A faint smile dances across my lips as I gaze down at Alex lying in bed. I don’t know if he is more beautiful when he is sleeping, or it is the fact that I have taken another step closer to officially making him mine.  Unfortunately, he isn’t ready for the next step, but I’m sure it won’t be long now.  I’m happy though that he returned the favor tonight.  I can almost still feel his warm mouth wrapped around my aching shaft.  For the first time in my life, I almost exploded before it even began, but who wouldn’t.  Glancing down at his nervous face and seeing the battle raging within his eyes.  His face still flush with what has transpired right before.  Regardless of his uncertainties, he still wrapped his luscious lips around me and gave me the same pleasure that I gave him only moments before.  I am his first man and I plan on being his last, too.  If everything goes according to my plans,

I can’t take it anymore.  I have to get away from the beach.  All those skimpily clad girls are torturing me. I sigh as I walk along the rocks. It didn’t take me long today to figure out the areas here where no one goes.  One of those places is the rocks just up from the beach.  There, I can still see my friends having fun here, but I’m also far enough away that I can’t really see the girls.  Plus, none of the girls would climb the rocks just to be around me.  So, this is a win-win situation for me. The bonus perk is that David isn’t here either. I can hide behind some of the large boulders, and no one will know where I’m at. I shift around on the rock and move the blanket around trying to get comfortable before I settle back and relax.  My eyes roam the vast ocean while the soft rhythmic sound of the waves crashing against the shore nearly lulls me

What is happening to me?  I can’t believe that I even reacted to David’s touch. That is insane.  I don’t like him.  I’m not attracted to him.  It is only because I’ve been without sex for so long.  Yeah, that has to be it.  My body is super sensitive right now, and that is why I moaned when he nibbled my ear.  It can’t be because I liked it or that I was enjoying it.  Right?I pick up a pebble and heave it hard towards the water.  I sigh as it skips across the water several times before it disappears below the surface. Maybe my life is like that stone.  I’m just skipping along the water right now, trying to stay afloat, but as soon as this bet is over, and I can get back to my old self.  This version of me will disappear. I take a few more steps in the dim light from the resort. I can’t even enjoy the twinkling stars in the

I glance across my dining room table towards the living room, where David is sitting on the couch playing video games with Brandon and Kai. I still can’t believe that I couldn’t find some reason to not have him come here.  My entire plan is to avoid him, but I can’t really do that if he is sitting in my freaking living room playing games.  UGH….A little nudge to my arm snaps me back to what I’m supposed to be doing, which is my homework.  I sigh and roll my head towards Chance.  “What?  Am I not working fast enough?”Chance clicks his tongue and shakes his head.  “You are daydreaming again.  We have all agreed with Paul’s goal for today, and that is to get the bulk of this assignment done.  Then we can spend the next couple days finishing it up and studying.”I tap my books with my pencil.  “I have been working.  You have been lookin

I hurry out of my apartment and down to my car.  I don’t trust David to not come to my place, so I’ve decided that the best thing to do now is to avoid him at all costs. After I jump into my car, I head down the road like I always do.  However, after a block, a thought rushes through my mind, and I quickly turn right, heading a different direction.  I don’t know how much of my routine David already knows, but I will not do my usual thing and find out. I tap my finger on the steering wheel as I try to think of a good place for breakfast.  I had rushed out of my place too earlier, and I didn’t give myself time to even eat anything.  The only thing worse than going without sex is going without food. I suddenly remember some people in my classes talking about a new restaurant over in this direction.  It is a little farther from campus, but I might as well try it. My fingers slowly s