Lahat ng Kabanata ng What If I Do?: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

"Can...can you say it again, mom?" I asked, unbelievingly. "Can you say it again because I don't think I've heard you right? Hindi ko alam na nagaalala pa pala kayo sa akin kasi sa pagkakaalam ko wala na akong magulang! My parents died years ago! Hindi ko alam na may magulang pa pala ako dahil pakiramdam ko may pakialam lang kayo kapag may kailangan kayo sa akin! Tama ba, mom?!" I said, giving all the energy that I think I still have for this night. Ang gusto ko ay mahiga na sa kama at ipikit ang mga mata ko! Hindi iyong ganito! God knows how badly I want my parents to notice and to care for me but shit! Sa lahat ng wish ko sa bawat pagsapit ng birthday ko, hinihiling ko na sana mapansin nila ako. But I didn't expect that this is gonna happened through my wishes. Yes, my wish just granted but this is not how I like it. Oo nga't nangyari yung nagiisa kong wish, pero lintik lang, bakit naman ganito?! Bakit sa ganito pang paraan? Mom was taken aback by what I ju

Wait, what?! Tama ba ang dinig ko? Weidal Lazien Fe Veragon? As in Fe Veragon? Iyong anak ni Mr. Napollion Fe Veragon who owned the international big franchise here in the Philippines? Weidal, iyong nagiisang tagapagmana ng Fe Veragon's Franchise? Mabilis na nagangat ako ng tingin sa unahan. Dahil nasa bandang itaas kami dahil style na pahagdan pataas ang classroom namin ay malinaw na malinaw kong nasaksihan ang pagpasok ng isang napakapamilyar na lalaki. My mouth went big and I almost lose my heartbeat the moment I saw a guy entered our classroom. Just like how I bumped myself from him earlier, he's still wearing his dark brown jacket with his hoodie on, covering almost his whole face. Ilang beses kong pinikit at iminulat ang mga mata ko kung tama ba ang nakikita ko. I fought the urge to stand up and ask him if I'm really seeing him here, seeing him now. And freaking cheese! He's our new block mate who just happened to be my future husband because of what my

But honestly, hindi talaga sa comfort room ako papunta. I just don't like the air inside kaya lumabas ako. Sa may kusina ako dumaan since doon ako ginaya kanina ng maid. I held the strap of my bag tightly as I wandered to their backyard 'till my foot brought me to their garden. Namangha ako nang makakita ako ng sunflowers and different types of expensive flowers and crops! Ang ganda rin ng pagkakadesign sa bawat paligid and they also have a fountain with a statue of an angel that is made from gold! Ghad, this family must be very rich! I don't know why they are not on the list of billionaires nor millionaires when they released it last month! They should be there! Fe Veragon must be at the top! "Where the hell did they get this?!" Bulong ko sa sarili saka pinalibutan ng tingin ang bawat halaman. I even took my phone out of my bag and took a picture of each flower and crop. I took a selfie of myself too. Gusto ko sanang i-myday or gawing profile yung na

I just rolled my eyes and get the handkerchief. Hindi ko sana kukuhain since hindi naman talaga sa akin but I remembered that Drel sometimes brings a handkerchief with her. Baka sa kaniya ito at mahalaga pala dahil bigay ng kung sino, sayang naman kung mawawala. Inalalayan ko si Drel hanggang sa makarating kami sa sedan ko sa parking lot. I was having a hard time putting her inside of my car, especially that she's starting to act stupid again. This is the reason why I sometimes hate to be with Drel whenever she gets drunk. She's acting like a crazy bitch! "Why...why are you always...a-always hurting me, Rio?" She started shouting that I almost push her into the garbage area because of embarrassment. Kahit na iilan lang naman yung mga tao dito sa parking lot, nakakahiya pa rin dahil ang lakas ng boses ni Drel. She's totally wasted. "Fuck you! Fuck you, Rio! Fuck you!" Ghad, gusto ko nalang busalan ang bibig ng babaeng 'to. I'm trying to put her

"You invited her to be one of the judges?! Ghad, I so freaking need to prepare more!" "Relax, Ren! Pasado ka na, sigurado yan! Saka pakilala muna ako sayo kahit alam kong kilala mo na ako." He winked at me. I feel nauseated, ew! "Planeus Mack Montealba nga pala, the CEO and president of International Modeling Class. And the most important thing you should not forget is that I'm cute and handsome," then he winked again. "Ayos ba?" I acted like puking. "Doesn't suit you, really. Mukha kang takas mental," I said, half true and half not. "Ouch! Grabe ka, Ren! Hindi kita tanggapin diyan, gusto mo?" Pananakot niya. Pinandilatan ko lamang siya dahil alam ko namang hindi niya yun magagawa. "Okay, fine! I'll go ahead!" I stood up and was about to take a step when he immediately takes back his word. "Uy, sandali! Ito naman hindi mabiro! Eto na nga oh, tanggap na tanggap ka na!" He look at me, pouting a bit. "Tanggap ka nang maging asawa ko—Aray!