Alle Kapitel von Forgive and Let Go: Kapitel 21 – Kapitel 30

It has been 3 years since I moved back home. I never went back. I did finish my nursing degree though. That was one thing I wasn't going to give up. I guess you're wondering what happened with JP, Maggie, and their daughter. I can't go into full details because I honestly have no idea what all happened, I can only tell you what Becca and Nick told me. Speaking of Becca, she was pissed when she found out I moved back home and didn't bother telling her. It took her almost a year to forgive me. Anyways back to JP. He ended up getting full custody of McKayla. That was great to hear. I know he wanted that so badly, so I'm glad that he got his daughter. Becca sent me a picture of her not too long ago. She is the most beautiful little girl I've ever laid eyes on. It almost makes me wish I had a child of my own. Keyword, almost."Hey, babe. You ready?" My boyfriend, of a year and a half, Will as

I stood there completely speechless with tears running down my face. I wasn't sad. I was just shocked. Do I want to marry Will? I think back to all of the times where I couldn't do anything but daydream about getting married. Now that I have a man kneeling in front of me I can't even speak."Olivia?" He was waiting patiently for my answer.Finally, I was able to form the words that I had wanted to say, "Yes! Yes, I will marry you."Will stood up taking the ring out of the box and sliding it onto my ring finger. I held my hand up admiring the ring before throwing my arms around Will's neck to pull him down to me. I smashed my lips into his. He was laughing through out the kiss."I thought for a minute there that you were going to tell

I could feel JP's eyes on me. Every time I moved, I knew that his eyes were following me. I tried doing everything that I could to stay away from him. When I did look at him, all of the memories we shared would fill my mind. I love Will. I don't have feelings for JP. At least I don't think I felt anything like that towards him. I think the pull I feel for him is all linked to him being the one that took my virginity. I still regret that moment to this day."Liv, come pway" McKayla was pulling on my hand."Let me go say hello to some of my friends and I will come back and play, ok?" I told her.McKayla frowned. "I go with you.""Come on, McKayla. Let Liv go see her friends for a little bit." JP grabbed his daughter's hand.Mckayla pulled away from him, "Pweeeeaaaasssseeee!" she grabbed my hand again.JP looked over at me and I nodded. "Ok, you can come with me. I'll let you meet my friends.""Yayyy!" She

"I am so glad we have the entire weekend to ourselves." I grab Will's hand as we are leaving the hospital after our shift. We have worked the last 15 days and finally have two days off again."Me too" Will smiles but it doesn't quite reach his eyes.I pull him to a stop. "Ok, what's wrong?"He shrugs and pulls his hand away from me. He then continues to walk towards the truck.I don't move from my spot. I stand there watching him walk away from me. When he reaches the truck, that's when he looks back at me to realize that I'm not with him."Olivia, please, let's just go home." He shouts across the parking lot to me."No, not until you tell me what's wrong." I stand my ground. Will has never acted like this, that's how I know something is, for certain, wrong with him."Damn it, Olivia, I just want to go home. If you don't bring your ass on, right now, I will leave you standing right here in the parking lo

The next day, JP is back at the house to pick me up at 9. That way we are back in our hometown by 12 at the latest. He had to pick up McKayla at 4. We figured that would give me plenty of time to talk to my parents and Will."Do you want to go to your parent's or Will's first?" JP looks over at me as we began to enter our hometown.I thought about going to Will's last, but the more I thought about it I figured I might as well go to him first and get it over with. Hopefully, he was home and awake."Let's go ahead and go to Will's house." I sigh. I began to feel the nerves working throughout my body once again. JP notices. He reaches over, grabbing my hand, and gives it a squeeze."No matter what happens, it will be ok. I promise everything will be just fine.""This isn't how I planned all of this. I mean I didn't even have sex for the first time until.. well you know what I mean. I thought I would be married and st