Elina   After rushing out from the bathroom feeling like a fool for being lured to let him do that to me. And then he thought that I would be okay with him biting me and injecting something into my bloodstream. So that I would get pregnant nonetheless. Well screw you Lazarus! Humans ovulate so you have to screw them at the right time! Hah!   I distractically dress myself in a pair of black yoga pants and a bright pink tank top. I don't bother to put a bra on, it's more comfortable without anyways. I leave the bedroom to wait for Lazarus in the living room hoping he is done soon because I want to keep my anger to throw at him. Plus I’m hungry and I don’t know how that food synthesiser works. But what’s taking him so long?  

Elina I really needed that shower. Playing with Kurn was fun but who knew playing VR could be a whole workoutpass? And Kurn barely looked fazed. Perhaps I should train a little as well. But I hate that shit. Perhaps I can play VR and call that my workout. I’m in my own little world when I suddenly hear Lazarus' voice. “So you want to go to the dining hall or stay here and eat?” “Aaaah! What are you doing here?” At my outburst he chuckles and speaks again. “Just so you know I’m in the living room speaking through the com. If you press the flashing symbol on the tablet you can speak

Elina   After the game we make our way to the dining hall to eat some supper. I feel exhilarated and high on adrenaline from the game and the boys seem to be as well. I have decided that I will call them the boys. We are loud as we talk about things that happened, laugh at the mistakes we did and plan for how to make a better job next time.   In the dining hall I am placed at a table while the boys fetch food. When I’m left on my own the adrenaline slowly ebbs out and I start to feel slow and tired. The day has been a long one for me with a lot of information and new experiences. As Lazarus places my plate in front of me I let out a big yawn.   “Just eat as much as you can and then we’ll head back to our room. I think we need a shower and then you need to sleep.” I

Lazarus   Who would have thought that it would be so hard to restrain myself from mounting my mate? This is like a nightmare! Everything she does excites me. She bites her lip and I go hard. She walks in front of me and my trousers shrink. She bends over the sink to spit her toothpaste and my boxers are like a six-person tent. And when she crawled onto the bed in that sexy nightgown I almost exploded.    The worst part of it is that she doesn’t seem affected at all! She goes on like nothing. Now she’s sleeping soundly next to me but my sleep is nowhere to be found. With a frustrated growl I throw off my comforter and get out of bed. Maybe another cold shower will help. Not that the other five I took today helpt in any way.    Removing my boxers I step into

Elina   It’s just as Lazarus said, I’m sexually aroused all the time. Nothing we do makes the feeling go away. After sex there is about an hour that my body rests before the feeling is back and Lazarus is the same. Every morning I wake up to him thrusting into me and for some strange reason I don’t mind. But all of this has to come to an end today. In 20 minutes Lazarus has his first shift on the bridge since I came here. I have been here for a week, well actually two but the first I was sedated so that one doesn't count. At the moment it feels like I wasted the first two days when I refused him.   “You can wander around the ship freely. Do you remember where the game room is? If you get lost you can contact me on the com. Remember that Skillys and Nim want to see you later. There is a map on the com if you need to find your