Lahat ng Kabanata ng At First Glance : Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

Dedicated to @lwandileb . Thanks fir being the first one to vote for my story.XoxoLove: Nothando 🦄●●As I heard the birds tweet oustude I knew taht it was another day, and once again I had to face the trutgs even thiygh it wasn't easy.What am I going to say?I know they'll ask me.Well my boyfriend abruptly woke up feeling like he didn't love me and went on to cheat on me with an ugly useless girl, with a ulgy useless girl  with a personality of a wet mop. Huh , Great (note the sarcasm) *chuckles *"It's over ", he said.  I couldn't believe what i just heard. Those two words just kept echoing in my ears and I knew that it was the beginning of the end.&n

"I'll let you into my soul, but wipe your feet at the door ".●●The wedding was last week Saturday and tuday was a Friday. And let me juat make a clarity the day Alex and I are finally going on our date.I came back from work a little bit earlier there wasn't much to do anyways so yeah. Coming back early couldn't hurt anyone. And not to mention he called early today to confirm if this was he day and I could sense the nervousness in his voice.I ripped open my beroom door only to find a mess on the bed and couch.  A wide grin was plastered on a face the moment I registered what was happening . Dresses scattered on my bed along with my high heels on the floor.  Instead of being mad I was glad that Eliz did this. I knew

"I'll pick my poison and it's you. Nothing could (ever)kill me like you do ".●●Today I didn't want so sjng myself in for somethierd wheeling so I decided to call Alex and he wasn't picking up his phone . Maybe he was buay but he'd recently got a deal hed been working on for  two moths now and it would take his career to the next  level and it nedded to be celebrated."Why wouldn't he be available on this day of the week ", Eliz said while texting Frank (Her Boyfriend) on the phone. "Maybe he's busy", I said. "Stop makinh excuses for him . You're alao a part of his life and he should have time for you. Is this because of the deal ?".

Two hours passed by and I was still standing there. Others horned but still passed.  And then others never even turned to look at me."Alex can..", but then it sank in. Not anymore.My battery life was close from being dead and non of the people I tried calling picked up. I had to call someone as twilight was gathering in the shadows.Fortunately enough my long lost friend noticed me in the darkness as I was hiking. The car was locked and just me standing here. I could feel the weight of what happend back then and what happened right now.A car stopped. Well I have to say I was shocked that it didFortunately enough my long lost friend noticed me while in the darkness as I was hiking. I couldn't notice him until I got close to tue car as I stood a little bit further from where I stood.When the car stopped I went there and he opened the passengers window."W

Just as a wise man once  said. Time heals but you know what ,time doesn't heal but healing takes time. I wanted  to be positive but I ahd to give myself time and overcome this one step at a time.I felt more attached to this chapter that kept reminding me of him.How could  one move on when they know very well that someone would not be in that chapter. I was told I could get better as time went by but I felt each and every minute ticking by sunk me into greater depths of this darkness.I couldn't wait for these John Cena's to finally stop follwing me around. They would take turns gaurding my door.  There was absolutly no fresh air to breath.  My Father grew that habit of asking about any love love relations I had with anyone. I was old enough to date whom so ever  I want yet I still had to answer these questions. Am I a teenager?What ever happend that day was a secret, only Eliz knew. I told h