Semua Bab Im -perfect : Bab 61 - Bab 70

Sandwich in mouth, my mind went high as if it was on adderall , I tried to think of reasonable excuses that might excuse my sins and serve me my penance . But no matter how hard I thought , I couldn't think of a reasonable excuse as for I was ignoring my boyfriend in just a relationship of two days .  Maybe I should just bite the bullet and come clean and tell Jacob that I needed some time and space ? It was a shitty thing to do but my heart needed some time out to prepare itself for this sudden ' stranger danger 'that popped up out of no where .  " Jake I -" I started but then a chill ran through me when I finally caught glimpse of the person who was staring down at me and I back tracked at once , swallowing hard I raised my hand in surrender while my sandwich flopped back on the brown paper bag on my lap " whatever happened to Ariana , I didn't do it "   Yup it was Conan , I

Jacob's  assurance  put my mind at ease, though there was a nagging voice  in my head but I threw it right at the back of my mind  , presuming it as anxiety which rose because of my  overthinking  regarding the situation .  And now that my heart was a little settled down  , I had another  thing to worry about - I was alone with Jacob , in his damn room .I could  vividly  imagine a huge  signboard hanging over Jacob's  head that read " Please move  with caution your virtue  is at risk " in vibrant  flashing colours.  Unfortunately  , the signboard  was a tad bit late ." Well thanks for clearing  it up "  I said struggling to sit up straight  as I pushed against  Jacob's chest " It would be nice if you - you know if you let me get up " " And why would I do that ? Hmm princess ?"  just like yesterday noon  his eyes

Several days passed by after that little burglary attempt , Chris was still harping mad about the entire thing . I won't say he was overreacting , not when my brother who was pretty much broke after getting a pretty dang job done on his car , had to take out whatever measly savings he got, to repair his playstation as well as the broken window pane . In his words ,if he ever get his hands on that stupid little bastard,he will shove a fist size rock right up his a*s and have him shit it out.    At first I was a bit spooked out by the stone throwing incident but later on as the day passed and nothing happened , I totally chilled out not only because Chris's stupid theory of 'Jacob 's major stalker ' was proved wrong , I was pretty much certain that the entire thing had nothing to do with any prankster or any crazy psycho maniac - most probably it was a burglar who got his facts wrong and made a mistake. With a certain assurance , the odd nag

" You -" " it's alright " interrupting Chris , I stepped forward and got between him and Adriana as he raised his forefinger to point right at Adriana's face   " She only wants to talk to me , I will just listen to what she wants to say "   " She is a manipulative c*nt , whatever she says don't believe her shit at all , I bet she just wants to makes excuses for Knight.Nothing more nothing less " said Chris still glaring at Adriana who simply cocker her brow and folded her arms in front of her chest .  " Well hate to break it to you ..Your sister is not that stupid . I don't think that just because I make some riff raff of excuses , she is gonna believe me - will you ?" she added twisting her head slightly towards me   " No , I won't " I answered her back at once , my mind was still replaying all the bullshit about how Jacob told me that I int

Anna took a step back , her face pale while her lower lip wobbled "Fine , then good luck with that tub of fat blob !"  If it was before I would have remained silent and acted like it didn't bother me that much; because as long as Anna couldn't sense that Bella mattered to me that much she wouldn't continue insulting her but not today ..Because today I wasn't up to listening her bullshit and she knew it better than anyone how much Bella meant to me .  " Let me explain something " I rumbled rage and anger pouring from my body " I'm not here to chat , nor I'm here to listen to your pathetic woes , I'm here to get facts out of you and you are going to give me those facts that I want right now or else I'm gonna destroy you and everything that matters to you "   Now Anna looked a bit afraid . I didn't blame her , it was impossible not to feel terrified when I was glaring at her with homicida