บททั้งหมดของ HELENA: บทที่ 11 - บทที่ 20

I got tired after a long day, and I fell asleep when I heard a girl crying downstairs inside nanny Silva’s room. I stand up, with my messy hair and sleepy eyes. I wear my slippers, and slowly open the door to avoid creating the sound so I will not wake Echo up. Because I know he’s tired; it’s been a long day for him too. I went down to check who was crying. I walk slowly, passing to the kitchen to go to nanny Silva’s room. I saw mama, daddy, John, and the girls still at the dining area, watching me walk slowly. When I reached the nanny’s room, I slowly opened the door to check who was crying and I saw a young girl who is about six years old; wearing a dress with a teddy bear and a red balloon crying red balloon design on her dress., scared from the thunder and lightning inside the room and an older woman hugging her, comforting her and singing her a lullaby. I went inside to look closer, and I was surprised because it was nanny Silva and me. I remembe

I went to Brother Mike’s place and waited for him to go out. His house is small and simple, with a little sunflower in a pot at the front of his house. I don’t know if the flower is real. I have been waiting for this moment since my memory of his comeback. I research like a detective where he lived so that I will pick him up or kidnap him. I am waiting inside the car with Echo. Waiting for him to come out.    “Come out. Come out wherever you are,” I whispered while waiting for Brother Mike. I saw a chubby little girl go out of the house. She is wearing shorts and a shirt and her hair is tied with a pink ribbon that makes her cute. She wears her pair of slippers, and she calls her daddy, and it is Brother Mike. I saw him kiss his daughter. That is why I wonder if he is sexually abusing his daughter too.  I watched the kid leave. She went to her playmate living next door with her buck

 AFTER A WEEKI went to the grocery just to buy two bottles of orange juice and a pack of cigarettes. When I saw many people gathering together at the fountain park near the grocery store, they were all wearing white t-shirts, with a white candle each and a paper. I wonder why they are gatherings? I parked my car near the grocery store and went down to buy what I needed, but before I went inside the grocery store, I heard a rumor that there was a killer on the loose in our place and called everyone to be aware and to keep themselves safe. That gave a scare to everyone, and the last victim was the Husband and wife in South St. The killer burned their car while they were inside the car.  I take the paper from the young man who is wearing a white t-shirt too.  Standing beside the door of the grocery store. “Excuse me, what is goi

I feel so relieved right now aside from the fact that we made love. and this is the first time again in a long time that I don’t have a nightmare. I sleep well, that is why my head does not ache anymore. It seems that the burning of the red car works. I went downstairs and greeted everybody with a “good morning.” I prepare breakfast for everybody. I cooked bacon and eggs, I put the bacon and eggs one by one on their plates, I made coffee with one teaspoon of coffee, one tablespoonful of milk, and sugar. I don’t want to make coffee in a coffee maker if it is my own coffee because I want to make it in an old-fashioned way because for me It makes the coffee naturally delicious. It is just my opinion and I don’t know about others and I sat between John and the girls facing my parents. I look at them and I smile at them. With the energy that I have. I can say that I am ready for today. 

Brother Ven is a good man and he is nanny Silva’s friend. That is why I need to be gentle with him even though he is losing my patience because he is asking a lot of things. I made him coffee again so that once he regained consciousness he had a coffee to drink.  I am sitting in front of him and waiting for him to wake up and once he wakes up. I will offer him coffee so I will not be harsh on him before showing him, Belinda. The true reason why I need him here.  After a moment of waiting. He wakes up and he looks dismayed, maybe because he is thinking that this is all just his dream but it is not.  “Hi” I greeted him with a smile because I am so happy to see him awake now. “I m