Semua Bab Love Ain't Always Pretty: Bab 71 - Bab 80

CHAPTER 71 The One That Got Away The One That Got Away- a lover from a past relationship that seems to be the ideal match who holds qualities akin to "the one", if it weren't for some force beyond your control, fate or otherwise that kept you apart.71About two years and a half had passed now, a lot has changed in my life after my internship at FMA and my graduation in NYU. My parents were so proud of me, of course, and Cameron was proud too, also Ingrid. A lot of things changed as years passed, I have gotten closer with Damon and we've been dating a lot than the usual after his internship in California. Both of us knew something was going on between us and I thank Kurt for this. We have been dating before we graduated and we're already in a commitment now, one year. He makes me extremely happy. He filled up the broken spaces inside of me that Nick left when he was gone and my parents both like Damon for me too.I haven't seen or heard from Nick anymore as well. I don't know where

CHAPTER 73 Wolf RingWolf Ring- A fake wedding band, engagement ring or ring set worn on the ring finger who wants to appear to be "taken"73"Can you still stand?" He asked me after opening the front door of his mansion."Yeah yeah!" I shrugged him off.Both of us entered the foyer as he lights up the entire living room. Jesus Christ this mansion is just insanely huge. I know I am drunk but I'm hella sure I wasn't hallucinating right now. I tripped over the small staircase cos I was busy looking around the house full of beautifully expensive furniture from everywhere in here and Nick quickly caught me."I'm fine." I pulled myself away."Okay. I'll walk you up to your room. We have a guest room here." He says.It aches my heart every time he says we cos his we means him and Dakota. Not him and me.I shake my head. "No. No. You know I don't want to sleep alone when I'm drunk."He looks at me intently."I-I'm sleeping with you on your bedroom." I slurred.He paused."What? You're scar

CHAPTER 75 Unrequited LoveUnrequited Love- a love or feeling that is not reciprocated or returned back75That night, I found myself sitting inside a bar all by myself with another glass of whisky on my hand, contemplating about how life has been really unfair to me. Totally ridiculously unfair to me.I mean I tried to please my parents, all the freaking time. I tried to make them even more proud of me by accomplishing everything they wanted but I guess they're the ones ruining it. They're ruining the life I want to have so much. The kind of life that I see Nick in it. The life I only want Nick to be in it cos it's what I want. It's him who I want the most."Another glass please." I slurred my words as I said to the bartender."Coming right up." He says right away.I stared at my empty glass and just want to throw it against the wall and just smash it as hard as I can. Sometimes I just wish my mom and dad weren't as huge as they are because of their fame and power gets out of contro

CHAPTER 77 UnpreparedUnprepared- not properly ready mentally or physically for some experience or action77I glanced at dad, "We still haven't talked about it." I said coldly."Well, the sooner the better." Dad says.I take a long sip from my drink and just thought about Nick. Everyone talked about the wedding and I was just sitting on my chair. I smiled whenever they would ask me something and I would talk when Damon would say me something to me. It's as if I was a robot and all of them are controlling me.When dinner was over, Ingrid decided to sleep at my apartment together with Cameron while my parents were at their hotel room. As I fix my pjs and entered the room, I found Cameron fixing the bed sheets with Ingrid. She jumps on my bed and Cameron whines about not getting it done yet. I walked to the bed and joined them."Are you okay?" Cameron asked me.I moved my head to him, "Why wouldn't I be?""Oh come on Annie. We know you still love Nick." Ingrid says.I smiled ruefully.

CHAPTER 79 AmourAmour- a sexual relationship or a secret love affair: usually an illicit love affairOrigin: Latin79NICK'S POVA few days before Savannah's bachelorette party...I could still hear Savannah so clearly as I close my eyes when she told me she's marrying someone. I gaze at the invitation card disinterestedly. I still couldn't believe she's getting married. I just don't want her to marry yet, I know I am being selfish right now because Damon is already making her happy and Damon has filled the empty spaces that I left.I know I'm selfish when it comes to Savannah. I know I always want Savannah all to myself but at the same time I also push her away because I always end up thinking that I will never be good enough for her because of my past. I'm scared about the future that she's gonna have with me.My life has changed since I left her and even though we're far away from each other, she's all I think about all the time. She doesn't know but I come around NYU before just