Why (8 years ago)

It has been almost a month since JP and I had sex. To go ahead and answer your question that I know you are thinking, No I did not get pregnant. Thank god. JP freaked out that night and he hasn't touched me since. It's hard to even get him to stay in the same room as me for more than 5 minutes. Even though we were both caught up in the moment, he blames me. He blames me for calling him into the bathroom and the two of us ending up in my bedroom. I wish I could go back in time and just erase everything that happened that night. Mainly the part where I lost my virginity. Becca was beyond disappointed in me, but we are ok now.

So that leads to now. I am currently sitting on the couch drinking a beer and watching transformers. JP had yet to get home. Which was nothing new lately. He would stay out as late as possible just so we wouldn't have to see each other. Little did he know I was up and