathy and needy - Jacob started leaving a trail of kisses down my neck and my eyes fluttered close .  Damn him - how does he knows all my weak spots .  His hand reached to my back and he yanked my bra free .  Eyes filled with overwhelming lust , he grabbed my br**st and gro

Relieved , I was feeling relieved ? A chill of terror rose in my heart crawling all the way up to my spine and freezing my head . This wasn't me , what in the world was I even doing here ? This person who was kissing Jacob as if he was more important than her dying breath wasn't me . It couldn't be me . How can I be something - someone so defective ? My actions were nothing but immoral . Stop . I need to stop before I could no longer . I raised my hand and clutched Jacob's bicep and tugged on it , in a fruitless attempt to make him stop . He doesn't . When I tried to push him away pressing my hand on his chest he doesn't budge . Instead when he sensed my rejection he pressed his body against mine even more ,his slick torso flattened my bre**ts pressing them down and his grip on my hair tightened as he tugged me even c