LuxA small part of me was sad at how fast we needed to leave the Olympia Pack, but most of me was excited. I was thrilled to go home and to see my family in person again. I knew Daphne was sad to see us leave and I promised her that one day we’ll return.I intend to keep that promise. I want to come back here regularly to remind ourselves of what we did. I’m still in awe of what we’ve been able to accomplish.Silas holds my hand during our flight home. It isn’t as bad now that I can see, but it still makes me uneasy. Silas watches me a lot with a small smirk, he’s content just seeing me happy. I asked him to help me learn colors so throughout our flight we randomly talked about the colors in the room and he would show me color charts on his phone. I would ask him to quiz me, I wanted to know the proper terms for everything.I ask, “Do you have pictures or anything of everyone so I know who is who when we get home?&rdqu

LuxI’m worried for my brother. Although he didn’t talk about it too much, I know that there’s a lot of anxiety underneath the surface.As Silas leads us down to the second floor he says, “Hey, calm down, Kai and Genevieve confided in us and that helps them out a lot already. We’ll figure this thing out with the vamps.”“I know we will. Just wondering when life can calm down and we can you know have a normal existence.”He chuckles, “Have we ever had a ‘normal’ existence Lux?”I shrug, “I suppose not.”He turns towards me and grabs my face as he passionately kisses me causes me to gasp in surprise. His tongue slips in my mouth and I moan as I tug on his reddish brown locks. He nibbles my bottom lip before pulling away. His eyes gazes into mine and are mischievous. He smirks and says, “Come on, we can do fun stuff later, right now we need to see my family.&rdq

LuxEvery time I go to a place that I’ve been to before, but it’s the first time for me to actually see it, it feels weird. Like I know the place, but not really.As we pull up to it though, I understand why Silas was drawn to this place. It’s beautiful and quiet and smaller than the Royal Pack and just has a comforting aura.Silas holds my hand and I know he’s trying to silently reassure me. I’m nervous about seeing my dad. I am angry at him for leaving Kai the way that he did, but I’m also excited to see him. It’s the first time I’ll really be able to see him and I can’t help but look forward to that.As we pull up to the pack house, I notice it’s much smaller than the castle that the Royal Pack has, but it’s still a decent size.There are 7 people waiting at the front of the pack house and Silas parks and looks at me and asks, “Are you ready, Lux?”I can’t t

KaiI can’t believe that Lux and Silas went around me to Genevieve.I would’ve given them permission. It would’ve been hard to see them go… I keep having a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach that they’re going to leave and not return and… I can’t afford that. I need them here, but Silas keeps avoiding me when I try to bring up the topic of him becoming a Royal Beta again.I don’t understand why. He was raised knowing that he and David would both take the position and he had always seemed excited over it. And now it’s like he doesn’t care about it anymore.Hopefully Lux is able to get our dad to come back so we can resolve things and maybe I could get some answers.Genevieve comes into our room and sighs as she looks at me. She says, “It’s going to be okay.”I nod, I know she’s right. She always is.She says, “Maybe this will help with your dad.

LuxI shifted into Kodi and urged her to run as fast as she could. Her paws pounded against the ground and I loved the confidence exuding from her now that she can see where she’s going. She is a little cocky though, she’s pretty confident in her ability to outrun Loki.I can’t believe Kai would even suggest us being co-rulers! I can’t be Luna Queen… it’s not my place. It’s a good thing I was blind because I don’t think I could handle all of the pressure and responsibilities that are tied in with being a Queen!On top of it, look at Kai and Genevieve. They make the whole thing look so effortless. If Silas and I came into the mix I’m sure I’d just mess it up.My sadness seems to fuel Kodi as she runs further away from the waterfall and away from the pack house too. She knew I wanted to be alone and was trying her best not to go somewhere that Loki or Kai would instantly think of.A small part of me wants to talk to Silas, but another part of me doesn’t want to. He’ll just talk about ho