I look down at Caroline with a smile. She had fallen asleep downstairs after our second movie, and we had carried her upstairs to the bedroom. It was odd, not ending the night buried inside her. At first, when she had asked us to be celibate for eight months, it had upset me for several reasons. Obviously, as a man it's difficult to go that long without sex. But the real reason, is that I thought she didn't want me anymore. I could see the way she looked at Nick, could see the way she cared for him. Loved him. She laughed with him, smiled with him. She called him pet names first. She always looked to him when she was upset. She always wanted his comfort, always wanted his support. She never needed mine. I had felt that she was only with me because she thought she needed to be in order to be with Nick. Of course, I kept this bottled up inside me. I could never tell her how I felt. But Nick had started to sense my distance. I didn't want to get in the way of them loving eac

Two hours later, Nicholas and I are strolling down the walkway in an outdoor shopping plaza. One of his hands is wrapped tightly around mine, pulling me to all the different stores. The other hand is carrying three of my full shopping bags. After breakfast, I had kissed Antonio and sent him off to work. He had practically begged me to let him stay. I could tell by the brick in his pants that he was hoping I would change my mind about the ‘no sex’ rule. He wasn’t trying to convince me, he didn't even mention sex at all. But I know Antonio. I know him. I know it’s killing him even more than me. Probably even more than Nicholas. Nick knows I love him. He knows that I love both of them, and that I love them equally. But with Antonio, I can see the doubts. I can see the uncertainty. It has always been there. Always. He has never felt like he is enough for me. At first, I did not understand how the hell he could feel like that. He is so fucking gorgeous. The perfect loo

I watch as both men freeze, as though every single bone in their bodies locked up. Jaws clenched, eyes wide. Unbelieving. "Well, aren't you going to at least say hello?" Sara crosses her arms, an eyebrow raised above her bright blue eyes. They still remain silent, but I notice their breathing get heavier. "Why don't we go inside and you can talk?" I offer up. This seems to draw their attention back. They nod. I walk around them, and notice their hands reach out to me slightly. Needing some kind of contact with me. I keep walking, unlocking the front door and heading straight to the living room. Sitting down on the armchair, I hear the door shut. I keep my head down as the three of them enter. The twins take in the empty space on the couch, before choosing to stand next to my armchair. Sara looks at the three of us before she sits down on the couch in front of us, the coffee table being the only thing that is separating us. "How are you alive?" Antonio breaks the tense silence. S

Nick rounds me, going to stand right in front of me, Tony next to him. "What's going on here, Caroline? Are you jealous?" I let out a humorless laugh. "I'm not doing this, not in front of her." I turn around and leave the room, heading straight to the front door. I see my bag by the door and go to pick it up when Nicks hand beats me to it. I turn on him, seeing Tony standing right next to him, Sara no where in sight. "Give me my bag, Nicholas." "Talk to us, Caroline." Nick crosses his arms. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, opening them to see both of them staring at me. Hurt, panic, anger. Every emotion painted openly on their faces. "I just want space, please. I need to think about what just happened today, about how I feel about it. I can't have you two around me, it's just going to confuse things for me." The tears finally begin to slide down my face silently. Tony steps forward, making me take a step back. My back hits the wall and he cages me against it, one arm pre

I thrust my fingers in and out of me quickly, moaning and arching my back. Tony is the first to break, coming to join me on the bed. He immediately removes my fingers from my cunt and sucks them, licking my juices clean. He leans up and kisses me, letting me taste myself. He pulls away to whisper against my lips. "I'm going to fuck you until your pussy is red, and spank you until your ass is raw." I moan at his words. He smirks and lowers his body back down to my cunt. He looks up at me before shoving his face against my wet cunt. I moan as his tongue finds my engorged clit and he sucks on it. I feel two of his fingers shove into my opening, he thrusts them into my pussy several times, before going even deeper and presses against my g spot. He twists his fingers around, scissoring me hard and fast, each time pressing against that very special spot. I moan even louder before looking at Nick. He is staring at me, looking indecisive. His cock is bulging, thick and harder than I've seen