Cayden... He's sometimes out for the whole day but he's reasoning out that I shouldn't know about that yet. He's telling me to just stay blind about what he's doing and that he'll just tell it to me when the time comes. When and where the fuck does he want to tell me that? When we're both already dying or when we're already in the middle of the war and the both of us is supposed to get killed? Damn him! He's damn unreadable and that's what I hate about this invention of my mom right here.  I can even forget sometimes that he's a robot because I think he's a normal human who is always full of secrets and mysteries which I can't and will never figure out just because I want to. I don't know but it feels like he really is making me think that way for some reason. He's not easy to read and he can even fool me if he wants to that's why I don't know what I should do anymore. If not just for the pieces of information he gave me about my mother, I wouldn't have bel

The past that we're going... We don't know everything about it completely. There's still a thing that we've missed. A piece of information was missing and that's how everything turned this way and what they used for it to be this messed up. There something... I know that there's something that we need to find for us to break them. There's something that we need to get and break for us to succeed. That's why I'm sure of. And I need to find what they're hiding. It's not just because I'm curious, of course. But their secret will lead us to the way on how we'll be able to defeat them. It can be a key or something but I still have no idea on anything about it. They kept themselves mysterious.  I mean obviously, they have something with them for them to be able to make the whole human race their slave and control them the way they want everyone to move just like what they did to me but I'm different. I and my mother are different for we are moving just to stop ou

We're walking on the street while everyone is looking at us like we're a different creature when we just actually look like them and there I realized that we actually dress differently than them. We both are wearing a normal dress on the inside and a steel outfit on the outside as our combat suit which can protect us In case something bad happens in year 3079 which we actually failed to go to. Right. It's not normal for them to see someone wearing this kind of suit so I shouldn't be surprised by that. And besides, they're not doing anything bad to us which is also great. I don't want to involve ourselves in a fight here when we will clearly win for we both are made to be a fighter. And I don't think they're capable of doing that. I mean they all look so kind and they just really think of us as a weird person. I would also think of that if I'm just as normal as them. Yes, I'm normal but in this era, I'm not. These people are too vulnerable and transparent that th

"Heszhia Viggo Croñelo. What a beautiful name you got there, young lady. It suits you well because of how fierce you are," the old man uttered that made my eyebrows furrow and my forehead crumple. I can't remember that I introduced myself already to him so how the heck did he know my name?  And I know Cayden didn't tell him my name either. We're just together all the fucking time here. Why did I even end up talking to this old man who knows nothing but to say such useless things that I will never want to hear? Gosh, I want this to end already.  I actually don't act like this when people are good at me but when it comes to him, my blood just instantly boil in so much anger which I don't know where it came from. I just felt that I'm angry at him and at the same time I want to be close to him. I don't know. This is fucking weird. "How did you know me?" I asked him that made him chuckle. It's just the both o

"I was the one who helped your mother do it, Heszhia." Fuck! Say what? What is he saying? Have I heard it right or am I just hearing things that he didn't actually say? Because I don't think I've heard it right.  "What did you say?" I asked him while looking straight at his eyes, wanting to know his answer from it and to see if he really is telling the truth. I want to clarify things for I don't think it's possible that he knows my mom.  I know that I wasn't able to see my mother but I don't think it's possible for him to know him if he isn't someone important. If he really knows my mother, then she trusted him that much so should I trust him too? I don't think so. It's not that my mother isn't capable of befriending anyone but I just have a different feeling about this like I won't like whatever I'll know today and I just hope that that won't be true. He's not going to hurt me, will he? Well, I won't let him do that unless I'm alr