Lahat ng Kabanata ng Marry Me, Madison: Kabanata 91 - Kabanata 100

“What a mess.”Looking at myself in the mirror, I couldn’t help but to frown at my own reflection. I looked like an old zombie with dark circles or a malnourished panda who has not eaten for weeks.After last night… I tried… Believe me I tried sleeping but what Gavin did stuck in my mind. It felt like… I could still feel the softness of his lips.…What the fuck did I just thought?That’s sounded so fucking cringey. Get a hold of yourself! That meant nothing! He just did that to shut you up and calm you down…But… It didn’t calm me down. My mind is still in the state of chaos on what I should do next and how I should face Gavin… I mean, I bet I will feel awkward. Like the last time… the thing… the uhm… the thing happened when uh.. The hickeys and stuff. Even after that I looked like I was not bothered but those hickeys proved that something happened but I remained composed even if sometimes I feel awkward… What more that I remember everything clearly and even the feeling!I must have

Something is weird…I don’t know if it’s because the owner of this house is weird that made the house itself weird.Am I still dreaming? What’s happening?No, it feels too realistic to become a dream. I think I am fully awake this time but I will not open my eyes just yet. But what really is happening?Last time I remember, I slept on a sofa near Gavin's room with Chowie but now… why do I feel something that’s brushing my cheeks? As far as I remember, it is safe there. I’m still inside Gavin’s manor that was surrounded by bodyguards and have a proper protocol.It can’t be an assassin… It will be too odd for the assassin to brush my cheeks like this.Oh, it disappear- Shit.I flinched when I felt a rough brush brushing my eyebrows. W-What… are they gonna remove my eyebrows? It can’t be, right?No, it can’t be. Even though I read something like this. It was part of an action story where she was kidnapped and they shaved all of the woman’s hair, even the eyebrows, because the kidnape

“W-What happened?”I asked, pretending to care. Well, it’s not like I don’t care… I mean, it could grow again but of course some ladies like their nails long like this one.“I-It broke by accident, w-while I-”She didn’t continue her explanation as she cried again. I pursed my lips as I looked at her. I heard Venice sighing as she went to Jasmine’s side and comforted her. She said something to Jasmine which I didn’t hear and I have no intention to know either, but the kid stopped crying… well, not completely.Venice stood up and picked up the box of tissue on the table and gave it to Jasmine. She walks towards me and gives me a smile.I was hoping that she’ll say something like ‘I’m sorry about Jasmine, I hope you understand’ or something similar. I was ready to say ‘It’s okay’ but my smile almost fell when I heard what she said.“You’ll get used to it.”She said like it’s the obvious. “Ha, Haha-”Looking at the way she smiled, I couldn’t help but to slightly laugh before shaking my

I was taken aback with the unfamiliar Gavin who seems to be flirty. It was so new that I was in daze for a moment before realizing what he had said.Me? Sad? Just because he won't be able to attend? Ha, Haha-I bit my lips to prevent myself from laughibng but I noticed how Gavin gulped and how his eyes shook for a momentNo way. You wish, you weird bas- man.Looking up at him, I was about to deny it when I felt some stares from people that's present here....I pursed my lips before showing a gentle and sweet smile as I leaned my head to Gavin's chest."Of course, honey. It's so lonely without you by my side." Pouting a bit, I looked up and gave Gavin a puppy eyes. I heard some 'Aww's from the people and photograper. Sneaking a glance, I saw how Bennedix and Venice snorts.Closing my eyes, I can't really fool those two. Having some time with them, I bet those two know something. Their eyes say it all anyways.I looked to see what is Gavin doing because he suddenly stopped walking.

After a long drive, we finally arrived t Gavin's manor. The journey at the car was quiet as if no one was inside. No one talk. No one approach.Maybe a nice one week of sleep would be enough to calm my mind... and heart, I guess.It will be different from now on, so I need to prepare. Gavin must not know aboit this forbidden feeling that has develop inside me.Since I chose to just admire him from here, I will not risk to step on the line that he made.Haaa.I wanna rest.Without waiting for Gavin. I opened the car's door and was about to get off when a hand suddenly grabbed my arm.Gavin...His hands... It's warm. It's like a gentle yet rough with warmth touch from someone who can't be mine.I feel bitter.I didn't immediately look at him. Instead, I sighed and look at his reflection in the closed window before looking at him.He seemed to be surprised with the look that I was giving to him. It was cold and annoyed."... Did I do something wrong?"Gavin asked. Did he do something wr