Samantha Point of view I kissed Ryder. I don't know why but it felt great. It felt like fireworks just being this close to him. My heart starts to melt as my arms wrapped around his neck. His arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me close to him as if he wanted to know I was still here. Like he was afraid if he lets go of me I might not come back. I don't want that, I don't want to leave his side. I just want to remember everything and be with him. My mind is telling me he's a stranger but my heart is telling me something else. My heart is telling me that he is someone special to me. The most important person in my life. I just want to be in his arms every day. It makes me feel safe with him. A noise from the back made us break apart and stared at the person behind us. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Lily apologized as she bowed her

Samantha Point of View  It was raining for 2 hours. It's already 12 and the rain won't stop. I can hear the rain slamming through my window and hear the trees swaying from the strong wind. I looked at the rain, worried if the others are okay.  A knock was on my door as I can hear Ryder behind the door. "You can come in." The door opened and Ryder came in with an extra pillow and a blanket. He walked towards the bed and set them in front of me. He didn't need to though. Two pillows were enough and the blanket was warm enough. But it was sweet of him to bring me those. "Thought you might need this." He said. I murmured thank you and waited for him to say something or leave but he stood still till he sat down. I looked at him waiting for him to say something-anything. "I-" He stop

Samantha Point of view "Did you have another memory?" He asks. I looked at him shocked that he knew. Is he a mind reader now? I nodded in reply. We just got out of the car then walked silently to the hospital. We got in an elevator. He pressed his thumb on the 5th floor. "What was it about?" I opened my mouth and quickly shut it. If I told him he would just say okay or walk away. In these past 2 days, I observed Ryder. I learned that he was completely shut down. Not like when he was in my memories. The Ryder in my memories was the opposite. He changed and I want to change him back. "What's wrong," Ryder asks, worried why I was silent the whole time. I mentally prepared myself. If I want to change him. If I want to get my memories back. If I want everything the way it should be. I have to do something different and stop waiting in the

Ryder Point of view  Shit, shit, shit. I pressed myself on the wall trying to gain control over myself. Take her, take her, take her. Complete the mating bond. Hold her, kiss her, make her yours. I groaned and pressed both my hands on my head. Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up! Come on, Ryder. Control yourself. The timing of her heat cycle was bad. She doesn’t have her memories and has no idea what heat cycle even was. She must be scared right now.  I was at the back of the hospital, trying to gain control over my wolf. She was in heat. I could smell it on her. Dammit, I can still smell it all the way here. I shut my eyes tight when I felt my eyes turning black. Breathe Ryder, breathe. "Ryd

Samantha Point of View My eyes feel heavy. I felt so bare. I can even feel my head aching almost as if I drank the whole night. I opened my eyes slowly. Adjusting my eyes to the light. It was a blur and I felt cold. Actually cold is not the word for it. I felt bare. My eyes literally popped open as I realized I am naked under the sheets. Oh my God, what happened last night. I bit my lip. What do you think happened last night?  There are clothes on the floor, my bed is somehow a mess and so are my things on the table. The most obvious part is that I am naked on my bed. Oh my god.. Did we... I covered my face with my hands as I felt the heat rising up to my face. Crap, we did. And I don't remember any of it. Maybe that's fine. Right? Stupid, it is fine! Don't