Lahat ng Kabanata ng Soul Mates or Death : Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

Alpha Keen POV   I make my way back to my room just to make sure that she isn’t sitting in my bathroom anymore, and I don’t know if I’m hoping she is or wishing she isn’t. I open the door and I’m assaulted by her sweet scent lingering, and the minute I breathe it in I feel a calm wash over me and I’m instantly turned on as if her scent is Viagra.   My mind displaying images of her, and I start to think back to how close I got to truly tasting my mate. No. no. no. this is all a lie it’s just that mate bond I have nothing with her I need to keep my head on straight. I decide that I need to call Madison to get Gemma off my mind, and let Maddy know what’s going on to an extent.   I pull my phone out to see ten missed calls from Madison, oh shit well I’m going to be bitched out. I text her because she should be at school still. ‘hey what’s up?’ Alpha Keen ‘why is everyone saying that our new Luna was supposed

Gemma POV   The last thing I remember I was sitting in Westley’s car, and he had just told me that we are werewolves. I couldn’t wrap my mind around everything that the familiar stranger had shared with me. I’m perplexed about why I’ve never been able to make a friend to save my life, but here in this new town I feel close to people I know nothing about. Why is everything dark, and what is happening to me? My body feels heavy, and no matter how hard I try to open my eyes I can’t. It’s like my body is sleeping, but my mind is a racing mess.    All the sudden I feel a sense of uneasiness, and a loud voice growl out “MINE. GIVE HER TO ME NOW!” I wonder why the man is so furious, and who he’s talking about. Whoever she is she must be someone really special to him for him to be acting so possessively. As soon as I hear the voice the uneasiness leaves me, and a sense of calm washes over me. All the sudden the humming sound comes into my head

Gemma POV    As we left West's room hand in hand an overwhelming uncertainty crept over me that not even the sparks from Keen could chase away. He had shared all the reasons how he knows we are mates, and was determined to show me that West wasn't. Every conformation that Alpha Keen gave me about us being mates seemed to give him an ego boost, and with every testament that West wasn’t my mate came a wave hurt spilling into the room.   West wasn’t letting his emotions show which made it tug at my heart strings even more. I don't understand how or why, but I could just sense his emotions which was freightening at first. I know that West and I aren't mates but there is something between us that is unexplainable. It feels like the moment you come home after being homesick, and that feeling of peace mixed with contentness that slowly washes over your entire being. If Keen was my mate which felt electrifying and exhilarating, than West was so

Gemma POV   I lift my head when the door opens, tears streaming down my face, and barely hand on by a thread. “Oh sunshine, your dad let me know you didn’t take news about my brother so well.” He bent down in front of me balancing on the balls of his feet trying to make eye contact with me, and places my small body in his embrace. He stands up holding me, and sits on the bed that’s when I heard the humming again. I only catch the sound for a second before it’s gone just like before, and then everywhere our skin meets sparks erupt like fireworks crashing into my body. He finally gets that eye contact he wanted, and he gives me a knowing smirk that only amplifies my confusion. How can I be feeling sparks that only Keen is supposed to be able to give me? “Don’t think about it to much okay. Just enjoy the fact that I can help you forget about whatever bad he’s done.” I’m sitting side ways in his lap in my pajamas, and as he slowly moves he’s hands up

Gemma POV   Did I move to Satan’s amusement park or something, because I’ve never been on a roller coaster of emotions like this before? I don’t know what’s true from what’s fake, and apparently I am so desperate for love that I actually believed these God like men were interested in someone like me.   My mother was right when she made me feel like i wasn't every good enough, because clearly I'm not if someone who is supposed to be fated to be me with can't even value our bond. I don’t know why I allowed myself to believe all his bullshit when he explained us being fated mates it even sounds like a load of crap, but nothing made sense right now not that it has sense we arrived here.   I’m running a little behind due to Alpha Keen’s “punishment” or shall i say sadistic torture, and I’m pissed that my ass is stinging so bad from him spanking me that I know it will hurt to sit. Westley was waiting at the door like he said h