I try to scream , my mouth is open trying to enunciate the sound . Nothing comes out except a painful groan . His canines must be a damn metre long it felt like they sunk right down to my bone and perforated it . I bet there was some kind of canal in the middle allowing it to become a sort of bloody lake , the blood cells must be punching the air right now .My surroundings were getting slightly foggy and I felt hazy , I could tell I was slipping away ." J..Jace . Stop . " My voice comes out hoarse as he finally yanks his teeth out causing me to gasp in pain . Tears form in my eyes involuntarily in response to the excruciatingly painful laceration in my shoulder . I try to push at his shoulders but he was holding me steady , his hands on my waist . I wanted to look at the damage that was done . My arm hurt too much for me to push him . I can only hold back a sob .It hurt so fucking bad .Slowly , Jace pulls away and his eyes meet mine , colour had final

It's been a few days since our fight .I look in the mirror , observing the scar . Alec's medicine was working like a charm and the wound had almost disappeared , leaving just a mark in it's place .It's amazing how Alec is as powerful as a beta but also has the potential to be a really good pack doctor , he seems like an all rounder sort of person .I sigh and wear a random top with some jeans , not particularly interested in dressing up . I was crazy to be excited to go to classes , now that I've attended them , they are no different from what I had back in the castle .Boring .A monotonous routine , words spoken in an uninteresting manner with no real intentions of teaching us anything . Why should I even know the history of wars in Russia with other countries ? It's not as if it's going on right now is it ? There's a different kind of war at play here , I'd rather focus on that .I pull apart the neck of the top to observe the mark once

I walk to the library to return some extra books ." Please , Alexis ? You're my best friend . It'll only take two minutes . " Kayla had said as she munched on crackers and watched her favorite show .I sniff ." I'm being used aren't I ? What has my life come to ? " I whisper to myself as I stand next to the checkout counter and swipe the books on the scanner before putting them in the cart . I whistle as I wait for the books to process the accepting procedure and clear them from the issuing card .There were 3 days left and I was already feeling strange . Apart form feeling a little nauseous after eating human food , I can't stand to be in warm places . The sun is irritating my skin constantly and I either have to lather myself in a bottle of sunblock until people ask me if I've showered in it or instead I could wear full sleeves and a hat and act as if I was hiding my scars from years of abusing . That's excluding the fact that I would die from the heat if

I feel the sun shining on my face . It isn't warm . It isn't comforting .It's tearing my skin apart . I scream as I get out of bed and rush to the corner of the room , surprisingly reaching there sooner than I had expected as if my own weight wasn't hindering my speed anymore .I look at the blinds . They were closed but there was some light poking through in between the blinds and that's what burned me . I gulp , wondering what would have happened if it was completely open . How would I have ended up ? Meat barbecue ? Maybe Michael would bring in a soda can and actually enjoy the opportunity .I stay in the corner , heaving a great sigh . I was grateful I got out of this one though I'm sure the blinds were pulled up last night before I went to sleep . I think Jace must have pulled it up after I fell asleep .So what am I supposed to do now . I look at  my phone , it's lying on the centre of my bed . I don't see Jace around either so I

After changing and cleaning up a bit . We decided to join Alec and Michael at the club lounge . There was a huge bar and disco lights . Since it was day time , the music wasn't loud and instead of the swirling disco lights there was only a normal white one . Instead it was used for simply playing during the day .There was a pool table , darts . Hell there was even a play station with a huge screen . It seemed like an all rounder lounge . If one went deeper inside through the door , there's a small cafe inside it , away from the stinging smell of alcoholics .Perhaps encouraging the customers to take a break and sober up for a while ." I wonder if I can still get drunk . " I look over at the hundreds of bottles being displayed in curiosity .The last time I had drank wasn't one of my best moments . I embarassed myself thoroughly but that doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it . It really calmed my brain down from the constant shit I was getting bombarded with.